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Deleted member 3795
Kraken
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I’m so sick of this shit. I never know what I look like.
I usually have a period of 3 days where I feel like I look god-tier, like I mog most MMs. During this this time I usually feel narcy as fuck. My motivation is high and I feel like breaking my LDAR cycle and actually doing stuff with my life.
after the 3/4 days of looking good are up, I then feel like utter shit for the next 3/4 days. I feel so awful that I cannot even leave my bed all day. I can’t go to the shop to so people don’t have to look at my subhuman face. I feel like breaking things. I want to punch my mirror. I either feel really angry or sad.
This goes on until I feel good about looks again. It’s an endless loop and has been for years. And when I do feel good about my looks, I feel REALLY good. I feel like I’m the best looking person ever.
Same way when I feel ugly I feel like I’m the ugliest person. I wish I was consistent in how I feel about how I look. Even if I always felt ugly. At least then it wouldn’t feel like my face is literally morphing into different shapes overnight.
I fucking hate this so much.
Why the fuck is this happening???
I usually have a period of 3 days where I feel like I look god-tier, like I mog most MMs. During this this time I usually feel narcy as fuck. My motivation is high and I feel like breaking my LDAR cycle and actually doing stuff with my life.
after the 3/4 days of looking good are up, I then feel like utter shit for the next 3/4 days. I feel so awful that I cannot even leave my bed all day. I can’t go to the shop to so people don’t have to look at my subhuman face. I feel like breaking things. I want to punch my mirror. I either feel really angry or sad.
This goes on until I feel good about looks again. It’s an endless loop and has been for years. And when I do feel good about my looks, I feel REALLY good. I feel like I’m the best looking person ever.
Same way when I feel ugly I feel like I’m the ugliest person. I wish I was consistent in how I feel about how I look. Even if I always felt ugly. At least then it wouldn’t feel like my face is literally morphing into different shapes overnight.
I fucking hate this so much.
Why the fuck is this happening???