My experience with roping

[reeven]

tried to peace out a year ago.
rope. door. silence.

Correctly hung myself (try hanging yourself correctly, it's harder than it seems) while playing "i know it's over", but i woke up on the floor.
half-conscious. neck bruised. ears ringing. brain fogged up like a vape shop.

to this day, i got vertigo, so i can’t turn my head too fast or i get hit with that “falling into the void” sensation.

my thoughts glitch out mid-sentence. feels like i almost crossed over, but got pulled back too late.

honestly?
death would've been cleaner but now i live like a corrupted NPC

 

[Orgalorg]

Did the attempt force you to type like chatgpt too?

 

[Mach Beine auf]

„Just rope succesful“ so brutal
Just jokin i hope u got a happy life

 

[ahavik]

„Just rope succesful“ so brutal

learn english nigger

 

[lastredeemer]

Couldn’t even Kill yourself right

Your brain was probably deprived of oxygen for an extended period of time. You definitely lost braincells

In An attempt to end your misery you only made it worse

 

[Mach Beine auf]

learn english nigger

Tell me whats wrong so i know for the next time

 

[ahavik]

Tell me whats wrong so i know for the next time

succesful

 

[Mach Beine auf]

succesful

Aight

 

[neverenoughforme]

i tried to overtake antidepressants but i failed too

 

[reeven]

Did the attempt force you to type like chatgpt too?

I'm just an NPC atm. There's a comment in YouTube I left a year ago relating to this in that song's video.

 

[pope]

Either no oxygen or u got concussed when u fell onto the ground with your head. Without resistance even a small fall on your head fucks you up. Kind of sounds like me after I got my concussion

 

[reeven]

Couldn’t even Kill yourself right

Your brain was probably deprived of oxygen for an extended period of time. You definitely lost braincells

In An attempt to end your misery you only made it worse

I'm still recovering but I can't think properly. I lost my soul. I mean I don't even write stuff like a human does.

 

[reeven]

Either no oxygen or u got concussed when u fell onto the ground with your head. Without resistance even a small fall on your head fucks you up. Kind of sounds like me after I got my concussion

I don't know. No one found me, I had to take myself to the hospital for it.

 

[pope]

How long ago has it been ? And how high up were u from the ground ? What type of floor was it

 

[nosemaxxing]

you clearly don't have enough experience

 

[reeven]

i tried to overtake antidepressants but i failed too

In my suicide guides that's a big no if you wanna end it. It's a myth propagated by the media so inkwells dont rope and wageslave for years

 

[reeven]

How long ago has it been ? And how high up were u from the ground ? What type of floor was it

Ceramic floor? It was in my room. I was probably 10 inches above the ground. I don't know what happened but it was a really strong ligature, not a rope.

It happened in march, last year.

 

[MaracasMogs]

tried to peace out a year ago.
rope. door. silence.

Correctly hung myself (try hanging yourself correctly, it's harder than it seems) while playing "i know it's over", but i woke up on the floor.
half-conscious. neck bruised. ears ringing. brain fogged up like a vape shop.

to this day, i got vertigo, so i can’t turn my head too fast or i get hit with that “falling into the void” sensation.

my thoughts glitch out mid-sentence. feels like i almost crossed over, but got pulled back too late.

honestly?
death would've been cleaner but now i live like a corrupted NPC

Damn bro, I hope you'll recover from that.
I don't know why people on org can't fucking act normally in a serious discussion.
My prayers to you.

 

[pope]

Ceramic floor? It was in my room. I was probably 10 inches above the ground. I don't know what happened but it was a really strong ligature, not a rope.

It happened in march, last year.

I kind of felt the same things u described when I hit my head pretty bad, ears ringing, vertigo, trouble with thoughts. I think when u fell from rope and gave urself a concussion when ur head hit the ceramic plus the lack of oxygen too. Go to a doctor if u can see if they can diagnose you with a concussion or post concussion

 

[reeven]

Damn bro, I hope you'll recover from that.

I'm recovering but just to let you know it's been a year and I'm still in that treatment.

I don't know why people on org can't fucking act normally in a serious discussion.

Probably because the userbase is around 15-16. I joined this shit when i was 14

 

[looksmaxingbeyond]

Now you shall dedicate yourself to gooning to pleasure you’ve had enough suffering.

It’s time to shoot real ropes

 

[reeven]

Now you shall dedicate yourself to gooning to pleasure you’ve had enough suffering.

It’s time to shoot real ropes

Never goon vs dopamine hits every 10 minutes...

Complicated

 

[MaracasMogs]

I'm recovering but just to let you know it's been a year and I'm still in that treatment.

Probably because the userbase is around 15-16. I joined this shit when i was 14

Wish you the best brother

 

[reeven]

I kind of felt the same things u described when I hit my head pretty bad, ears ringing, vertigo, trouble with thoughts. I think when u fell from rope and gave urself a concussion when ur head hit the ceramic plus the lack of oxygen too. Go to a doctor if u can see if they can diagnose you with a concussion or post concussion

I went to a doctor 2 months later when the pain and vertigo was unbearable and they gave me some pills for it. I feel better now but those sensations haven't left.

 

[pope]

I went to a doctor 2 months later when the pain and vertigo was unbearable and they gave me some pills for it. I feel better now but those sensations haven't left.

Damn man just hope whatever it was wasn't permanent. It took a while for me to mellow out after the concussion too

 

[JohnBaza]

tried to peace out a year ago.
rope. door. silence.

Correctly hung myself (try hanging yourself correctly, it's harder than it seems) while playing "i know it's over", but i woke up on the floor.
half-conscious. neck bruised. ears ringing. brain fogged up like a vape shop.

to this day, i got vertigo, so i can’t turn my head too fast or i get hit with that “falling into the void” sensation.

my thoughts glitch out mid-sentence. feels like i almost crossed over, but got pulled back too late.

honestly?
death would've been cleaner but now i live like a corrupted NPC

damn bro how old are u ? i feel bad for u man hope it gets better

 

[reeven]

damn bro how old are u ? i feel bad for u man hope it gets better

18 and healthwise im better but im still an incel and i still want to kill myself

 

[JohnBaza]

damn bro u can always talk to me if u want . maybe isnt it useful to go fuck some escorts? that might make you feel better. i can tell u more in PM if u want. Please dont kill yourself brother

18 and healthwise im better but im still an incel and i still want to kill myself

 

[reeven]

damn bro u can always talk to me if u want . maybe isnt it useful to go fuck some escorts? that might make you feel better. i can tell u more in PM if u want. Please dont kill yourself brother

I have a fwb however she is LTB, the problem is my face and knowing im never gonna get laid like a normal guy.

 

[JohnBaza]

I have a fwb however she is LTB, the problem is my face and knowing im never gonna get laid like a normal guy.

wait if she is a friend with benefits havent u fucked her already?

 

[isis_Bleach]

tried to peace out a year ago.
rope. door. silence.

Correctly hung myself (try hanging yourself correctly, it's harder than it seems) while playing "i know it's over", but i woke up on the floor.
half-conscious. neck bruised. ears ringing. brain fogged up like a vape shop.

to this day, i got vertigo, so i can’t turn my head too fast or i get hit with that “falling into the void” sensation.

my thoughts glitch out mid-sentence. feels like i almost crossed over, but got pulled back too late.

honestly?
death would've been cleaner but now i live like a corrupted NPC

brutal cuh

 

[reeven]

wait if she is a friend with benefits havent u fucked her already?

Yeah im not a virgin but im ugly

 

[JohnBaza]

Yeah im not a virgin but im ugly

are u ltn? are u softmaxxed?