My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys

[tritanium]

You read the title correctly. My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys at a party.

I like to journal a lot so I thought I would journal a bit on here for the first time.

I am a senior in high school and I find it hard to develop emotions or 'crushs' for girls, I am a pretty reserved/conservative guy, I don't just like a girl because she has a pair, no foids allowed! I have high standards etc. Also, most the girls at my school aren't that attractive and the ones that are, are either sluts or have a boyfriend. Yes, I have asked a few out but I either get rejected or love bombed after a date or two.
Just note I am a ltn at best. I am all body, no face. Just a boneless gymcel.

Now this one girl, I never paid attention to. She was in a few of my classes in junior year and now senior. She's very smart, smarter than me. She is in the academic classes I am in. She used to always give me attention and be so curious to ask what was going on in my conversations, always showed an interest in me. I never really cared and it was a joke with my mates that she liked me because she had cystic acne and sounded like a bit like a parrot at the time, she had that squawk in her voice. In outdoor ed, not trying to be disrespectful, I found out she had an incredible body, small waist, toned, nice chest, but still I never really paid attention to her. Come back from summer break, her acne has cleared up lots, she looks good. But I still had my past image of her on my mind - her squawky voice.

She hosted a party at her house after prom, she was responsible, her family was nice, dad was cool, the party was responsible. Me being a reserved guy, I started thinking about her more often as I thought, "wow she is a responsible, smart girl from a good family."

On outdoor ed camp, she would follow me around everywhere, stand next to me in her bikini for everything I did, constantly cracking jokes. Reflecting back now, she looked beautiful. I would ask her why she wasn't with her friends, she said she preferred to be next to me. Her friends would occasionally take photos of me and call me cute. All of this! but I didn't realise she was being flirty. Now she comes back from winter break, she's more beautiful than ever, she had a huge glow up. I now have a crush on her. I am determined, I like her more but I am mad for not going for her earlier when she was right there in front of me on camp. The nice girl, now beautiful than ever. But since I am high inhibition with girls, so I never asked her out.

Then recently, I see her constantly posting her incredible body on her new ig account, the frustration increases for my missed opportunity.

More things about her I start to hear. A few days ago my friend told me she has been going out with all the dudes on the footy team.
Then last night, I found out from another mate that at a party she went to a back of a van with 3 dudes and got railed by all 3 of them.
Just disgusting man. I understand she has the male gaze for her physique but that's just messed up.

I am upset, I just don't understand. How could my idea of the responsible, comes from a good family, smart girl become a whore. Why crush me. I liked her. Now my image of her is forever ruined.

 

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[DRACOX]

You read the title correctly. My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys at a party.

I like to journal a lot so I thought I would journal a bit on here for the first time.

I am a senior in high school and I find it hard to develop emotions or 'crushs' for girls, I am a pretty reserved/conservative guy, I don't just like a girl because she has a pair, no foids allowed! I have high standards etc. Also, most the girls at my school aren't that attractive and the ones that are, are either sluts or have a boyfriend. Yes, I have asked a few out but I either get rejected or love bombed after a date or two.
Just note I am a ltn at best. I am all body, no face. Just a boneless gymcel.

Now this one girl, I never paid attention to. She was in a few of my classes in junior year and now senior. She's very smart, smarter than me. She is in the academic classes I am in. She used to always give me attention and be so curious to ask what was going on in my conversations, always showed an interest in me. I never really cared and it was a joke with my mates that she liked me because she had cystic acne and sounded like a bit like a parrot at the time, she had that squawk in her voice. In outdoor ed, not trying to be disrespectful, I found out she had an incredible body, small waist, toned, nice chest, but still I never really paid attention to her. Come back from summer break, her acne has cleared up lots, she looks good. But I still had my past image of her on my mind - her squawky voice.

She hosted a party at her house after prom, she was responsible, her family was nice, dad was cool, the party was responsible. Me being a reserved guy, I started thinking about her more often as I thought, "wow she is a responsible, smart girl from a good family."

On outdoor ed camp, she would follow me around everywhere, stand next to me in her bikini for everything I did, constantly cracking jokes. Reflecting back now, she looked beautiful. I would ask her why she wasn't with her friends, she said she preferred to be next to me. Her friends would occasionally take photos of me and call me cute. All of this! but I didn't realise she was being flirty. Now she comes back from winter break, she's more beautiful than ever, she had a huge glow up. I now have a crush on her. I am determined, I like her more but I am mad for not going for her earlier when she was right there in front of me on camp. The nice girl, now beautiful than ever. But since I am high inhibition with girls, so I never asked her out.

Then recently, I see her constantly posting her incredible body on her new ig account, the frustration increases for my missed opportunity.

More things about her I start to hear. A few days ago my friend told me she has been going out with all the dudes on the footy team.
Then last night, I found out from another mate that at a party she went to a back of a van with 3 dudes and got railed by all 3 of them.
Just disgusting man. I understand she has the male gaze for her physique but that's just messed up.

I am upset, I just don't understand. How could my idea of the responsible, comes from a good family, smart girl become a whore. Why crush me. I liked her. Now my image of her is forever ruined.

Nigger when will you learn? Most them are sociopaths

 

[tritanium]

Nigger when will you learn? Most them are sociopaths

i have to much faith in people

 

[crazyguy]

You read the title correctly. My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys at a party.

