my coping mechanism rant

JordanFagget271

JordanFagget271

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i thought my acne stopped, and that usually means ur puberty is nearing an end, so i would be stuck at this height 4ever

i was really sad bcs my every family member from dad's side grew like 10-15cm ages 15-19/20, my father grew 17 cm after 15 even, he was 165 at 15.


but today, for the first time in 2 years i didnt go out of my bed in the first hour of waking up to wash my face, but did it 3 hours later, after rotting

my whole forehead is filled with acne, ive got bangs which hides it but shit is pretty bad

my knees are still hurting but since ive grew like 1cm in the last 6months, i thought nothing out of it, but now? now i still see hope in growing another few centimeters, i mean ive grew only 5cm since 15


and i wont ever go to check if plates are open fr, ill just spam raw milk 1.5l every. single. day. until june

atp even if i scanned my wrist and it said my plates are closed, id still think ive got another 3cm from spine plates, cope never stops
 
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turning 18 in less than 4 months btw
 
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that’s sad
 
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Literally me lmao my forehead is exactly like that have to cover it with hair.
 
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Literally me lmao my forehead is exactly like that have to cover it with hair.
nah they were barely visible before, even yesterday, i couldnt go with middle part cuz on sun theyre visible and it makes me look like lhtn instead of a mhtn i am:feelshah:
 
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