My Christmas vs An Average Christmas

[Ceaser.psl]

How my Christmas is going: I am alone, with no one to talk to, barely 3 people wished me themselves. I am sitting all alone at home, with no friends to hang out with, with nowhere to go to. I have nobody. Absolutely nobody. Received zero gifts even though I gifted my 'friends' games. Even on christmas eve it was the same. I feel like its over but I simply can't accept that yet. I am all alone. This is how Christmas went for me in 2024 too. I have never known what it is to hangout with friends and have fun. My life going by and most of my time being spent alone in my room playing games, watching movies and learning about stuff. I am only 16. I know I am missing out on so many things and this time that is going away will never come back, but, What am I supposed to exactly do? There is no one for me, Each christmas is a reminder of how lonely I am and how much things suck for me. I break down almost every Christmas because of this, its almost a ritual at this point. I know I only have myself in this life, if by any chance, I ascend, I'll always remember how I was treated before. I'll forgive nobody. Nobody deserves forgiveness. I have no hate for anybody but no love as well, because I have been not shown love. Miss the time when I was younger and experienced a nice Christmas but that time is long gone now, and there is nothing I can do to to bring it back.

 

[PSLbbc]

How my Christmas is going: I am alone, with no one to talk to, barely 3 people wished me themselves. I am sitting all alone at home, with no friends to hang out with, with nowhere to go to. I have nobody. Absolutely nobody. Received zero gifts even though I gifted my 'friends' games. Even on christmas eve it was the same. I feel like its over but I simply can't accept that yet. I am all alone. This is how Christmas went for me in 2024 too. I have never known what it is to hangout with friends and have fun. My life going by and most of my time being spent alone in my room playing games, watching movies and learning about stuff. I am only 16. I know I am missing out on so many things and this time that is going away will never come back, but, What am I supposed to exactly do? There is no one for me, Each christmas is a reminder of how lonely I am and how much things suck for me. I break down almost every Christmas because of this, its almost a ritual at this point. I know I only have myself in this life, if by any chance, I ascend, I'll always remember how I was treated before. I'll forgive nobody. Nobody deserves forgiveness. I have no hate for anybody but no love as well, because I have been not shown love. Miss the time when I was younger and experienced a nice Christmas but that time is long gone now, and there is nothing I can do to to bring it back.

I hope things get better for you bro

 

[nsk4ll]

How my Christmas is going: I am alone, with no one to talk to, barely 3 people wished me themselves. I am sitting all alone at home, with no friends to hang out with, with nowhere to go to. I have nobody. Absolutely nobody. Received zero gifts even though I gifted my 'friends' games. Even on christmas eve it was the same. I feel like its over but I simply can't accept that yet. I am all alone. This is how Christmas went for me in 2024 too. I have never known what it is to hangout with friends and have fun. My life going by and most of my time being spent alone in my room playing games, watching movies and learning about stuff. I am only 16. I know I am missing out on so many things and this time that is going away will never come back, but, What am I supposed to exactly do? There is no one for me, Each christmas is a reminder of how lonely I am and how much things suck for me. I break down almost every Christmas because of this, its almost a ritual at this point. I know I only have myself in this life, if by any chance, I ascend, I'll always remember how I was treated before. I'll forgive nobody. Nobody deserves forgiveness. I have no hate for anybody but no love as well, because I have been not shown love. Miss the time when I was younger and experienced a nice Christmas but that time is long gone now, and there is nothing I can do to to bring it back.

tldr please?

 

[Ceaser.psl]

I hope things get better for you bro

It's very hard. How much I see others have fun and see what I am missing out on. I am only 16. I have never kissed anyone, never dated anyone. I have not experienced teenage love. I'll be 17 next year. My last chance to experience it. I don't know what will happen. I don't like seeing sorry for myself, I don't. But my circumstances are like this that no matter how hard I try I end up feeling like this...

 

[Ceaser.psl]

tldr please?

I am ldaring at home with no gifts and no one to talk to or enjoy my christmas with whereas others are enjoying and having fun. I'm just 16 too

 

[nsk4ll]

I am ldaring at home with no gifts and no one to talk to or enjoy my christmas with whereas others are enjoying and having fun. I'm just 16 too

i can relate bhai
i didnt get any gifts either and i spend like 5+ hours on just here daily
i guess we can only hope shit gets better

 

[Ceaser.psl]

i can relate bhai
i didnt get any gifts either and i spend like 5+ hours on just here daily
i guess we can only hope shit gets better

It's either that or killing myself, there is no in between. I can't live my life like this for very much longer. I'll keep trying tho, if softmaxxing doesn't work I'll save up for surgeries and try to ascend. I just feel sad that my entire teenage has been wasted and I didn't experience any fun thing...

 

[walee]

Ok

 

[walee]

 

[goyimslayer]

sorry to hear bro, i hope next year will be a better year for you

 

[ngannou]

Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ

 

[Ceaser.psl]

sorry to hear bro, i hope next year will be a better year for you

I hope...