I like to journal a lot so I thought I would journal a bit on here for the first time.

I am a senior in high school and I find it hard to develop emotions or 'crushs' for girls, I am a pretty reserved/conservative guy, I don't just like a girl because she has a pair, no foids allowed! I have high standards etc. Also, most the girls at my school aren't that attractive and the ones that are, are either sluts or have a boyfriend. Yes, I have asked a few out but I either get rejected or love bombed after a date or two.
Just note I am a ltn at best. I am all body, no face. Just a boneless gymcel.

Now this one girl, I never paid attention to. She was in a few of my classes in junior year and now senior. She's very smart, smarter than me. She is in the academic classes I am in. She used to always give me attention and be so curious to ask what was going on in my conversations, always showed an interest in me. I never really cared and it was a joke with my mates that she liked me because she had cystic acne and sounded like a bit like a parrot at the time, she had that squawk in her voice. In outdoor ed, not trying to be disrespectful, I found out she had an incredible body, small waist, toned, nice chest, but still I never really paid attention to her. Come back from summer break, her acne has cleared up lots, she looks good. But I still had my past image of her on my mind - her squawky voice.

She hosted a party at her house after prom, she was responsible, her family was nice, dad was cool, the party was responsible. Me being a reserved guy, I started thinking about her more often as I thought, "wow she is a responsible, smart girl from a good family."

On outdoor ed camp, she would follow me around everywhere, stand next to me in her bikini for everything I did, constantly cracking jokes. Reflecting back now, she looked beautiful. I would ask her why she wasn't with her friends, she said she preferred to be next to me. Her friends would occasionally take photos of me and call me cute. All of this! but I didn't realise she was being flirty. Now she comes back from winter break, she's more beautiful than ever, she had a huge glow up. I now have a crush on her. I am determined, I like her more but I am mad for not going for her earlier when she was right there in front of me on camp. The nice girl, now beautiful than ever. But since I am high inhibition with girls, so I never asked her out.

Then recently, I see her constantly posting her incredible body on her new ig account, the frustration increases for my missed opportunity.

More things about her I start to hear. A few days ago my friend told me she has been going out with all the dudes on the footy team.
Then last night, I found out from another mate that at a party she went to a back of a van with 3 dudes and got railed by all 3 of them.
Just disgusting man. I understand she has the male gaze for her physique but that's just messed up.

I am upset, I just don't understand. How could my idea of the responsible, comes from a good family, smart girl become a whore. Why crush me. I liked her. Now my image of her is forever ruined.

kill them all

 

[Panzram]

You read the title correctly. My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys at a party.

I like to journal a lot so I thought I would journal a bit on here for the first time.

I am a senior in high school and I find it hard to develop emotions or 'crushs' for girls, I am a pretty reserved/conservative guy, I don't just like a girl because she has a pair, no foids allowed! I have high standards etc. Also, most the girls at my school aren't that attractive and the ones that are, are either sluts or have a boyfriend. Yes, I have asked a few out but I either get rejected or love bombed after a date or two.
Just note I am a ltn at best. I am all body, no face. Just a boneless gymcel.

Now this one girl, I never paid attention to. She was in a few of my classes in junior year and now senior. She's very smart, smarter than me. She is in the academic classes I am in. She used to always give me attention and be so curious to ask what was going on in my conversations, always showed an interest in me. I never really cared and it was a joke with my mates that she liked me because she had cystic acne and sounded like a bit like a parrot at the time, she had that squawk in her voice. In outdoor ed, not trying to be disrespectful, I found out she had an incredible body, small waist, toned, nice chest, but still I never really paid attention to her. Come back from summer break, her acne has cleared up lots, she looks good. But I still had my past image of her on my mind - her squawky voice.

She hosted a party at her house after prom, she was responsible, her family was nice, dad was cool, the party was responsible. Me being a reserved guy, I started thinking about her more often as I thought, "wow she is a responsible, smart girl from a good family."

On outdoor ed camp, she would follow me around everywhere, stand next to me in her bikini for everything I did, constantly cracking jokes. Reflecting back now, she looked beautiful. I would ask her why she wasn't with her friends, she said she preferred to be next to me. Her friends would occasionally take photos of me and call me cute. All of this! but I didn't realise she was being flirty. Now she comes back from winter break, she's more beautiful than ever, she had a huge glow up. I now have a crush on her. I am determined, I like her more but I am mad for not going for her earlier when she was right there in front of me on camp. The nice girl, now beautiful than ever. But since I am high inhibition with girls, so I never asked her out.

Then recently, I see her constantly posting her incredible body on her new ig account, the frustration increases for my missed opportunity.

More things about her I start to hear. A few days ago my friend told me she has been going out with all the dudes on the footy team.
Then last night, I found out from another mate that at a party she went to a back of a van with 3 dudes and got railed by all 3 of them.
Just disgusting man. I understand she has the male gaze for her physique but that's just messed up.

I am upset, I just don't understand. How could my idea of the responsible, comes from a good family, smart girl become a whore. Why crush me. I liked her. Now my image of her is forever ruined.

dnr but you need to forgive her bro she is a human and just was drunk and horny, she a good gurl

 

[Radio]

im sorry for you

 

[Jeremy Meeks]

You read the title correctly. My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys at a party.

