My depression is getting worse

[plukee]

Inb4 “dnrd”

I do believe that as im getting older my signs are starting to show it a lot more now and i fear im developing anhedonia. I dont actually find any hobbies fun or interesting despite being told by normies that it will help depression. I don’t even feel great at the gym anymore and i used to when i was 14 seeing my body change and now that feeling is gone. I still go to the gym for the sake of looksmaxxing and the end goal of course. I was playing guitar for a bit then got bored again and I didn’t want to mask it and pretend it was something i was genuinely interested in. I get easily bored of video games now because there hasn’t been a genuine great game since 2020 in my opinion. I was still depressed the next day even after having sex and also starting to feel less attracted to women. Ik this may sound low t but idk how i can ever be truly happy like normies and everyone else who’s had an easy start in life. This shit is not fucking fair at all. The last time i was genuinely happy was for the shortest period of time and that was when my stacy tier oneitis said i was attractive and we got talking more. She’s only ever been in 1 relationship too and is the closest I’ll get to in a woman that still has her sanity. I hope I can get in a relationship but she’s also got severe depression too so idk if it’s just gonna be an empty dream of mine. I think it’s over boyos…

 

[JohnDoe]

I hit the anhedonia part months ago. Have zero interest in anything. Just gotta exist i suppose, we got the short end of the stick. That's all there is to it.

 

[plukee]

I hit the anhedonia part months ago. Have zero interest in anything. Just gotta exist i suppose, we got the short end of the stick. That's all there is to it.

Then life is just pointless. Im honestly scared that with my bdd and constantly wanting more mentality I won’t be happy after surgery even

 

[ReinhardRacist]

Then life is just pointless. Im honestly scared that with my bdd and constantly wanting more mentality I won’t be happy after surgery even

Inject T faggot

 

[plukee]

Inject T faggot

Off to the ignore list you go fat fucking basement dwelling incel

 

[ReinhardRacist]

Off to the ignore list you go fat fucking basement dwelling incel

Nooooo

 

[ReinhardRacist]

Off to the ignore list you go fat fucking basement dwelling incel

Don’t put me on Ignore bro it’s was a joke

 

[moggathon]

just cope or get a porn addiction

 

[kwacker777]

Have you ever gotten treatment for bdd? Just take jewpills

 

[plukee]

just cope or get a porn addiction

Not addicted to porn even. And i don’t want my brain to sexualise everything

 

[plukee]

Have you ever gotten treatment for bdd? Just take jewpills

Im on a waiting list for it but I’ve seen the gp for it and it’s likely i have it. Even told the women that im a looksmaxxer JFL

 

[Psychophilly]

Depression has no cure, it starts 21 and ends 35. nothing u can do, it's over.

 

[plukee]

Depression has no cure, it starts 21 and ends 35. nothing u can do, it's over.

Lol 21? Holy fuck it’s brutally over then cause when i was 11 id just cry myself to sleep cause i hated my life. Fast forward 6 years later i still do the same and cope with alcohol sometimes when it’s really bad. With all the thoughts in my mind going why can people be so effortlessly happy. Why am i ugly and got subhuman features. Holy fuck it’s over.

 

[Psychophilly]

Lol 21? Holy fuck it’s brutally over then cause when i was 11 id just cry myself to sleep cause i hated my life. Fast forward 6 years later i still do the same and cope with alcohol sometimes when it’s really bad. With all the thoughts in my mind going why can people be so effortlessly happy. Why am i ugly and got subhuman features. Holy fuck it’s over.

it has not begun for you yet. real depression kicks in when your dick need pussy but there isn't any.

 

[plukee]

it has not begun for you yet. real depression kicks in when your dick need pussy but there isn't any.

I have had sex bro im still not happy

 

[plukee]

Bump. Is there anything i can do to truly ever be happy again and not just for a short dopamine boost?

 

[Pikabro]

Prolonged isolation killed me

 

[Deleted member 14693]

Start eating the primal diet

 

[Michael Myers]

You lifemog me hard.

 

[robtical]

Aka you are fried. stop doing easy dopamine activities.

 

[plukee]

Aka you are fried. stop doing easy dopamine activities.

I quit vaping but even then it’s difficult

 

[plukee]

You lifemog me hard.

How?

 

[plukee]

Prolonged isolation killed me

Same. I was in an isolation period

 

[Deleted member 31155]

is it genetic when its uncurable with meds?

 

[plukee]

is it genetic when its uncurable with meds?

Dad has it and was on meds. Grandad possibly had it. Very likely it’s genetics plus toxic environment growing up

 

[Deleted member 31155]

Dad has it and was on meds. Grandad possibly had it. Very likely it’s genetics plus toxic environment growing up

How old u currently are?

 

[robtical]

I quit vaping but even then it’s difficult

Any form of easy dopamine will fry. You cannot quit one form of easy dopamine, allowing other and expect recovery. I got my best boner + calm feeling when i went to india. After 30 days of no mobile/no internet/just irl socialzing. Happiest moment

 

[plukee]

How old u currently are?

