My erectile health is back to being inconsistent

[alien]

I've been doing NoPorn since Sunday July 21st I believe. I believe that was the last time I watched interracial cuckold pornography.
I was able to get solid erections and maintain them to fuck my Chinese gf on Tuesday July 30th (I popped a Cialis like 4 1/2 hours beforehand).
But when I met her today I forgot to take my Cialis because I was distracted with some other shit and I struggled to get hard. So I popped a 100mg Viagra right in front of her and explained I had an anxiety problem that was affecting my blood flow. Still nothing 30 minutes later. So I popped a 20mg of Cialis right in front of her. An hour after that I finally got hard. And fucked for close to 2 hours. But then I had a water break. And when I came back my gf's pussy was so tight (I asked her afterwards if her pussy was sore after she squirted and she said yes. That might be it) and it was strangling my cock. And I lost my erection.

And then I don't know, I must have been tired after that. Since I couldn't get a solid erection after that. I felt sleepy and I think I fell asleep next to my gf. We were lying there. When I woke up I guess I wasn't in the mood for sex or something. I jacked off to a hard-on but then I came in like 10 seconds fucking my gf. And pulled out so I didn't create an Elliot Rodger. So it looks like my ED and Pre-mature ejaculation problem (it goes hand in hand) is back. When I have a solid erection, I have delayed ejaculation. When I dated Yogapants I had delayed ejaculation with solid erections the first few times (I had ED for the first little while the first time). But then I was eventually able to have solid erections + be able to cum after I fucked her for awhile.

I am continuing on with NoPorn.

Maybe I am gonna try NoFap again as well. I'm worried about premature ejaculation though.

My Chinese girlfriend is very understanding of my issue. And says that she likes it when we just cuddle and kiss in my bed. But the first time we had sex I was able to perform 100% (with the Cialis. Which may have been a placebo effect). So once a woman knows what you have to offer, she is willing to tolerate inconsistency after that I guess.

 

[jefferson]

Could try 50mg proviron (oral) per day

That is one that can be taken standalone and doesn't suppress test in any significant way at that dose. It can actually improve fertility unlike other aas.


Your posts are a blender of funny and depressing

 

[alien]

Could try 50mg proviron (oral) per day

That is one that can be taken standalone and doesn't suppress test in any significant way at that dose. It can actually improve fertility unlike other aas.


Your posts are a blender of funny and depressing

does it cause hair loss bro?

 

[jefferson]

does it cause hair loss bro?

It has the potential to do that yes

 

[alien]

It has the potential to do that yes

fuark. lol. If I go bald I'm no longer going to be good looking.
My Chinese gf has said that she is understanding. She likes to kiss/cuddle with me in bed for awhile to help me get in the mood. Though I was able to perform for her in the first go 100% so this is probably why she is understanding about my inconsistency now. I explained to her that I need the Cialis/Viagra not because I don't like her but due to anxiety affecting blood flow.
For some reason when my dick is hard I am actually attracted to my girlfriend. When the blood leaves my penis, she seems less attractive. Like I actually enjoy sex with her when my dick is hard. Even though some people here think she is a subhuman 2/10 PSL.

Could it also be possible that being tired/dehydrated can effect erectile health? Because after nearly 2 hours of sex I was dehydrated like a motherfucker and tired. I even feel asleep I think next to my gf. We were lying down. I think I need to get Gatorade to replenish electrolytes after having sex. I was just drinking water. My muscles are probably gonna be sore like a motherfucker tomorrow. Which happened to me last week. Apparently due to dehydration.

 

[Titbot]

Your dick isn’t getting hard because your consciousness knows she’s a 2/10 PSL

 

[alien]

Your dick isn’t getting hard because your consciousness knows she’s a 2/10 PSL

But it did get hard last week. And it did get hard earlier today for almost 2 hours. It's just been inconsistent today.
I also held hands with her in public. Don't doxx me bro. I feel like one of these days someone is gonna see a 5'6" white guy holding hands with an Asian girl and then they're gonna shout "ALIENFRANCO!" "COLONIZE HER BRO!" "JBW!" "NEO-COLONIALISM!"

 

[Titbot]

But it did get hard last week. And it did get hard earlier today for almost 2 hours. It's just been inconsistent today.
I also held hands with her in public. Don't doxx me bro. I feel like one of these days someone is gonna see a 5'6" white guy holding hands with an Asian girl and then they're gonna shout "ALIENFRANCO!" "COLONIZE HER BRO!" "JBW!" "NEO-COLONIALISM!"

Lol I’m not gonna dox you

 

[alien]

Lol I’m not gonna dox you

I have already held hands and kissed two Asian women publicly. So I almost feel like if I continue this trend, I'm going to be known as "the guy who dates Asian women."
My Chinese gf was the only woman who was thirsty for me this past two months AND didn't ghost/flake on me. This is why I feel some sort of fondness towards my Chinese gf. And don't mind holding hands with her in public. And making her my girlfriend. The filipina I hooked up with ghosted me because I couldn't get my dick hard at all. And the filipina single mom flaked on me for a date. I'm not even going to count the 58 year old BBW because that's just sad and I wanna forget that shit happened.

