sadcel
It’s me against my destiny
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This morning, I had a medical appointment. After it was over, I took the bus to head home, but it was taking much longer than expected. So, I decided to stop by a nearby convenience store to grab a soda while I waited.This morning, I had a medical appointment. After it was over, I took the bus to head home, but it was taking much longer than expected. So, I decided to stop by a nearby convenience store to grab a soda while I waited.
Near the store, there were a few guys hanging around who looked a bit rough (probably homeless). While I was inside browsing, one of them came in to buy some beer. We ended up at the checkout at the same time and briefly made eye contact. To be honest, he didn’t seem that bad, but it was pretty clear he was an alcoholic.
As I walked back to the bus stop, the encounter got me thinking about social status
Even if I may be normally clothed and well-groomed, society despise us both and we are invisible ; him for being homeless alcoholic and me for being an subhuman.
Nobody would care if something happened to him or me; as he's homeless it means nobody care that much about him.. For me too unfortunately it's all lie and hyprocrisy to say somebody cares except my parents...
We both cope with the reality; him by drinking alcohol and me by posting on a incel forum (JFL
).
Honestly I don't know how I got to think about it but it's brutal.

Near the store, there were a few guys hanging around who looked a bit rough (probably homeless). While I was inside browsing, one of them came in to buy some beer. We ended up at the checkout at the same time and briefly made eye contact. To be honest, he didn’t seem that bad, but it was pretty clear he was an alcoholic.
As I walked back to the bus stop, the encounter got me thinking about social status
Even if I may be normally clothed and well-groomed, society despise us both and we are invisible ; him for being homeless alcoholic and me for being an subhuman.
Nobody would care if something happened to him or me; as he's homeless it means nobody care that much about him.. For me too unfortunately it's all lie and hyprocrisy to say somebody cares except my parents...
We both cope with the reality; him by drinking alcohol and me by posting on a incel forum (JFL
Honestly I don't know how I got to think about it but it's brutal.