NateJacobs
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So im a Senior in highschool and i have been thinking a lot more about my future with women and life in general. I have been on this forum WAYYY more than i have since i first ever joined and reading these threads from oldcels or even college age guys who are either trying to "slay" or have trouble making friends and getting relationships, its made me lose ALL hope.
My social skills are shite especially with males. I have gotten carried by my looks with girls and did not NEED to improve my social skills.
I have had the same friends for almost a decade for the most part exepct a couple guys. I have only made NEW friends through my OLD ELEMNATARY FRIENDS.
I have no social media and do not want it either, i like being unknown and am very private irl about myself. I have no clue how tf to meet new people since i never had to. I have only met goodlooking girls through scheming, or thru friends.
For example, i bagged my HTB onetis last year by telling a guy who had her on snap to make a prive story with just me and her on it, name it "(His real name) Private Story". I would send him a very good pic of myself with a dumb caption that would be relatable to guys or girls and he would post it on that story and say something like "real" or "true asl" and then @ me. My hope was that she would add me and after 3 tries. and 2 months, she finally added me when she broke up with her bf and the rest is history.
THATS NOT NORMAL. I was so high inhib and scared of rejection even though I KNEW i had like a 70% chance of getting her snap if i just asked but i was just to scared. I have added multiple baddies by finding there snap, sending it to my friends abandoned account, and then adding them because then it will not say added by search.
I managed to get a stacylite IN A 2 YEAR LONG RELATIONSHIP AT THE TIME TO ADD ME AND WE TALKED AND FLIRTED FOR LIKE A WEEK. All these girls went to my school and I COULD HAVE JUST ASKED. I JUST COULD NOT BRING MYSELF TO DO IT.
I do not know how to make male friends because im 1, autistic and 2, most guys on my looks level who have social circles ARE FUCKING WEIRD ASF AND I DO NOT LIKE THEM AT ALL.
Slaying whores in college would not be my worry its actually making friends and getting a FUCKING GF. Yeah ik college is horrible for that and the girls are whores so im giga fucked.
Idk what the fuck im supposed to do in life when it comes to relationships romantic and not. My looks and my spawn have SHIELDED me from my obvious weaknesses, and this summer i will be losing a lot of friends who are going off to college, and i will be descending in looks since i am getting a buzz and starting fresh (its needed).
THE SHIELD IS BREAKING
-NATEJACOBS
So im a Senior in highschool and i have been thinking a lot more about my future with women and life in general. I have been on this forum WAYYY more than i have since i first ever joined and reading these threads from oldcels or even college age guys who are either trying to "slay" or have trouble making friends and getting relationships, its made me lose ALL hope.
My social skills are shite especially with males. I have gotten carried by my looks with girls and did not NEED to improve my social skills.
I have had the same friends for almost a decade for the most part exepct a couple guys. I have only made NEW friends through my OLD ELEMNATARY FRIENDS.
I have no social media and do not want it either, i like being unknown and am very private irl about myself. I have no clue how tf to meet new people since i never had to. I have only met goodlooking girls through scheming, or thru friends.
For example, i bagged my HTB onetis last year by telling a guy who had her on snap to make a prive story with just me and her on it, name it "(His real name) Private Story". I would send him a very good pic of myself with a dumb caption that would be relatable to guys or girls and he would post it on that story and say something like "real" or "true asl" and then @ me. My hope was that she would add me and after 3 tries. and 2 months, she finally added me when she broke up with her bf and the rest is history.
THATS NOT NORMAL. I was so high inhib and scared of rejection even though I KNEW i had like a 70% chance of getting her snap if i just asked but i was just to scared. I have added multiple baddies by finding there snap, sending it to my friends abandoned account, and then adding them because then it will not say added by search.
I managed to get a stacylite IN A 2 YEAR LONG RELATIONSHIP AT THE TIME TO ADD ME AND WE TALKED AND FLIRTED FOR LIKE A WEEK. All these girls went to my school and I COULD HAVE JUST ASKED. I JUST COULD NOT BRING MYSELF TO DO IT.
I do not know how to make male friends because im 1, autistic and 2, most guys on my looks level who have social circles ARE FUCKING WEIRD ASF AND I DO NOT LIKE THEM AT ALL.
Slaying whores in college would not be my worry its actually making friends and getting a FUCKING GF. Yeah ik college is horrible for that and the girls are whores so im giga fucked.
Idk what the fuck im supposed to do in life when it comes to relationships romantic and not. My looks and my spawn have SHIELDED me from my obvious weaknesses, and this summer i will be losing a lot of friends who are going off to college, and i will be descending in looks since i am getting a buzz and starting fresh (its needed).
THE SHIELD IS BREAKING
-NATEJACOBS
