My experience gymcelling and questions regarding gear

[Be Patient With Me]

Hello, I hope this is a good first post. I am very excited to be here.

I am now 19 and have been gymcelling since I was 14, but in the most inconsistent way possible, I still don't even look like an untrained black teen, and it is completely my fault. I don't eat well, I don't sleep well, heck, I don't even train well. Time and time again, I said to myself that I wanted to "lock in" and change my habits, yet I never did. This happened at least 20 times during the last 5 years, and I have accepted that I will never change. Seeing my friends who actually hit the gym consistently still look like they don't lift, reinforced my laziness even more because what even is the point?

Now, all that's on my mind is building muscle effortlessly because I know that I can never lock in, even if it means in an unnatural way. This may sound retarded and obvious, but my priority is my health, my biggest dream in life is to be a father, and I'd rather not lose my fertility (I'm emphasizing fertility, but I don't want any major health problems, really)

I haven't done much research, but I was thinking of either doing RAD-140 (with enclo) or 250test (with hcg). What do y'all think? What can guarantee me muscle but still be rather safe?

Edit: I want a cycle, maybe two a year (5-8 weeks ish???). I do NOT want to inject test regularly.

 

[Orka]

Hello, I hope this is a good first post. I am very excited to be here.

I am now 19 and have been gymcelling since I was 14, but in the most inconsistent way possible, I still don't even look like an untrained black teen, and it is completely my fault. I don't eat well, I don't sleep well, heck, I don't even train well. Time and time again, I said to myself that I wanted to "lock in" and change my habits, yet I never did. This happened at least 20 times during the last 5 years, and I have accepted that I will never change. Seeing my friends who actually hit the gym consistently still look like they don't lift, reinforced my laziness even more because what even is the point?

Now, all that's on my mind is building muscle effortlessly because I know that I can never lock in, even if it means in an unnatural way. This may sound retarded and obvious, but my priority is my health, my biggest dream in life is to be a father, and I'd rather not lose my fertility (I'm emphasizing fertility, but I don't want any major health problems, really)

I haven't done much research, but I was thinking of either doing RAD-140 (with enclo) or 250test (with hcg). What do y'all think? What can guarantee me muscle but still be rather safe?

500 test with hcg is better than rad-140

Pretty sure pneumo had some complications with rad as he had originally thought it was dry gains, when most of it went away shortly after

 

[Be Patient With Me]

500 test with hcg is better than rad-140

Pretty sure pneumo had some complications with rad as he had originally thought it was dry gains, when most of it went away shortly after

uff 500 is double what I was originally thinking of taking.
hcg with test or after the cycle (i forgot to mention that i just wanted a cycle, not to be on test perma)
also where did pneumo say he lost the gains? it wasnt in his rad140 post in botb

 

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