my elementary school experience

[karbo]

i just started thinking, and even though it was obvious it never really hit me:

i went through 8 years of elementary school without being touched by a single foid voluntarily
i probably made like 10 conversations IRL with them throughout entire school

 

[Deleted member 6305]

When I was in elementary school I was the dream kid tbh
But then middle school came and the devil possessed my body


PS: why you didn't talk to girls?

 

[Deleted member 5859]

I remember girls having a crush on me, best feeling ever ffs

 

[Zercic]

I remember girls having a crush on me, best feeling ever ffs

No girl has ever had a crush on me

 

[Deleted member 6164]

Same bro except I do remember being kicked in the balls when I was 11 and spit on by like 3 of them

 

[Deleted member 5859]

Same bro except I do remember being kicked in the balls when I was 11 and spit on by like 3 of them

This is how a femdom fetish begins

 

[Deleted member 6305]

I remember girls having a crush on me, best feeling ever ffs

Girls used to fight over me
Now they don't give a fuck jfl

 

[Deleted member 6164]

This is how a femdom fetish begins

Mods can ban me what they want ive explained this over on .co but ngl I think this is where my femdom fetish came from. I used to be into that type of shit and feet too idk why but I think it’s cuz subsconsciouly my brain taught itself to be turned on by straight up posion it’s sad

 

[Patrick Baitman]

I remember girls having a crush on me, best feeling ever ffs

Gets annoying after a while. A foid stalked my insta from multiple accounts, eventually I had to disable my account altogether

 

[Deleted member 5859]

Girls used to fight over me
Now they don't give a fuck jfl

Same jfl, good times, best feeling ever

 

[Deleted member 6305]

Gets annoying after a while. A four stalked my insta from multiple accounts, eventually I had to disable my account altogether

It does
I hated it at the time

 

[Patrick Baitman]

It does
I hated it at the time

Especially those forced conversations where they just won't let the talk die. And those annoying invading questions

 

[Deleted member 6305]

Especially those forced conversations where they just won't let the talk die. And those annoying invading questions

Women are desperate tbh

 

[Deleted member 6095]

I was chased around and wanted to be kissed by lots of girls in 1st grade. AS A CURRY.

From 2nd-4th grade most of my friends were girls and I only hung out with them. A French girl named Charlene had a crush on me, and we became "bf and gf", ended in like 2 days jfl.

In the play I was in a cute af girl would always cuddle up near me and stay with me while we were waiting until her Karen mom put an IMMEDIATE stop to that. I think that bitch even mentioned my skin color.

After that I started only hanging with guys. Basically nothing happened until sex Ed in 5th grade. I COULDN'T understand that the vagina was not the asshole. Could not comprehend that there was another hole tbh. A girl literally took my hand and dragged me to the girls bathroom and showed me the difference. She was insane tho, I'm pretty much confirmed.

Nothing after that until 9th grade when I was a twink and a girl taller than me at the time liked me. We were going to go on A date and then she FUCKING DIED of a brain tumor. That pretty much scarred me and I stopped even trying.

After that I tried again with around 10ish girls but all of them rejected me and went for actual chads. Deathfuel. I then found a blackpill post, found Braincels, posted so much I became a mod, got reddit acct banned for shit , made a new one, mod on shortcels.

Now I'm here I guess.

 

[karbo]

When I was in elementary school I was the dream kid tbh
But then middle school came and the devil possessed my body


PS: why you didn't talk to girls?

what do u mean why nigga? because i wasnt chad, and i was unironically too high iq (unfortunately not insanely high) to just delusionmaxx and mingle with the normies despite looking like shit
maybe if i was a genius i wouldnt have given a shit, and if i was low iq dog i would have just low inhib jestermaxxed

i didnt necessarily have very bad experiences, but i was hyperaware of all my surroundings and all the social feedback i was getting, i noticed so subtle things most people would have not noticed at all which made me super high inhibition
nowadays luckily i am way better looking and i learned how to mimic normal human behavior (jfl) but once in a while my insane high inhibition comes back along with depression. the only way for me to live life is looksmaxing. if i fell back into the pit of looking bad again, i would unironically die from a heart attack due to anxiety and high inhibness