I like to journal a lot so I thought I would journal a bit on here for the first time.

I am a senior in high school and I find it hard to develop emotions or 'crushs' for girls, I am a pretty reserved/conservative guy, I don't just like a girl because she has a pair, no foids allowed! I have high standards etc. Also, most the girls at my school aren't that attractive and the ones that are, are either sluts or have a boyfriend. Yes, I have asked a few out but I either get rejected or love bombed after a date or two.
Just note I am a ltn at best. I am all body, no face. Just a boneless gymcel.

Now this one girl, I never paid attention to. She was in a few of my classes in junior year and now senior. She's very smart, smarter than me. She is in the academic classes I am in. She used to always give me attention and be so curious to ask what was going on in my conversations, always showed an interest in me. I never really cared and it was a joke with my mates that she liked me because she had cystic acne and sounded like a bit like a parrot at the time, she had that squawk in her voice. In outdoor ed, not trying to be disrespectful, I found out she had an incredible body, small waist, toned, nice chest, but still I never really paid attention to her. Come back from summer break, her acne has cleared up lots, she looks good. But I still had my past image of her on my mind - her squawky voice.

She hosted a party at her house after prom, she was responsible, her family was nice, dad was cool, the party was responsible. Me being a reserved guy, I started thinking about her more often as I thought, "wow she is a responsible, smart girl from a good family."

On outdoor ed camp, she would follow me around everywhere, stand next to me in her bikini for everything I did, constantly cracking jokes. Reflecting back now, she looked beautiful. I would ask her why she wasn't with her friends, she said she preferred to be next to me. Her friends would occasionally take photos of me and call me cute. All of this! but I didn't realise she was being flirty. Now she comes back from winter break, she's more beautiful than ever, she had a huge glow up. I now have a crush on her. I am determined, I like her more but I am mad for not going for her earlier when she was right there in front of me on camp. The nice girl, now beautiful than ever. But since I am high inhibition with girls, so I never asked her out.

Then recently, I see her constantly posting her incredible body on her new ig account, the frustration increases for my missed opportunity.

More things about her I start to hear. A few days ago my friend told me she has been going out with all the dudes on the footy team.
Then last night, I found out from another mate that at a party she went to a back of a van with 3 dudes and got railed by all 3 of them.
Just disgusting man. I understand she has the male gaze for her physique but that's just messed up.

I am upset, I just don't understand. How could my idea of the responsible, comes from a good family, smart girl become a whore. Why crush me. I liked her. Now my image of her is forever ruined.

DNR

cucks.org if it’s fake

My condolences if it’s true

 

[Vermilioncore]

Thomas the tank engine

 

[JasGews69x]

 

[silently_said]

i'd goon to the video

 

[Jeremy Meeks]

i'd goon to the video

Cucks.org

 

[silently_said]

Cucks.org

what other choice do you have

 

[Kiril Velev]

I hope this isnt shitposting but a couple things this could just be a rumor but even if it is literally the only way to get out of this situation is to find a bigger crush the good news is new stronger love erases past one

 

[william.]

 

[Sprinkles]

Tales

 

[Jeremy Meeks]

what other choice do you have

Fuck you nigger

 

[incel13]

You read the title correctly. My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys at a party.

I like to journal a lot so I thought I would journal a bit on here for the first time.

I am a senior in high school and I find it hard to develop emotions or 'crushs' for girls, I am a pretty reserved/conservative guy, I don't just like a girl because she has a pair, no foids allowed! I have high standards etc. Also, most the girls at my school aren't that attractive and the ones that are, are either sluts or have a boyfriend. Yes, I have asked a few out but I either get rejected or love bombed after a date or two.
Just note I am a ltn at best. I am all body, no face. Just a boneless gymcel.

Now this one girl, I never paid attention to. She was in a few of my classes in junior year and now senior. She's very smart, smarter than me. She is in the academic classes I am in. She used to always give me attention and be so curious to ask what was going on in my conversations, always showed an interest in me. I never really cared and it was a joke with my mates that she liked me because she had cystic acne and sounded like a bit like a parrot at the time, she had that squawk in her voice. In outdoor ed, not trying to be disrespectful, I found out she had an incredible body, small waist, toned, nice chest, but still I never really paid attention to her. Come back from summer break, her acne has cleared up lots, she looks good. But I still had my past image of her on my mind - her squawky voice.

She hosted a party at her house after prom, she was responsible, her family was nice, dad was cool, the party was responsible. Me being a reserved guy, I started thinking about her more often as I thought, "wow she is a responsible, smart girl from a good family."

On outdoor ed camp, she would follow me around everywhere, stand next to me in her bikini for everything I did, constantly cracking jokes. Reflecting back now, she looked beautiful. I would ask her why she wasn't with her friends, she said she preferred to be next to me. Her friends would occasionally take photos of me and call me cute. All of this! but I didn't realise she was being flirty. Now she comes back from winter break, she's more beautiful than ever, she had a huge glow up. I now have a crush on her. I am determined, I like her more but I am mad for not going for her earlier when she was right there in front of me on camp. The nice girl, now beautiful than ever. But since I am high inhibition with girls, so I never asked her out.

Then recently, I see her constantly posting her incredible body on her new ig account, the frustration increases for my missed opportunity.