 

[Ceaser.psl]

Me finally sharing with someone how I feel inside and your wishes have atleast made me feel a bit better. I thank you all

 

[voidpursuit]

How my Christmas is going: I am alone, with no one to talk to, barely 3 people wished me themselves. I am sitting all alone at home, with no friends to hang out with, with nowhere to go to. I have nobody. Absolutely nobody. Received zero gifts even though I gifted my 'friends' games. Even on christmas eve it was the same. I feel like its over but I simply can't accept that yet. I am all alone. This is how Christmas went for me in 2024 too. I have never known what it is to hangout with friends and have fun. My life going by and most of my time being spent alone in my room playing games, watching movies and learning about stuff. I am only 16. I know I am missing out on so many things and this time that is going away will never come back, but, What am I supposed to exactly do? There is no one for me, Each christmas is a reminder of how lonely I am and how much things suck for me. I break down almost every Christmas because of this, its almost a ritual at this point. I know I only have myself in this life, if by any chance, I ascend, I'll always remember how I was treated before. I'll forgive nobody. Nobody deserves forgiveness. I have no hate for anybody but no love as well, because I have been not shown love. Miss the time when I was younger and experienced a nice Christmas but that time is long gone now, and there is nothing I can do to to bring it back.

sorry bro, i completely understand feeling like you're missing out. but like you said bro, you're only 16. so much can change in such a short amount of time. covid is a great example the biggest thing is being proactive, if you feel like life's passing you by, don't let it. join some shit, go to the gym, say fuck it and just talk to a random person, even if its on the way inside the gym. say "yo quick question dude, how do you like that car?" and they'll talk for you. if they're chill "thanks dude yeah i was curious i thought about getting one actually. i've been so bored lately, anything to do around here?" do it on a friday or saturday ideally. worst they say is no, but best case you get put on and an entire new world/reality opens up to you. you'd be surprised how often people are willing to add you into their plans if they already have some literally just because youre someone new and it could be fun or interesting for them. i hope things get better for you bro, and if you try the chances of it happening are even higher

 

[Foreverbrad]

Where is your family?

 

[shaneywaney69]

can we be friends? we're on same boat

 

[Ceaser.psl]

sorry bro, i completely understand feeling like you're missing out. but like you said bro, you're only 16. so much can change in such a short amount of time. covid is a great example the biggest thing is being proactive, if you feel like life's passing you by, don't let it. join some shit, go to the gym, say fuck it and just talk to a random person, even if its on the way inside the gym. say "yo quick question dude, how do you like that car?" and they'll talk for you. if they're chill "thanks dude yeah i was curious i thought about getting one actually. i've been so bored lately, anything to do around here?" do it on a friday or saturday ideally. worst they say is no, but best case you get put on and an entire new world/reality opens up to you. you'd be surprised how often people are willing to add you into their plans if they already have some literally just because youre someone new and it could be fun or interesting for them. i hope things get better for you bro, and if you try the chances of it happening are even higher

I used to have great conversation skills. I could talk to any girl and used to talk to multiple girls in 2023. Then by the end of it, I got acne. It completely ruined my confidence. In 2024, I used to talk to some girls and some people but by the end of it, no one. In 2025, I gained 20kgs in the first 3 months. (I've lost it now) and I fixed my acne. But, I stopped going anywhere, I study online. My social skills are reduced to nothing now. I can't talk to anyone. But, I appreciate your advice, I might not be able to do what you said directly, but, I'll start with asking aesthetic dudes with advice in the gym and ask for help. (I know what to do (mostly) this will be for a mental exercise). I'll asl for basic stuff like asking them for a spot or so on. I'll stop studying online so much and rejoin an offline place to study so i can meet people my age and hopefully interact with them. theres time in this tho. so hopefully, by that time, I have ascended a bit.

 

[Ceaser.psl]

can we be friends? we're on same boat

Why not bro? I want to have a friend. I really appreciate it

 

[voidpursuit]

I used to have great conversation skills. I could talk to any girl and used to talk to multiple girls in 2023. Then by the end of it, I got acne. It completely ruined my confidence. In 2024, I used to talk to some girls and some people but by the end of it, no one. In 2025, I gained 20kgs in the first 3 months. (I've lost it now) and I fixed my acne. But, I stopped going anywhere, I study online. My social skills are reduced to nothing now. I can't talk to anyone. But, I appreciate your advice, I might not be able to do what you said directly, but, I'll start with asking aesthetic dudes with advice in the gym and ask for help. (I know what to do (mostly) this will be for a mental exercise). I'll asl for basic stuff like asking them for a spot or so on. I'll stop studying online so much and rejoin an offline place to study so i can meet people my age and hopefully interact with them. theres time in this tho. so hopefully, by that time, I have ascended a bit.

nice dude, that mean's ur not cooked. it's like the gym, rebuilding muscle you already had but lost is much faster than building new muscle you never had. social skills work the exact same way. i've had hypersocial times in my life and also hyperreclusive times in my life. the conversation skills don't go away, you just lose confidence and become a little complacent when you're alone for a while. 2026 is your year bro

 

[Ceaser.psl]

Where is your family?

I live with them but they don't like celebrating christmas that much because last year someone died just on christmas eve. My father is not at home and my mother is at home and preparing good food for us, I didn't ask for any gift because I need money (hopefully they give me a good amount) which I will use to buy reta, dnp and other stuff. It's fine even if they don't tho...

 

[car12345]

learning about stuff

atleast ur not on here as much, but yea i feel u

 

[Ceaser.psl]

nice dude, that mean's ur not cooked. it's like the gym, rebuilding muscle you already had but lost is much faster than building new muscle you never had. social skills work the exact same way. i've had hypersocial times in my life and also hyperreclusive times in my life. the conversation skills don't go away, you just lose confidence and become a little complacent when you're alone for a while. 2026 is your year bro

I will do everything I can to make it my year. Thanks for the motivation

 

[Ceaser.psl]

atleast ur not on here as much, but yea i feel u

I have been here since 2023, but I only used to read posts without an account. Now, Ill start posting about myself as well.