I remember girls having a crush on me, best feeling ever ffs

i literally also had MULTIPLE girls have crushes on me. like 6-8 girls in total. AND HIDEOUS ME EVEN REJECTED ONE PRETTY GIRL (because i was obsessed with my oneitis at the time)
there was only one girl who i was talking to in the whole school (never even interacted irl though, strictly only text, but she wasnt into me) and she once said "there are 5 girls who want to know who you like"

not even trying to brag but that was probably the biggest dopamine fuel little me ever experienced
and it actually makes no sense. if i showed you how i looked like, people would say "over" and such, and i was also a fucking quiet introvert faggot
why on earth would any female show interest to me? i did not get it how could anyone have a crush on me, i looked objectively hideous and i also felt like it. literally wore hoodies throughout the whole school
its like, not knowing about the blackpill makes you immune to it or something. and this isnt the case of me being a mentalcel but actually looking good, i was literally fucking ugly and i was anxious everyday because of my looks

I was chased around and wanted to be kissed by lots of girls in 1st grade. AS A CURRY.

From 2nd-4th grade most of my friends were girls and I only hung out with them. A French girl named Charlene had a crush on me, and we became "bf and gf", ended in like 2 days jfl.

In the play I was in a cute af girl would always cuddle up near me and stay with me while we were waiting until her Karen mom put an IMMEDIATE stop to that. I think that bitch even mentioned my skin color.

After that I started only hanging with guys. Basically nothing happened until sex Ed in 5th grade. I COULDN'T understand that the vagina was not the asshole. Could not comprehend that there was another hole tbh. A girl literally took my hand and dragged me to the girls bathroom and showed me the difference. She was insane tho, I'm pretty much confirmed.

Nothing after that until 9th grade when I was a twink and a girl taller than me at the time liked me. We were going to go on A date and then she FUCKING DIED of a brain tumor. That pretty much scarred me and I stopped even trying.

After that I tried again with around 10ish girls but all of them rejected me and went for actual chads. Deathfuel. I then found a blackpill post, found Braincels, posted so much I became a mod, got reddit acct banned for shit , made a new one, mod on shortcels.

Now I'm here I guess.

ah good old braincels. i fucking miss that place, and it sucks that deletion of subreddit = deletion of posts
i had many threads and its all gone from my profile
look my karma

tbh if i was in love with a foid and she died that would leave me wanting to kms. my lack of female affection made me insanely obsessive

 

[Deleted member 7240]

I was chased around and wanted to be kissed by lots of girls in 1st grade. AS A CURRY.

From 2nd-4th grade most of my friends were girls and I only hung out with them. A French girl named Charlene had a crush on me, and we became "bf and gf", ended in like 2 days jfl.

In the play I was in a cute af girl would always cuddle up near me and stay with me while we were waiting until her Karen mom put an IMMEDIATE stop to that. I think that bitch even mentioned my skin color.

After that I started only hanging with guys. Basically nothing happened until sex Ed in 5th grade. I COULDN'T understand that the vagina was not the asshole. Could not comprehend that there was another hole tbh. A girl literally took my hand and dragged me to the girls bathroom and showed me the difference. She was insane tho, I'm pretty much confirmed.

Nothing after that until 9th grade when I was a twink and a girl taller than me at the time liked me. We were going to go on A date and then she FUCKING DIED of a brain tumor. That pretty much scarred me and I stopped even trying.

After that I tried again with around 10ish girls but all of them rejected me and went for actual chads. Deathfuel. I then found a blackpill post, found Braincels, posted so much I became a mod, got reddit acct banned for shit , made a new one, mod on shortcels.

Now I'm here I guess.