More things about her I start to hear. A few days ago my friend told me she has been going out with all the dudes on the footy team.
Then last night, I found out from another mate that at a party she went to a back of a van with 3 dudes and got railed by all 3 of them.
Just disgusting man. I understand she has the male gaze for her physique but that's just messed up.

I am upset, I just don't understand. How could my idea of the responsible, comes from a good family, smart girl become a whore. Why crush me. I liked her. Now my image of her is forever ruined.

Rope gng

 

[Jeremy Meeks]

I hope this isnt shitposting but a couple things this could just be a rumor but even if it is literally the only way to get out of this situation is to find a bigger crush the good news is new stronger love erases past one

Schizos.org

 

[silently_said]

Fuck you nigger

 

[Kiril Velev]

Schizos.org

God forbid I write a genuine reply

 

[obsidian]

Brutal should have taken your chance... just like me

 

[spongebobsex]

dnr but you need to forgive her bro she is a human and just was drunk and horny, she a good gurl

Unironically though because ultimately the only one clinging to her getting a train ran on is you and you weren’t even part of ir

 

[keifeea]

Nigger you missed the opportunity, I would have invested

 

[keifeea]

Dumbass Nigger you missed the opportunity so bad I feel bad for you

You read the title correctly. My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys at a party.

I like to journal a lot so I thought I would journal a bit on here for the first time.

I am a senior in high school and I find it hard to develop emotions or 'crushs' for girls, I am a pretty reserved/conservative guy, I don't just like a girl because she has a pair, no foids allowed! I have high standards etc. Also, most the girls at my school aren't that attractive and the ones that are, are either sluts or have a boyfriend. Yes, I have asked a few out but I either get rejected or love bombed after a date or two.
Just note I am a ltn at best. I am all body, no face. Just a boneless gymcel.

Now this one girl, I never paid attention to. She was in a few of my classes in junior year and now senior. She's very smart, smarter than me. She is in the academic classes I am in. She used to always give me attention and be so curious to ask what was going on in my conversations, always showed an interest in me. I never really cared and it was a joke with my mates that she liked me because she had cystic acne and sounded like a bit like a parrot at the time, she had that squawk in her voice. In outdoor ed, not trying to be disrespectful, I found out she had an incredible body, small waist, toned, nice chest, but still I never really paid attention to her. Come back from summer break, her acne has cleared up lots, she looks good. But I still had my past image of her on my mind - her squawky voice.

She hosted a party at her house after prom, she was responsible, her family was nice, dad was cool, the party was responsible. Me being a reserved guy, I started thinking about her more often as I thought, "wow she is a responsible, smart girl from a good family."

On outdoor ed camp, she would follow me around everywhere, stand next to me in her bikini for everything I did, constantly cracking jokes. Reflecting back now, she looked beautiful. I would ask her why she wasn't with her friends, she said she preferred to be next to me. Her friends would occasionally take photos of me and call me cute. All of this! but I didn't realise she was being flirty. Now she comes back from winter break, she's more beautiful than ever, she had a huge glow up. I now have a crush on her. I am determined, I like her more but I am mad for not going for her earlier when she was right there in front of me on camp. The nice girl, now beautiful than ever. But since I am high inhibition with girls, so I never asked her out.

Then recently, I see her constantly posting her incredible body on her new ig account, the frustration increases for my missed opportunity.

More things about her I start to hear. A few days ago my friend told me she has been going out with all the dudes on the footy team.
Then last night, I found out from another mate that at a party she went to a back of a van with 3 dudes and got railed by all 3 of them.
Just disgusting man. I understand she has the male gaze for her physique but that's just messed up.

I am upset, I just don't understand. How could my idea of the responsible, comes from a good family, smart girl become a whore. Why crush me. I liked her. Now my image of her is forever ruined

 

[keifeea]

Dumbass Nigger you missed the opportunity so bad I feel bad for you

You read the title correctly. My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys at a party.

I like to journal a lot so I thought I would journal a bit on here for the first time.

I am a senior in high school and I find it hard to develop emotions or 'crushs' for girls, I am a pretty reserved/conservative guy, I don't just like a girl because she has a pair, no foids allowed! I have high standards etc. Also, most the girls at my school aren't that attractive and the ones that are, are either sluts or have a boyfriend. Yes, I have asked a few out but I either get rejected or love bombed after a date or two.
Just note I am a ltn at best. I am all body, no face. Just a boneless gymcel.

Now this one girl, I never paid attention to. She was in a few of my classes in junior year and now senior. She's very smart, smarter than me. She is in the academic classes I am in. She used to always give me attention and be so curious to ask what was going on in my conversations, always showed an interest in me. I never really cared and it was a joke with my mates that she liked me because she had cystic acne and sounded like a bit like a parrot at the time, she had that squawk in her voice. In outdoor ed, not trying to be disrespectful, I found out she had an incredible body, small waist, toned, nice chest, but still I never really paid attention to her. Come back from summer break, her acne has cleared up lots, she looks good. But I still had my past image of her on my mind - her squawky voice.

She hosted a party at her house after prom, she was responsible, her family was nice, dad was cool, the party was responsible. Me being a reserved guy, I started thinking about her more often as I thought, "wow she is a responsible, smart girl from a good family."