 

[jefferson]

I'm gonna track you down and stick a testosterone needle in your butt if you don't stop with these posts

 

[BigBoy]

5'6"

I'm gonna stop you right there

 

[ChoSeungHui]

erects me

 

[alien]

I'm gonna track you down and stick a testosterone needle in your butt if you don't stop with these posts

I don't know what's going on with me. Why I can perform 100% on some days. And on others my performance is inconsistent (like I can be slow to warm up and then dick her down good but then lose steam. I was tired and dehydrated as fuck though). And on others I can't perform at all.

Having a big dick AND erectile dysfunction is brutal. Because you can't even use your best asset sometimes.

I'm gonna track you down and stick a testosterone needle in your butt if you don't stop with these posts

How would you compare the hair loss effect between Test E vs Proviron tabs?

 

[Titbot]

Your chink gf isn’t even subhuman , she’s below that she’s a untouchable. Below is that is birth defects mutant

 

[alien]

I'm gonna stop you right there

I may be 5'6" but I can still pull some shorties. My Chinese gf is 5'3" I think. My Punjabi ex probably like 5'1" but I'm not sure. Shorter than me though. Yogapants was 4'10". But she was fucking hot.

Your chink gf isn’t even subhuman , she’s below that she’s a untouchable. Below is that is birth defects mutant

I almost wanted to call her a chink in bed. I had to stop myself from calling her an Asian slut, Asian whore, etc. She doesn't like being called slut, whore, bitch, etc. I was like "take that white cock bitch!" and she didn't like being called bitch. lol.
I called her my fuckdoll. I wanted to call her my Asian fuckdoll. I was calling her my dirty little Asian girl. My naughty little Asian girl. My Asian princess. I was playing up the race shit because I think that helped me stay hard. Asian women were put on this earth to serve white men.

 

[Titbot]

I don't know what's going on with me. Why I can perform 100% on some days. And on others my performance is inconsistent (like I can be slow to warm up and then dick her down good but then lose steam. I was tired and dehydrated as fuck though). And on others I can't perform at all.

Having a big dick AND erectile dysfunction is brutal. Because you can't even use your best asset sometimes.

How would you compare the hair loss effect between Test E vs Proviron tabs?

I may be 5'6" but I can still pull some shorties. My Chinese gf is 5'3" I think. My Punjabi ex probably like 5'1" but I'm not sure. Shorter than me though. Yogapants was 4'10". But she was fucking hot.
I almost wanted to call her a chink in bed. I had to stop myself from calling her an Asian slut, Asian whore, etc. She doesn't like being called slut, whore, bitch, etc. I was like "take that white cock bitch!" and she didn't like being called bitch. lol.
I called her my fuckdoll. I wanted to call her my Asian fuckdoll. I was calling her my dirty little Asian girl. My naughty little Asian girl. My Asian princess. I was playing up the race shit because I think that helped me stay hard. Asian women were put on this earth to serve white men.

you got isssues man

 

[alien]

you got isssues man

I was even imagining being seduced by my hypothetical 18 year old hapa daughter (when she grows up) while fucking my Chinese gf. My Chinese gf is one of those chinks that have a dark skin tone. And that turned me on in bed. Because this probably makes her worship my white skin even more.

 

[BigBoy]

I may be 5'6" but I can still pull some shorties. My Chinese gf is 5'3" I think. My Punjabi ex probably like 5'1" but I'm not sure. Shorter than me though. Yogapants was 4'10". But she was fucking hot.
I almost wanted to call her a chink in bed. I had to stop myself from calling her an Asian slut, Asian whore, etc. She doesn't like being called slut, whore, bitch, etc. I was like "take that white cock bitch!" and she didn't like being called bitch. lol.
I called her my fuckdoll. I wanted to call her my Asian fuckdoll. I was calling her my dirty little Asian girl. My naughty little Asian girl. My Asian princess. I was playing up the race shit because I think that helped me stay hard. Asian women were put on this earth to serve white men.

It sounds like you have a superiority complex

 

[Titbot]

I was even imagining being seduced by my hypothetical 18 year old hapa daughter (when she grows up) while fucking my Chinese gf. My Chinese gf is one of those chinks that have a dark skin tone. And that turned me on in bed. Because this probably makes her worship my white skin even more.

Wtf wrong with you. You have a pedo fetish

 

[alien]

It sounds like you have a superiority complex

I have very low self-esteem. And this probably is why I have the erectile dysfunction issues.
But when my dick is hard, I turn into a narcissist. Because I have a large penis.

Wtf wrong with you. You have a pedo fetish

I'm not into children. I fantasize about having a daughter that looks like Georgia Rodger (she was 18 when ER went ER). She has a dark skin tone too.

 

[BigBoy]

I have very low self-esteem

Same