nabiodcels
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Me, a lmtn-mmtn African has seen my crush who seems is hltb with hmtb potential cause she’s is chubby but still cute and attractive to me even while being chubby, has just practically lost my crush who has been showing me iois since February ever since she got out of a relationship and has even gotten near/pushed into me to break touch barrier and I still haven’t talked to her barely or made a move besides from follow her ok insta and which she instantly followed me back. She is now talking to all solid mhtn to hhtn pakistani guy who facially mogs, has his own car, has more money than me, even height mogs me at 2-3 inches taller at 6’2 jfl. I thought it would be too weird and desperate to message her on instagram, but now that I’m thinking about, this guy probably did just that jfl
. Worst part is I’m classmates and somewhat friendly with this guy too, nice guy and honestly is objectively a much better option to date than me. I’m just surprised cause I had some feeling in the back pf my mind when I noticed she suddenly had mutual with the guy when I checked her account again the past week, and was like “huh she wasn’t following him before I didn’t have mutual with that guy, that’s weird, maybe they’re talking? Nah no way she’s shown me too many iois” jfl at me thinking she wouldn’t take practically almost cl over my nigger ass. Maybe if I had just been more nt irl and talked/texted her, maybe I could have went on double dates with my best friend who’s also friends with her, but know, I’ll just have to watch at graduation when they are holding hands and hugging, and then probably kissing/fucking during the summer right after or even before graduation I fucking hate high school and I hate myself for being a high inhib non nt cuck
. Worst part is I’m classmates and somewhat friendly with this guy too, nice guy and honestly is objectively a much better option to date than me. I’m just surprised cause I had some feeling in the back pf my mind when I noticed she suddenly had mutual with the guy when I checked her account again the past week, and was like “huh she wasn’t following him before I didn’t have mutual with that guy, that’s weird, maybe they’re talking? Nah no way she’s shown me too many iois” jfl at me thinking she wouldn’t take practically almost cl over my nigger ass. Maybe if I had just been more nt irl and talked/texted her, maybe I could have went on double dates with my best friend who’s also friends with her, but know, I’ll just have to watch at graduation when they are holding hands and hugging, and then probably kissing/fucking during the summer right after or even before graduation I fucking hate high school and I hate myself for being a high inhib non nt cuck 