Thanks for your lifestory bro. Now go back to rotting on looksmax.me

 

[Deleted member 5859]

what do u mean why nigga? because i wasnt chad, and i was unironically too high iq (unfortunately not insanely high) to just delusionmaxx and mingle with the normies despite looking like shit
maybe if i was a genius i wouldnt have given a shit, and if i was low iq dog i would have just low inhib jestermaxxed

i didnt necessarily have very bad experiences, but i was hyperaware of all my surroundings and all the social feedback i was getting, i noticed so subtle things most people would have not noticed at all which made me super high inhibition
nowadays luckily i am way better looking and i learned how to mimic normal human behavior (jfl) but once in a while my insane high inhibition comes back along with depression. the only way for me to live life is looksmaxing. if i fell back into the pit of looking bad again, i would unironically die from a heart attack due to anxiety and high inhibness

i literally also had MULTIPLE girls have crushes on me. like 6-8 girls in total. AND HIDEOUS ME EVEN REJECTED ONE PRETTY GIRL (because i was obsessed with my oneitis at the time)
there was only one girl who i was talking to in the whole school (never even interacted irl though, strictly only text, but she wasnt into me) and she once said "there are 5 girls who want to know who you like"

not even trying to brag but that was probably the biggest dopamine fuel little me ever experienced
and it actually makes no sense. if i showed you how i looked like, people would say "over" and such, and i was also a fucking quiet introvert faggot
why on earth would any female show interest to me? i did not get it how could anyone have a crush on me, i looked objectively hideous and i also felt like it. literally wore hoodies throughout the whole school
its like, not knowing about the blackpill makes you immune to it or something. and this isnt the case of me being a mentalcel but actually looking good, i was literally fucking ugly and i was anxious everyday because of my looks

ah good old braincels. i fucking miss that place, and it sucks that deletion of subreddit = deletion of posts
i had many threads and its all gone from my profile
look my karma
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tbh if i was in love with a foid and she died that would leave me wanting to kms. my lack of female affection made me insanely obsessive

Same dude, I like how the girl I rejected now is my fucking oneitis, hate my life, she hates me now too smhh, I look like shit now, I avoid reflections, and mirrors 24/7, I don’t like taking photos with people and the selfie camera in my phone is useless

 

[Deleted member 5061]

The 1st girl in early school days that had a crush on me was a fkn ogre, higher T than any boy in my class probably. I fkn despised her with a passion. She also had mental issues, at that fkn age already. Then some time later another femlet ogre most likely had a crush on me as she asked the teacher to sit me next to her (we had 2-man desks). I refused to sit next to her and sat at a spare desk we had in the class where noone was sitting. Fuck this fucking gay earth ngl..

Later 1 more ogre followed and a couple of normie level foids.

 

[karbo]

The 1st girl in early school days that had a crush on me was a fkn ogre, higher T than any boy in my class probably. I fkn despised her with a passion. She also had mental issues, at that fkn age already. Then some time later another femlet ogre most likely had a crush on me as she asked the teacher to sit me next to her (we had 2-man desks). Fuck this fucking gay earth ngl..

Later 1 more ogre followed and a couple of normie level foids.

thats not nice to say tbh ngl. foids are the ones hating incels with a passion just for their looks, we shouldnt go to their level

 

[Deleted member 5061]

thats not nice to say tbh ngl. foids are the ones hating incels with a passion just for their looks, we shouldnt go to their level

Bro she looked ogre af and more masc than most masc boys in my class, she had mental issues at like fkn 11 yo already or smth and because I rejected her, it messed with her fkn brain or smth like that. I had a physical fight with her later, because she fkn snapped. I kept ignoring her and she fucking snapped and we had a legit fight.

She also was giga autistic and introverted and spoke in a comical, freaky way sometimes. Bro I was into feminine girls, just the fact alone that she had a crush on me was awkward and fkn cringe bc the rest of the class knew. Basically nobody wanted to be associated with her, idk man...

Even if it only was about kissing back then, I woulda rather kissed a pig than her ngl.

 

[Deaf Owl]

i went through 8 years of elementary school without being touched by a single foid voluntarily
i probably made like 10 conversations IRL with them throughout entire school

And elementary school is supposed to be the tutorial. Absolutely fucked.