On outdoor ed camp, she would follow me around everywhere, stand next to me in her bikini for everything I did, constantly cracking jokes. Reflecting back now, she looked beautiful. I would ask her why she wasn't with her friends, she said she preferred to be next to me. Her friends would occasionally take photos of me and call me cute. All of this! but I didn't realise she was being flirty. Now she comes back from winter break, she's more beautiful than ever, she had a huge glow up. I now have a crush on her. I am determined, I like her more but I am mad for not going for her earlier when she was right there in front of me on camp. The nice girl, now beautiful than ever. But since I am high inhibition with girls, so I never asked her out.

Then recently, I see her constantly posting her incredible body on her new ig account, the frustration increases for my missed opportunity.

More things about her I start to hear. A few days ago my friend told me she has been going out with all the dudes on the footy team.
Then last night, I found out from another mate that at a party she went to a back of a van with 3 dudes and got railed by all 3 of them.
Just disgusting man. I understand she has the male gaze for her physique but that's just messed up.

I am upset, I just don't understand. How could my idea of the responsible, comes from a good family, smart girl become a whore. Why crush me. I liked her. Now my image of her is forever ruined

 

[keifeea]

Dumbass Nigger you missed the opportunity so bad I feel bad for you

You read the title correctly. My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys at a party.

I like to journal a lot so I thought I would journal a bit on here for the first time.

I am a senior in high school and I find it hard to develop emotions or 'crushs' for girls, I am a pretty reserved/conservative guy, I don't just like a girl because she has a pair, no foids allowed! I have high standards etc. Also, most the girls at my school aren't that attractive and the ones that are, are either sluts or have a boyfriend. Yes, I have asked a few out but I either get rejected or love bombed after a date or two.
Just note I am a ltn at best. I am all body, no face. Just a boneless gymcel.

Now this one girl, I never paid attention to. She was in a few of my classes in junior year and now senior. She's very smart, smarter than me. She is in the academic classes I am in. She used to always give me attention and be so curious to ask what was going on in my conversations, always showed an interest in me. I never really cared and it was a joke with my mates that she liked me because she had cystic acne and sounded like a bit like a parrot at the time, she had that squawk in her voice. In outdoor ed, not trying to be disrespectful, I found out she had an incredible body, small waist, toned, nice chest, but still I never really paid attention to her. Come back from summer break, her acne has cleared up lots, she looks good. But I still had my past image of her on my mind - her squawky voice.

She hosted a party at her house after prom, she was responsible, her family was nice, dad was cool, the party was responsible. Me being a reserved guy, I started thinking about her more often as I thought, "wow she is a responsible, smart girl from a good family."

On outdoor ed camp, she would follow me around everywhere, stand next to me in her bikini for everything I did, constantly cracking jokes. Reflecting back now, she looked beautiful. I would ask her why she wasn't with her friends, she said she preferred to be next to me. Her friends would occasionally take photos of me and call me cute. All of this! but I didn't realise she was being flirty. Now she comes back from winter break, she's more beautiful than ever, she had a huge glow up. I now have a crush on her. I am determined, I like her more but I am mad for not going for her earlier when she was right there in front of me on camp. The nice girl, now beautiful than ever. But since I am high inhibition with girls, so I never asked her out.

Then recently, I see her constantly posting her incredible body on her new ig account, the frustration increases for my missed opportunity.

More things about her I start to hear. A few days ago my friend told me she has been going out with all the dudes on the footy team.
Then last night, I found out from another mate that at a party she went to a back of a van with 3 dudes and got railed by all 3 of them.
Just disgusting man. I understand she has the male gaze for her physique but that's just messed up.

I am upset, I just don't understand. How could my idea of the responsible, comes from a good family, smart girl become a whore. Why crush me. I liked her. Now my image of her is forever ruined

 

[inscrutable]

Dnr

 

[Nerozine]

You read the title correctly. My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys at a party.

I like to journal a lot so I thought I would journal a bit on here for the first time.

I am a senior in high school and I find it hard to develop emotions or 'crushs' for girls, I am a pretty reserved/conservative guy, I don't just like a girl because she has a pair, no foids allowed! I have high standards etc. Also, most the girls at my school aren't that attractive and the ones that are, are either sluts or have a boyfriend. Yes, I have asked a few out but I either get rejected or love bombed after a date or two.
Just note I am a ltn at best. I am all body, no face. Just a boneless gymcel.

Now this one girl, I never paid attention to. She was in a few of my classes in junior year and now senior. She's very smart, smarter than me. She is in the academic classes I am in. She used to always give me attention and be so curious to ask what was going on in my conversations, always showed an interest in me. I never really cared and it was a joke with my mates that she liked me because she had cystic acne and sounded like a bit like a parrot at the time, she had that squawk in her voice. In outdoor ed, not trying to be disrespectful, I found out she had an incredible body, small waist, toned, nice chest, but still I never really paid attention to her. Come back from summer break, her acne has cleared up lots, she looks good. But I still had my past image of her on my mind - her squawky voice.

She hosted a party at her house after prom, she was responsible, her family was nice, dad was cool, the party was responsible. Me being a reserved guy, I started thinking about her more often as I thought, "wow she is a responsible, smart girl from a good family."

