my ex keeps talking about me, and she looks at me more everyday. idk what to do

[SchizoParanoid_]

title, she wont keep my name out of her mouth, her classmates just go wild when they see me "there's your exxx. isnt that your boyfriend? are you (her name) ex?". ofc i just ignore them i wont fall for the bait, but she keeps looking at me, one may argue its coincidence, but it happens WAY too often, i was literally walking behind her minding my own business then she looks back, her brain glitches and she moves her neck to better see me (its kinda hard to explain but just imagen when a girl looks at you, stops for a second and then looks at you again). one part of me really wants to talk to her, but when im about to, i just pull back ykwim? i really do lover her, but my subconsious seems hellbent to not let me talk to her again.

 

[superpsycho]

chad ramblings

 

[Franco333]

Get drunk and call her

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

chad ramblings

cuck ramblings tbh, but i got a soft spot for her, cant really help it

 

[Doryphoros]

title, she wont keep my name out of her mouth, her classmates just go wild when they see me "there's your exxx. isnt that your boyfriend? are you (her name) ex?". ofc i just ignore them i wont fall for the bait, but she keeps looking at me, one may argue its coincidence, but it happens WAY too often, i was literally walking behind her minding my own business then she looks back, her brain glitches and she moves her neck to better see me (its kinda hard to explain but just imagen when a girl looks at you, stops for a second and then looks at you again). one part of me really wants to talk to her, but when im about to, i just pull back ykwim? i really do lover her, but my subconsious seems hellbent to not let me talk to her again.

“You seem like you have avoidant attachment”

 

[superpsycho]

cuck ramblings tbh, but i got a soft spot for her, cant really help it

shes a waste of your time

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

Get drunk and call her

im not stepping that low, first love or not

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

“You seem like you have avoidant attachment”

not really, im more of a secure attachment person, but with her im kinda anxious attachment

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

shes a waste of your time

she really is, ever since we broke up ive been doing better, specially looks wise, i can find another girl, but i end up ghosting all girls that talk to me, firstlovePill is brutal

 

[superpsycho]

she really is, ever since we broke up ive been doing better, specially looks wise, i can find another girl, but i end up ghosting all girls that talk to me, firstlovePill is brutal

at least u got to experneice teen love i guess

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

at least u got to experneice teen love i guess

it just boils my blood sometimes how im getting more attractive and more girls talk to me but im so pentup over her so i cantt even enjoy the other girls ykwim?

 

[superpsycho]

it just boils my blood sometimes how im getting more attractive and more girls talk to me but im so pentup over her so i cantt even enjoy the other girls ykwim?

go slay brocel

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

go slay brocel

tried to, i was in a girl's bed about to, but i pulled back, i dont like sex without feelings, kissing, bjs thats fine whatever, but P in V i cant

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

bumo

 

[yvngbreadstick]

Youre winning

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

Youre winning

whatchu mean?

 

[yvngbreadstick]

whatchu mean?

You are clearly still on her mind. That’s a good thing

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

You are clearly still on her mind. That’s a good thing

yeah it was giga obvious i was and still am, i just don't know how to proceed, im kinda venting here, but i just miss waking up to her messages, cuddling with her, texting non stop, laughing with her until my stomach hurts and my eyes tear up. but i also like how i am now, making more friends, leanmaxxing without her telling me to eat, playing league 24/7 like a virgin without having to check up on my phone, talking to other girls even tho i get bored quick and ghost them.

 

[yvngbreadstick]

yeah it was giga obvious i was and still am, i just don't know how to proceed, im kinda venting here, but i just miss waking up to her messages, cuddling with her, texting non stop, laughing with her until my stomach hurts and my eyes tear up. but i also like how i am now, making more friends, leanmaxxing without her telling me to eat, playing league 24/7 like a virgin without having to check up on my phone, talking to other girls even tho i get bored quick and ghost them.

What you had with her is more important that any of that bullshit