WINGLESS ANGEL
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I'm a 43F with a 46M husband. My bull is 19.
When we opened up for his (now, our) fantasy, somewhere in 2017, we said that feelings and shit can always get mixed up so the best way to counter-act the possibility is stick to younger men, as we will be in completely different positions in life with different view; feelings are less likely to be caught. Plus, that lot is permanently hard.
We've had 8 bulls up until now: 5 25yos, 2 24yos, 1 22yo (which was a 3-time thing only). Explaining meeting my current bull, the 9th, is difficult, but the gist is that we met at a party/event, I went down on him at the end of the night. Did not know then he was 19.
Adored the penis I saw, and in general, he was super hot and nice to talk to. Tracked down his IG, looked him up... then I see on his bio saying that he's passing out of college in 2025.
Either way, I said fuck it and went for it. The sex is the best I've had. He's the thickest I've and like joint longest, knows how to use it, and dirty talk is amazing. Tongue and fingers are fairly decent as well, makes no qualms with me using toys (especially for foreplay).
My husband loves the humiliation of someone so young fucking me. This is very shallow, but I'm a bigger woman, always have been, and I've never had the attention of a fit guy who was also respectful; it's always been bigger men and average-bodied men. This guy is super athletic, muscles, and abs, so this another fantasy fulfillment for me. I adore it.
Only issue is that I feel guilty of being so attracted to him considering I can be his mother. Should I leave the deal because it feels like a shitty thing I'm doing? Or stick with it if it is harmless?
I'll appreciate women's view more in this, thank you.
When we opened up for his (now, our) fantasy, somewhere in 2017, we said that feelings and shit can always get mixed up so the best way to counter-act the possibility is stick to younger men, as we will be in completely different positions in life with different view; feelings are less likely to be caught. Plus, that lot is permanently hard.
We've had 8 bulls up until now: 5 25yos, 2 24yos, 1 22yo (which was a 3-time thing only). Explaining meeting my current bull, the 9th, is difficult, but the gist is that we met at a party/event, I went down on him at the end of the night. Did not know then he was 19.
Adored the penis I saw, and in general, he was super hot and nice to talk to. Tracked down his IG, looked him up... then I see on his bio saying that he's passing out of college in 2025.
Either way, I said fuck it and went for it. The sex is the best I've had. He's the thickest I've and like joint longest, knows how to use it, and dirty talk is amazing. Tongue and fingers are fairly decent as well, makes no qualms with me using toys (especially for foreplay).
My husband loves the humiliation of someone so young fucking me. This is very shallow, but I'm a bigger woman, always have been, and I've never had the attention of a fit guy who was also respectful; it's always been bigger men and average-bodied men. This guy is super athletic, muscles, and abs, so this another fantasy fulfillment for me. I adore it.
Only issue is that I feel guilty of being so attracted to him considering I can be his mother. Should I leave the deal because it feels like a shitty thing I'm doing? Or stick with it if it is harmless?
I'll appreciate women's view more in this, thank you.