On outdoor ed camp, she would follow me around everywhere, stand next to me in her bikini for everything I did, constantly cracking jokes. Reflecting back now, she looked beautiful. I would ask her why she wasn't with her friends, she said she preferred to be next to me. Her friends would occasionally take photos of me and call me cute. All of this! but I didn't realise she was being flirty. Now she comes back from winter break, she's more beautiful than ever, she had a huge glow up. I now have a crush on her. I am determined, I like her more but I am mad for not going for her earlier when she was right there in front of me on camp. The nice girl, now beautiful than ever. But since I am high inhibition with girls, so I never asked her out.

Then recently, I see her constantly posting her incredible body on her new ig account, the frustration increases for my missed opportunity.

More things about her I start to hear. A few days ago my friend told me she has been going out with all the dudes on the footy team.
Then last night, I found out from another mate that at a party she went to a back of a van with 3 dudes and got railed by all 3 of them.
Just disgusting man. I understand she has the male gaze for her physique but that's just messed up.

I am upset, I just don't understand. How could my idea of the responsible, comes from a good family, smart girl become a whore. Why crush me. I liked her. Now my image of her is forever ruined.

dont post your cuck fantasies here grey

 

[tunisianropemaxxer]

You read the title correctly. My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys at a party.

I like to journal a lot so I thought I would journal a bit on here for the first time.

I am a senior in high school and I find it hard to develop emotions or 'crushs' for girls, I am a pretty reserved/conservative guy, I don't just like a girl because she has a pair, no foids allowed! I have high standards etc. Also, most the girls at my school aren't that attractive and the ones that are, are either sluts or have a boyfriend. Yes, I have asked a few out but I either get rejected or love bombed after a date or two.
Just note I am a ltn at best. I am all body, no face. Just a boneless gymcel.

Now this one girl, I never paid attention to. She was in a few of my classes in junior year and now senior. She's very smart, smarter than me. She is in the academic classes I am in. She used to always give me attention and be so curious to ask what was going on in my conversations, always showed an interest in me. I never really cared and it was a joke with my mates that she liked me because she had cystic acne and sounded like a bit like a parrot at the time, she had that squawk in her voice. In outdoor ed, not trying to be disrespectful, I found out she had an incredible body, small waist, toned, nice chest, but still I never really paid attention to her. Come back from summer break, her acne has cleared up lots, she looks good. But I still had my past image of her on my mind - her squawky voice.

She hosted a party at her house after prom, she was responsible, her family was nice, dad was cool, the party was responsible. Me being a reserved guy, I started thinking about her more often as I thought, "wow she is a responsible, smart girl from a good family."

On outdoor ed camp, she would follow me around everywhere, stand next to me in her bikini for everything I did, constantly cracking jokes. Reflecting back now, she looked beautiful. I would ask her why she wasn't with her friends, she said she preferred to be next to me. Her friends would occasionally take photos of me and call me cute. All of this! but I didn't realise she was being flirty. Now she comes back from winter break, she's more beautiful than ever, she had a huge glow up. I now have a crush on her. I am determined, I like her more but I am mad for not going for her earlier when she was right there in front of me on camp. The nice girl, now beautiful than ever. But since I am high inhibition with girls, so I never asked her out.

Then recently, I see her constantly posting her incredible body on her new ig account, the frustration increases for my missed opportunity.

More things about her I start to hear. A few days ago my friend told me she has been going out with all the dudes on the footy team.
Then last night, I found out from another mate that at a party she went to a back of a van with 3 dudes and got railed by all 3 of them.
Just disgusting man. I understand she has the male gaze for her physique but that's just messed up.

I am upset, I just don't understand. How could my idea of the responsible, comes from a good family, smart girl become a whore. Why crush me. I liked her. Now my image of her is forever ruined.

Thank god u didnt date her nigga

 

[whatislovebaby]

there's literally nothing you can do except go for another other girl and not be as retarded

 

[1pacfan]

my bad g home you recover

 

[eon]

kill them all

fr

 

[KingVamp]

You read the title correctly. My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys at a party.

I like to journal a lot so I thought I would journal a bit on here for the first time.

I am a senior in high school and I find it hard to develop emotions or 'crushs' for girls, I am a pretty reserved/conservative guy, I don't just like a girl because she has a pair, no foids allowed! I have high standards etc. Also, most the girls at my school aren't that attractive and the ones that are, are either sluts or have a boyfriend. Yes, I have asked a few out but I either get rejected or love bombed after a date or two.
Just note I am a ltn at best. I am all body, no face. Just a boneless gymcel.

Now this one girl, I never paid attention to. She was in a few of my classes in junior year and now senior. She's very smart, smarter than me. She is in the academic classes I am in. She used to always give me attention and be so curious to ask what was going on in my conversations, always showed an interest in me. I never really cared and it was a joke with my mates that she liked me because she had cystic acne and sounded like a bit like a parrot at the time, she had that squawk in her voice. In outdoor ed, not trying to be disrespectful, I found out she had an incredible body, small waist, toned, nice chest, but still I never really paid attention to her. Come back from summer break, her acne has cleared up lots, she looks good. But I still had my past image of her on my mind - her squawky voice.

She hosted a party at her house after prom, she was responsible, her family was nice, dad was cool, the party was responsible. Me being a reserved guy, I started thinking about her more often as I thought, "wow she is a responsible, smart girl from a good family."