17

 

[plukee]

Any form of easy dopamine will fry. You cannot quit one form of easy dopamine, allowing other and expect recovery. I got my best boner + calm feeling when i went to india. After 30 days of no mobile/no internet/just irl socialzing. Happiest moment

I was happier when i took a break from this site tbh and going on walks to the forest. Maybe i just need an escape from society i like listening to music aswell

 

[MoggerGaston]

I got hit by anhedonia years ago. But drugs momentarily re-vitalize me and make me enjoy life again.

 

[Deleted member 45942]

Inb4 “dnrd”

I do believe that as im getting older my signs are starting to show it a lot more now and i fear im developing anhedonia. I dont actually find any hobbies fun or interesting despite being told by normies that it will help depression. I don’t even feel great at the gym anymore and i used to when i was 14 seeing my body change and now that feeling is gone. I still go to the gym for the sake of looksmaxxing and the end goal of course. I was playing guitar for a bit then got bored again and I didn’t want to mask it and pretend it was something i was genuinely interested in. I get easily bored of video games now because there hasn’t been a genuine great game since 2020 in my opinion. I was still depressed the next day even after having sex and also starting to feel less attracted to women. Ik this may sound low t but idk how i can ever be truly happy like normies and everyone else who’s had an easy start in life. This shit is not fucking fair at all. The last time i was genuinely happy was for the shortest period of time and that was when my stacy tier oneitis said i was attractive and we got talking more. She’s only ever been in 1 relationship too and is the closest I’ll get to in a woman that still has her sanity. I hope I can get in a relationship but she’s also got severe depression too so idk if it’s just gonna be an empty dream of mine. I think it’s over boyos…

SARMs + escortmax + clubbing

 

[robtical]

I was happier when i took a break from this site tbh and going on walks to the forest. Maybe i just need an escape from society i like listening to music aswell

Thing is music is also frying. If you only heard music at parties or social setting, lot more enjoyable. If you listen to music on repeat/loop, you will get fried

 

[Michael Myers]

How?

No woman thinks I’m attractive.

 

[plukee]

No woman thinks I’m attractive.

I downloaded yubo again and im not getting dms first anymore feels bad

 

[plukee]

Thing is music is also frying. If you only heard music at parties or social setting, lot more enjoyable. If you listen to music on repeat/loop, you will get fried

So over lmao

 

[Deleted member 21345]

Atp I'm just living to see what happens next

 

[plukee]

SARMs + escortmax + clubbing

Im gonna take test and hgh when im in my 20s

 

[Michael Myers]

I downloaded yubo again and im not getting dms first anymore feels bad

How old are you,

 

[plukee]

Atp I'm just living to see what happens next

Same here buddy boyo. Im not suicidal or anything i still have a purpose i want to achieve via looksmaxxing

 

[plukee]

How old are you,

17 and i was getting dms first since i was 14-15

 

[robtical]

So over lmao

 

[plukee]

He is an egotist I so ofc he denys it as a diagnosis

 

[robtical]

He is an egotist I so ofc he denys it as a diagnosis

He is not wrong about that feeling depressed = u do not like your life. If you were high on life, no depression will occur.

 

[plukee]

Bump

 

[Deleted member 26859]

Inb4 “dnrd”

I do believe that as im getting older my signs are starting to show it a lot more now and i fear im developing anhedonia. I dont actually find any hobbies fun or interesting despite being told by normies that it will help depression. I don’t even feel great at the gym anymore and i used to when i was 14 seeing my body change and now that feeling is gone. I still go to the gym for the sake of looksmaxxing and the end goal of course. I was playing guitar for a bit then got bored again and I didn’t want to mask it and pretend it was something i was genuinely interested in. I get easily bored of video games now because there hasn’t been a genuine great game since 2020 in my opinion. I was still depressed the next day even after having sex and also starting to feel less attracted to women. Ik this may sound low t but idk how i can ever be truly happy like normies and everyone else who’s had an easy start in life. This shit is not fucking fair at all. The last time i was genuinely happy was for the shortest period of time and that was when my stacy tier oneitis said i was attractive and we got talking more. She’s only ever been in 1 relationship too and is the closest I’ll get to in a woman that still has her sanity. I hope I can get in a relationship but she’s also got severe depression too so idk if it’s just gonna be an empty dream of mine. I think it’s over boyos…

damn this is depression? im in the same situation

dont find anything interesting or fun anymore

dont enjoy gym, dont enjoy video games, dint enjoy guitar,

same the only time im ever happy is in a relationship and i cant get one. its OVER.

 

[Deleted member 26859]

how do we fix this bro?

@plukee

 

[plukee]

damn this is depression? im in the same situation

dont find anything interesting or fun anymore

dont enjoy gym, dont enjoy video games, dint enjoy guitar,

same the only time im ever happy is in a relationship and i cant get one. its OVER.

Yes bhai it is deppression. Go see your psychiatrist about it is all i can advise really

 

[ReinhardRacist]

Woah you should kys

 

[plukee]

how do we fix this bro?

@plukee

Depression is unfixable as it is genetic like most things which is Like the blackpill preaches

 

[Deleted member 26859]

Depression is unfixable as it is genetic like most things which is Like the blackpill preaches

nah man we can escape this

- a good job which you enjoy and ur good at and u feel purpose earning good money

- a girlfriend

- some physical hobbies. im doing some 1on1 personal boxing training once every weekend, maybe learn guitar

- good friendship group. i dont have this and i think its why i feel depressed. need to figure out how to get it