StuckInSub5Hell
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Hey everyone, i would like to share my revolting experience of going through middle school and life in general as an ugly guy. I hope some of you can relate, find this forum interesting and maybe even give advice if theres any hope for me left.
I'm 15 and 6,3". I didn't learn about looksmaxxing/bp until after middle school-beggining high school to which to this day i am currently homeschooled. During middle school, i was completely unaware about the most important things, such as my looks, which affected me and made my life fucking miserable.
I didnt tend to be social, as i got bullied a bit even before hand in primary school, and i was just scared to talk to anyone. In some way, i forced myself to try to make conversation but no matter what i did nothing helped. I got put into group projects with girls, and they would do everything in hand to avoid a conversation and instead just look disgusted. The guys would also do the same, and everyone just hated me and called me scary and creepy, which i was confused about and had no idea why back then. The teachers would overreact with me for either being late or forgetting to put my phone on the stand. Even the fucking indian manlet of a teacher kept bullying me and sending me to the principles office to make him feel satisfied.
I was the tallest in the class but indeed the ugliest, everyone in the class were way better looking than me, and even the fucking nerd looked better than me with his MTN base + blue eyes. Everyone would just stare at me, mock me and make fun of me and even take pictures of me and post it on their ig stories and leak my number to other people. They treated me like i did not deserve to be in that school, which looking back now, I believe they're right especially towards the fact that i am a sub human recessed sleep apnea fuck who will never get respected, never have friends, never get pussy and will never stand a chance in this life.
All the time people would keep making disgusting comments about my face, posture, the way i talk, literally every single fucking thing about me and what i do and would mock me for it. I couldn't make no friends whatsoever, not the fucking nerd friend group wanted me to join in their conversations and during sports no one would choose me to be on their team so it was always a random team select for me.
Later on during 8th grade, i met this girl on snap who ended up being in the same state, and we started talking and hanging out and my dumbass thought that she was into me. Things took a turn for the worst as she told me that she wasnt single and was with a 6,1 HTN. Then she kept whining to me about her problems on how her boyfriend cheated on her with 3 other girls and also leaked her nudes. And even after all of that she was still obsessed with him and didnt want to leave him so i knew she friendzoned me and i cut off contact with her.
Fast forward to the beggining of grade 9 i got put into online school and here i am till this day. I discovered about bp from drastically doomscrolling through Tiktok and Reddit, which have made me realised of what a fucking retard and a geek i have been for the past couple of years. But needless to say, that its over for me and it always has been i just hadn't woken up yet. I decided to go on org and post this forum to see if you guys can hopefully relate and to hear what you think about my life.
Ive had even more worser situations, I just didnt want to express it all on this forum bc ik most of you would not want to read all of this shit.
I'm 15 and 6,3". I didn't learn about looksmaxxing/bp until after middle school-beggining high school to which to this day i am currently homeschooled. During middle school, i was completely unaware about the most important things, such as my looks, which affected me and made my life fucking miserable.
I didnt tend to be social, as i got bullied a bit even before hand in primary school, and i was just scared to talk to anyone. In some way, i forced myself to try to make conversation but no matter what i did nothing helped. I got put into group projects with girls, and they would do everything in hand to avoid a conversation and instead just look disgusted. The guys would also do the same, and everyone just hated me and called me scary and creepy, which i was confused about and had no idea why back then. The teachers would overreact with me for either being late or forgetting to put my phone on the stand. Even the fucking indian manlet of a teacher kept bullying me and sending me to the principles office to make him feel satisfied.
I was the tallest in the class but indeed the ugliest, everyone in the class were way better looking than me, and even the fucking nerd looked better than me with his MTN base + blue eyes. Everyone would just stare at me, mock me and make fun of me and even take pictures of me and post it on their ig stories and leak my number to other people. They treated me like i did not deserve to be in that school, which looking back now, I believe they're right especially towards the fact that i am a sub human recessed sleep apnea fuck who will never get respected, never have friends, never get pussy and will never stand a chance in this life.
All the time people would keep making disgusting comments about my face, posture, the way i talk, literally every single fucking thing about me and what i do and would mock me for it. I couldn't make no friends whatsoever, not the fucking nerd friend group wanted me to join in their conversations and during sports no one would choose me to be on their team so it was always a random team select for me.
Later on during 8th grade, i met this girl on snap who ended up being in the same state, and we started talking and hanging out and my dumbass thought that she was into me. Things took a turn for the worst as she told me that she wasnt single and was with a 6,1 HTN. Then she kept whining to me about her problems on how her boyfriend cheated on her with 3 other girls and also leaked her nudes. And even after all of that she was still obsessed with him and didnt want to leave him so i knew she friendzoned me and i cut off contact with her.
Fast forward to the beggining of grade 9 i got put into online school and here i am till this day. I discovered about bp from drastically doomscrolling through Tiktok and Reddit, which have made me realised of what a fucking retard and a geek i have been for the past couple of years. But needless to say, that its over for me and it always has been i just hadn't woken up yet. I decided to go on org and post this forum to see if you guys can hopefully relate and to hear what you think about my life.
Ive had even more worser situations, I just didnt want to express it all on this forum bc ik most of you would not want to read all of this shit.