On outdoor ed camp, she would follow me around everywhere, stand next to me in her bikini for everything I did, constantly cracking jokes. Reflecting back now, she looked beautiful. I would ask her why she wasn't with her friends, she said she preferred to be next to me. Her friends would occasionally take photos of me and call me cute. All of this! but I didn't realise she was being flirty. Now she comes back from winter break, she's more beautiful than ever, she had a huge glow up. I now have a crush on her. I am determined, I like her more but I am mad for not going for her earlier when she was right there in front of me on camp. The nice girl, now beautiful than ever. But since I am high inhibition with girls, so I never asked her out.

Then recently, I see her constantly posting her incredible body on her new ig account, the frustration increases for my missed opportunity.

More things about her I start to hear. A few days ago my friend told me she has been going out with all the dudes on the footy team.
Then last night, I found out from another mate that at a party she went to a back of a van with 3 dudes and got railed by all 3 of them.
Just disgusting man. I understand she has the male gaze for her physique but that's just messed up.

I am upset, I just don't understand. How could my idea of the responsible, comes from a good family, smart girl become a whore. Why crush me. I liked her. Now my image of her is forever ruined.

ur a cuck if u still develop feelings for foids

 

[The Night Stroker]

INDEED BRUTAL

 

[waelwaywayola]

You read the title correctly. My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys at a party.

I like to journal a lot so I thought I would journal a bit on here for the first time.

I am a senior in high school and I find it hard to develop emotions or 'crushs' for girls, I am a pretty reserved/conservative guy, I don't just like a girl because she has a pair, no foids allowed! I have high standards etc. Also, most the girls at my school aren't that attractive and the ones that are, are either sluts or have a boyfriend. Yes, I have asked a few out but I either get rejected or love bombed after a date or two.
Just note I am a ltn at best. I am all body, no face. Just a boneless gymcel.

Now this one girl, I never paid attention to. She was in a few of my classes in junior year and now senior. She's very smart, smarter than me. She is in the academic classes I am in. She used to always give me attention and be so curious to ask what was going on in my conversations, always showed an interest in me. I never really cared and it was a joke with my mates that she liked me because she had cystic acne and sounded like a bit like a parrot at the time, she had that squawk in her voice. In outdoor ed, not trying to be disrespectful, I found out she had an incredible body, small waist, toned, nice chest, but still I never really paid attention to her. Come back from summer break, her acne has cleared up lots, she looks good. But I still had my past image of her on my mind - her squawky voice.

She hosted a party at her house after prom, she was responsible, her family was nice, dad was cool, the party was responsible. Me being a reserved guy, I started thinking about her more often as I thought, "wow she is a responsible, smart girl from a good family."

On outdoor ed camp, she would follow me around everywhere, stand next to me in her bikini for everything I did, constantly cracking jokes. Reflecting back now, she looked beautiful. I would ask her why she wasn't with her friends, she said she preferred to be next to me. Her friends would occasionally take photos of me and call me cute. All of this! but I didn't realise she was being flirty. Now she comes back from winter break, she's more beautiful than ever, she had a huge glow up. I now have a crush on her. I am determined, I like her more but I am mad for not going for her earlier when she was right there in front of me on camp. The nice girl, now beautiful than ever. But since I am high inhibition with girls, so I never asked her out.

Then recently, I see her constantly posting her incredible body on her new ig account, the frustration increases for my missed opportunity.

More things about her I start to hear. A few days ago my friend told me she has been going out with all the dudes on the footy team.
Then last night, I found out from another mate that at a party she went to a back of a van with 3 dudes and got railed by all 3 of them.
Just disgusting man. I understand she has the male gaze for her physique but that's just messed up.

I am upset, I just don't understand. How could my idea of the responsible, comes from a good family, smart girl become a whore. Why crush me. I liked her. Now my image of her is forever ruined.

Bro fuck your crush fucking foids

 

[tritanium]

Bro fuck your crush fucking foids

thanks g

 

[Lihito]

Teles

 

[ryzen]

dont even date foids anymore just skip to dudes or just try to only crack them since they are all obviously just fucking narcs who js wanna get ran through

 

[Funnyunenjoyer1]

You read the title correctly. My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys at a party.

I like to journal a lot so I thought I would journal a bit on here for the first time.

I am a senior in high school and I find it hard to develop emotions or 'crushs' for girls, I am a pretty reserved/conservative guy, I don't just like a girl because she has a pair, no foids allowed! I have high standards etc. Also, most the girls at my school aren't that attractive and the ones that are, are either sluts or have a boyfriend. Yes, I have asked a few out but I either get rejected or love bombed after a date or two.
Just note I am a ltn at best. I am all body, no face. Just a boneless gymcel.

Now this one girl, I never paid attention to. She was in a few of my classes in junior year and now senior. She's very smart, smarter than me. She is in the academic classes I am in. She used to always give me attention and be so curious to ask what was going on in my conversations, always showed an interest in me. I never really cared and it was a joke with my mates that she liked me because she had cystic acne and sounded like a bit like a parrot at the time, she had that squawk in her voice. In outdoor ed, not trying to be disrespectful, I found out she had an incredible body, small waist, toned, nice chest, but still I never really paid attention to her. Come back from summer break, her acne has cleared up lots, she looks good. But I still had my past image of her on my mind - her squawky voice.

