MartyMauser
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For the longest time, ive been isolating and taking myself away from opportunities, dont get me wrong i had a gf for 3 years but back on topic.
I always used to go to places such as uni and just feel like a body with no soul in the sense, i just didnt want to talk, speak or engage.
Copped Valium 10mg, popped 2 before uni and wow, everything changed, just because my anxiety dissolved, I now never break eye contact (I fraud with green eye contacts too, works a charm) words flow with no stutter, it just dissolves all second guessing. (picture the way marty supreme speaks, no stutter, straight flow state and charm)
(Example)
Went to one of these compulsory classes a group of around 18-25, came in late and I was put into a group of girls, we had to do a powerpoint explaining what skills we would have as a business analyst and why, and some other bs questions.
The girls were all debating who would speak and i just said to them "dont worry, ill just present it all", and as you can imagine she was grateful.
All the normies were reading one by one in their groups their own presentations and when it came to my group i entered straight flow state, didnt look at the powerpoint the team provided unless essential just eye contact around the room, speaking off topic giving examples and generally just waffling with cohesion and actual valid information.
Teacher was looking at me with arms folded, nodding with approval like when an anime protagonist gets recogonised by his sensei for the first time lol.
Then I saw this dude who was at a halloween party i was at and spoke to him went and got drinks at the student union after but thats a whole other story which occured the same day.
Theres a similar story where i was in a class full of girls, introductory. Teacher wanted to know us all and went around the room asking favourite brands etc as you can guess everyone said zara, urban outfitters etc, when it came to me i said "whatever im wearing is my favourite" had all the girls giggling.
all i have to say is,
Bliss.
I always used to go to places such as uni and just feel like a body with no soul in the sense, i just didnt want to talk, speak or engage.
Copped Valium 10mg, popped 2 before uni and wow, everything changed, just because my anxiety dissolved, I now never break eye contact (I fraud with green eye contacts too, works a charm) words flow with no stutter, it just dissolves all second guessing. (picture the way marty supreme speaks, no stutter, straight flow state and charm)
(Example)
Went to one of these compulsory classes a group of around 18-25, came in late and I was put into a group of girls, we had to do a powerpoint explaining what skills we would have as a business analyst and why, and some other bs questions.
The girls were all debating who would speak and i just said to them "dont worry, ill just present it all", and as you can imagine she was grateful.
All the normies were reading one by one in their groups their own presentations and when it came to my group i entered straight flow state, didnt look at the powerpoint the team provided unless essential just eye contact around the room, speaking off topic giving examples and generally just waffling with cohesion and actual valid information.
Teacher was looking at me with arms folded, nodding with approval like when an anime protagonist gets recogonised by his sensei for the first time lol.
Then I saw this dude who was at a halloween party i was at and spoke to him went and got drinks at the student union after but thats a whole other story which occured the same day.
Theres a similar story where i was in a class full of girls, introductory. Teacher wanted to know us all and went around the room asking favourite brands etc as you can guess everyone said zara, urban outfitters etc, when it came to me i said "whatever im wearing is my favourite" had all the girls giggling.
all i have to say is,
Bliss.
