moggedlooksmaxxer
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I want to come here to talk about my daily incel life just for some relation and a little journalism because it’s therapeutic.
A little background info, i’m 16 soon 17, white, 178cm (5’10) and high LTN.
Every single day I have some incident wether it’s on the street or at school, sometimes big or small. For example today I made a joke, a girl laughed, then instantly stopped, looked at my face and made a nasty expression. Someone even called her out for it and made her apologise but she couldn’t.
Yesterday, minding my own business and walking home when 3 girls pointed at me and snickered and chuckled with themselves. And if anyone says that maybe they didn’t mean anything bad, let’s be honest now.
Couple weeks ago I was at the club, went to the bathroom, within the time me going in and out 3 girls made an extremely weird and surprised face that followed with a little laughter after that, like they saw a monster but realised it was another human, even though foids don’t really see sub 4’s as humans. Something like this usually happens in clubs to me when foids are even less considerate of what they do coz they are drunk.
And it’s not just foids, it’s also other men. I moved to a new school in a new country in 2023, nobody liked me at all. I was a very very low test little boy at 15, most thought I was a girl. I was getting bullied so much, I always have been but not this much. This really affected me mentally, people like me more now but still are very negative to me. I walk into a room, it kills the mood. Classmate saw me in a store today, ”ugh, not this guy” also he acts like he is my friend. When I’m alone with someone they are nice to me but if there are more people I am an instant target.
Shit like this happens to me everyday some days are worse than others. I can get some attention from girls every now and then when they are drunk, and no I don’t pursue but I am also usually drunk when I go out, honestly one of the only thinhs that can make me forget about everything bad going on in my life.
I have never felt loved, ok yes from my parents but not even that much, from my very very close friends a little love because I can’t really feel love from others, I just can’t processes it. They say they love me, I don’t feel it. And of course never ever felt love from society, not even tolerated, always hated and looked down upon. I see no future in my life.
I will probably do more threads in the future like this, just to talk about my BRUTAL experiences.
A little background info, i’m 16 soon 17, white, 178cm (5’10) and high LTN.
Every single day I have some incident wether it’s on the street or at school, sometimes big or small. For example today I made a joke, a girl laughed, then instantly stopped, looked at my face and made a nasty expression. Someone even called her out for it and made her apologise but she couldn’t.
Yesterday, minding my own business and walking home when 3 girls pointed at me and snickered and chuckled with themselves. And if anyone says that maybe they didn’t mean anything bad, let’s be honest now.
Couple weeks ago I was at the club, went to the bathroom, within the time me going in and out 3 girls made an extremely weird and surprised face that followed with a little laughter after that, like they saw a monster but realised it was another human, even though foids don’t really see sub 4’s as humans. Something like this usually happens in clubs to me when foids are even less considerate of what they do coz they are drunk.
And it’s not just foids, it’s also other men. I moved to a new school in a new country in 2023, nobody liked me at all. I was a very very low test little boy at 15, most thought I was a girl. I was getting bullied so much, I always have been but not this much. This really affected me mentally, people like me more now but still are very negative to me. I walk into a room, it kills the mood. Classmate saw me in a store today, ”ugh, not this guy” also he acts like he is my friend. When I’m alone with someone they are nice to me but if there are more people I am an instant target.
Shit like this happens to me everyday some days are worse than others. I can get some attention from girls every now and then when they are drunk, and no I don’t pursue but I am also usually drunk when I go out, honestly one of the only thinhs that can make me forget about everything bad going on in my life.
I have never felt loved, ok yes from my parents but not even that much, from my very very close friends a little love because I can’t really feel love from others, I just can’t processes it. They say they love me, I don’t feel it. And of course never ever felt love from society, not even tolerated, always hated and looked down upon. I see no future in my life.
I will probably do more threads in the future like this, just to talk about my BRUTAL experiences.