She hosted a party at her house after prom, she was responsible, her family was nice, dad was cool, the party was responsible. Me being a reserved guy, I started thinking about her more often as I thought, "wow she is a responsible, smart girl from a good family."

On outdoor ed camp, she would follow me around everywhere, stand next to me in her bikini for everything I did, constantly cracking jokes. Reflecting back now, she looked beautiful. I would ask her why she wasn't with her friends, she said she preferred to be next to me. Her friends would occasionally take photos of me and call me cute. All of this! but I didn't realise she was being flirty. Now she comes back from winter break, she's more beautiful than ever, she had a huge glow up. I now have a crush on her. I am determined, I like her more but I am mad for not going for her earlier when she was right there in front of me on camp. The nice girl, now beautiful than ever. But since I am high inhibition with girls, so I never asked her out.

Then recently, I see her constantly posting her incredible body on her new ig account, the frustration increases for my missed opportunity.

More things about her I start to hear. A few days ago my friend told me she has been going out with all the dudes on the footy team.
Then last night, I found out from another mate that at a party she went to a back of a van with 3 dudes and got railed by all 3 of them.
Just disgusting man. I understand she has the male gaze for her physique but that's just messed up.

I am upset, I just don't understand. How could my idea of the responsible, comes from a good family, smart girl become a whore. Why crush me. I liked her. Now my image of her is forever ruined.

dnr but this seems like a funny thread

 

[Klasik616]

You read the title correctly. My crush got ran through by a train of 3 guys at a party.

I like to journal a lot so I thought I would journal a bit on here for the first time.

I am a senior in high school and I find it hard to develop emotions or 'crushs' for girls, I am a pretty reserved/conservative guy, I don't just like a girl because she has a pair, no foids allowed! I have high standards etc. Also, most the girls at my school aren't that attractive and the ones that are, are either sluts or have a boyfriend. Yes, I have asked a few out but I either get rejected or love bombed after a date or two.
Just note I am a ltn at best. I am all body, no face. Just a boneless gymcel.

Now this one girl, I never paid attention to. She was in a few of my classes in junior year and now senior. She's very smart, smarter than me. She is in the academic classes I am in. She used to always give me attention and be so curious to ask what was going on in my conversations, always showed an interest in me. I never really cared and it was a joke with my mates that she liked me because she had cystic acne and sounded like a bit like a parrot at the time, she had that squawk in her voice. In outdoor ed, not trying to be disrespectful, I found out she had an incredible body, small waist, toned, nice chest, but still I never really paid attention to her. Come back from summer break, her acne has cleared up lots, she looks good. But I still had my past image of her on my mind - her squawky voice.

She hosted a party at her house after prom, she was responsible, her family was nice, dad was cool, the party was responsible. Me being a reserved guy, I started thinking about her more often as I thought, "wow she is a responsible, smart girl from a good family."

On outdoor ed camp, she would follow me around everywhere, stand next to me in her bikini for everything I did, constantly cracking jokes. Reflecting back now, she looked beautiful. I would ask her why she wasn't with her friends, she said she preferred to be next to me. Her friends would occasionally take photos of me and call me cute. All of this! but I didn't realise she was being flirty. Now she comes back from winter break, she's more beautiful than ever, she had a huge glow up. I now have a crush on her. I am determined, I like her more but I am mad for not going for her earlier when she was right there in front of me on camp. The nice girl, now beautiful than ever. But since I am high inhibition with girls, so I never asked her out.

Then recently, I see her constantly posting her incredible body on her new ig account, the frustration increases for my missed opportunity.

More things about her I start to hear. A few days ago my friend told me she has been going out with all the dudes on the footy team.
Then last night, I found out from another mate that at a party she went to a back of a van with 3 dudes and got railed by all 3 of them.
Just disgusting man. I understand she has the male gaze for her physique but that's just messed up.

I am upset, I just don't understand. How could my idea of the responsible, comes from a good family, smart girl become a whore. Why crush me. I liked her. Now my image of her is forever ruined.

Yea the more innocent a foid looks, the more of a whore she is. Happened to me also. Foids could never be "nice girls", they all are the same. They date and fuck men non stop, they are whores despite looking innocent. Never a foid who looked like she was the one was actually the one, 2 crushes of mine have been whores who change boyfriends quickly and go on dates.

 

[tritanium]

Yea the more innocent a foid looks, the more of a whore she is. Happened to me also. Foids could never be "nice girls", they all are the same. They date and fuck men non stop, they are whores despite looking innocent. Never a foid who looked like she was the one was actually the one, 2 crushes of mine have been whores who change boyfriends quickly and go on dates.

damn bro. I will keep my eye out because of you.

 

[Gus17]

JFL this is why you don’t buy into bluepill lies. All women are whores and you should treat them like that. Love was just a cope created by women to get men to take care of their children, it’s not real you brain is just confused by hormones.

 

[Gus17]

I hope this isnt shitposting but a couple things this could just be a rumor but even if it is literally the only way to get out of this situation is to find a bigger crush the good news is new stronger love erases past one

Naw it’s a bad cycle of oneitis and shit. Blud just needs to get a girl and stop putting women on a pedestal.

 

[enlightful]

dnr but you need to forgive her bro she is a human and just was drunk and horny, she a good gurl

 

[LuhManiac]

lmao i think most of the girls would do this