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tried to peace out a year ago.
rope. door. silence.

Correctly hung myself
(try hanging yourself correctly, it's harder than it seems) while playing "i know it's over", but i woke up on the floor.
half-conscious. neck bruised. ears ringing. brain fogged up like a vape shop.

to this day, i got vertigo, so i can’t turn my head too fast or i get hit with that “falling into the void” sensation.

my thoughts glitch out mid-sentence. feels like i almost crossed over, but got pulled back too late.

honestly?
death would've been cleaner but now i live like a corrupted NPC
 
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Did the attempt force you to type like chatgpt too?
 
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„Just rope succesful“ so brutal:feelswhy:
Just jokin i hope u got a happy life
 
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Couldn’t even Kill yourself right :feelswah:

Your brain was probably deprived of oxygen for an extended period of time. You definitely lost braincells :feelskek:

In An attempt to end your misery you only made it worse :lul:
 
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i tried to overtake antidepressants but i failed too 😔
 
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Did the attempt force you to type like chatgpt too?
I'm just an NPC atm. There's a comment in YouTube I left a year ago relating to this in that song's video.
 
Either no oxygen or u got concussed when u fell onto the ground with your head. Without resistance even a small fall on your head fucks you up. Kind of sounds like me after I got my concussion
 
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Couldn’t even Kill yourself right :feelswah:

Your brain was probably deprived of oxygen for an extended period of time. You definitely lost braincells :feelskek:

In An attempt to end your misery you only made it worse :lul:
I'm still recovering but I can't think properly. I lost my soul. I mean I don't even write stuff like a human does.
 
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Either no oxygen or u got concussed when u fell onto the ground with your head. Without resistance even a small fall on your head fucks you up. Kind of sounds like me after I got my concussion
I don't know. No one found me, I had to take myself to the hospital for it.
 
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How long ago has it been ? And how high up were u from the ground ? What type of floor was it
 
you clearly don't have enough experience
 
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i tried to overtake antidepressants but i failed too 😔
In my suicide guides that's a big no if you wanna end it. It's a myth propagated by the media so inkwells dont rope and wageslave for years
 
How long ago has it been ? And how high up were u from the ground ? What type of floor was it
Ceramic floor? It was in my room. I was probably 10 inches above the ground. I don't know what happened but it was a really strong ligature, not a rope.

It happened in march, last year.
 
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tried to peace out a year ago.
rope. door. silence.

Correctly hung myself
(try hanging yourself correctly, it's harder than it seems) while playing "i know it's over", but i woke up on the floor.
half-conscious. neck bruised. ears ringing. brain fogged up like a vape shop.

to this day, i got vertigo, so i can’t turn my head too fast or i get hit with that “falling into the void” sensation.

my thoughts glitch out mid-sentence. feels like i almost crossed over, but got pulled back too late.

honestly?
death would've been cleaner but now i live like a corrupted NPC
Damn bro, I hope you'll recover from that.
I don't know why people on org can't fucking act normally in a serious discussion.
My prayers to you.
 
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Ceramic floor? It was in my room. I was probably 10 inches above the ground. I don't know what happened but it was a really strong ligature, not a rope.

It happened in march, last year.
I kind of felt the same things u described when I hit my head pretty bad, ears ringing, vertigo, trouble with thoughts. I think when u fell from rope and gave urself a concussion when ur head hit the ceramic plus the lack of oxygen too. Go to a doctor if u can see if they can diagnose you with a concussion or post concussion
 
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Damn bro, I hope you'll recover from that.
I'm recovering but just to let you know it's been a year and I'm still in that treatment.
I don't know why people on org can't fucking act normally in a serious discussion.
Probably because the userbase is around 15-16. I joined this shit when i was 14 :blackpill:
 
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Now you shall dedicate yourself to gooning to pleasure you’ve had enough suffering.

It’s time to shoot real ropes 💦
 
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Now you shall dedicate yourself to gooning to pleasure you’ve had enough suffering.

It’s time to shoot real ropes 💦
Never goon vs dopamine hits every 10 minutes...

Complicated
 
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I'm recovering but just to let you know it's been a year and I'm still in that treatment.

Probably because the userbase is around 15-16. I joined this shit when i was 14 :blackpill:
Wish you the best brother
 
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I kind of felt the same things u described when I hit my head pretty bad, ears ringing, vertigo, trouble with thoughts. I think when u fell from rope and gave urself a concussion when ur head hit the ceramic plus the lack of oxygen too. Go to a doctor if u can see if they can diagnose you with a concussion or post concussion
I went to a doctor 2 months later when the pain and vertigo was unbearable and they gave me some pills for it. I feel better now but those sensations haven't left.
 
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I went to a doctor 2 months later when the pain and vertigo was unbearable and they gave me some pills for it. I feel better now but those sensations haven't left.
Damn man just hope whatever it was wasn't permanent. It took a while for me to mellow out after the concussion too
 
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tried to peace out a year ago.
rope. door. silence.

Correctly hung myself
(try hanging yourself correctly, it's harder than it seems) while playing "i know it's over", but i woke up on the floor.
half-conscious. neck bruised. ears ringing. brain fogged up like a vape shop.

to this day, i got vertigo, so i can’t turn my head too fast or i get hit with that “falling into the void” sensation.

my thoughts glitch out mid-sentence. feels like i almost crossed over, but got pulled back too late.

honestly?
death would've been cleaner but now i live like a corrupted NPC
damn bro how old are u ? i feel bad for u man hope it gets better ❤️
 
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damn bro how old are u ? i feel bad for u man hope it gets better ❤️
18 and healthwise im better but im still an incel and i still want to kill myself
 
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damn bro u can always talk to me if u want . maybe isnt it useful to go fuck some escorts? that might make you feel better. i can tell u more in PM if u want. Please dont kill yourself brother
18 and healthwise im better but im still an incel and i still want to kill myself
 
damn bro u can always talk to me if u want . maybe isnt it useful to go fuck some escorts? that might make you feel better. i can tell u more in PM if u want. Please dont kill yourself brother
I have a fwb however she is LTB, the problem is my face and knowing im never gonna get laid like a normal guy.
 
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I have a fwb however she is LTB, the problem is my face and knowing im never gonna get laid like a normal guy.
wait if she is a friend with benefits havent u fucked her already?
 
tried to peace out a year ago.
rope. door. silence.

Correctly hung myself
(try hanging yourself correctly, it's harder than it seems) while playing "i know it's over", but i woke up on the floor.
half-conscious. neck bruised. ears ringing. brain fogged up like a vape shop.

to this day, i got vertigo, so i can’t turn my head too fast or i get hit with that “falling into the void” sensation.

my thoughts glitch out mid-sentence. feels like i almost crossed over, but got pulled back too late.

honestly?
death would've been cleaner but now i live like a corrupted NPC
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brutal cuh
 
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