kenibba
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I want to start by saying that DXM is not a "weak" drug like some may believe or that it should be used without thought like other drugs can be used and you'll be fine, in a high enough dosage it rivals the visuals of DMT. if you fuck up on DXM (depending on how bad you fuck up), you can fuck up your entire life. If you ever want to do DXM take into account all factors, tolerance, weight, HBr or Poli, and probably visit the r/DXM subreddit since they have links to calculators for how much you should dose and harm reduction. I was lucky enough to not have a bad trip, but it didnt go as planned to say the least..
Here is the trip report i wrote during the trip (everything in between 10:56-1:35 I wrote at 2:00, I was still high and ive edited some of the spelling here so its actually readable.) Anyways enjoy.
7:00: i eat some sardines and drink orange juice so i have something in my stomach before i take the drug.
8:00: take a couple shits (mostly from hot sauce sardines i had late last night) and i feel kinda light headed
8:30: i take 14 dxm hbr (15mg) gel tabs in my bedroom (the loft)
8:35: in a split decision i decide to take the 6 thats left, all 20, 300mg because i still think it will be a 2nd plataeu dose (big mistake)
8:40ish: kinda feel as if what im hearing is sorta "blurry" or far away if that makes sense and im kinda dissociated
8:55: im becoming more "out of it" and peoples voices just sound different and i feel kinda nauseous a little bit and feel like i need to shit.
9:20: feel essentially the same, but everything i here and sense is kinda more "deep" and if i think about it i can visualize it in my mind clearly like full on scenerios without trying but i also feel kinda stressed.
9:50: largely the same effects just more euphoric and i feel so grateful for the people in my life my friends and my girlfriend and my mom.
10:25: feel more dizzy and lightheaded, more "stoned", still kinda anxious/nauseous, gonna take deep breaths and relax just listen to calm music
10:40: same stuff but my eyes are stoned and like its hard for me to focus on anything
10:50: extreme lightheadedness and dizzyness, felt some burning feeling in my skull and my arms, really stoned, mom brings me downstairs to rest because im very lightheaded and i told her i feel burning everywhere.
10:56: i lay down in a futon/bed and i become very high atp, almost psychedelic, any stress that i had previously is gone and time has become fragmented (time cant be determined past this point and i cant remember well anything before this point during the day). I was blanking in and out of time at this point and it felt like forever, for example i asked my mom what time it was and she said 11am and then i either blackout, enter some hyperhypnotic state, or just fall asleep, and then i woke up and then i asked again and she said only a minute has passed, things like that. i remember listening to the music while conscious and feeling waves go up and down my legs corresponding to the music and it felt rlly nice. i told my mom and she said she was moving her toes (she was in bed with me) and i said something along the lines of "what the hell", "you bitch" jokingly cuz its like she tricked me into tripping balls. now i dont know if wether or not her moving her toes messed with my hallucinations at all but at the time i did and thats when i realized i was actually getting really high which was surprising because it felt like just 5 minutes ago (which it was) that i was mentally stable and could use my phone properly, and so i texted my girlfriend saying the trip has really started and then i fell back into unconsciousness. most of the trip consists of these blackouts in and out of consciousness one of the times it felt like each of my limbs had a mind of their own and were foreign to each other because i would feel my thighs and they felt like i was rubbing my thigh against someone elses or i would touch my arm and it didnt feel like my arm. one of these times that i went in and out of consciousness i was conscious and laying in bed next to my mom with my eyes closed and shapes would be formed and move around in my vision almost like geometric shapes on dmt but not as detailed. at one point i remember feeling as if my soul was leaving my body as if i was astral projecting or something but something happened in real life (i dont know what exactly) that made the hallucination stop. it felt as if time was nonlinear and i was simply entering in and out of it without any sense of real direction, however this isnt what startled me, what startled me was the feeling of my slight sensation of my skull and my entire body burning through the entire trip and i know about serotonin syndrome so that was what i was worried about. I only remember some parts of the trip but it seemed to have peaked for about two hours. the parts that i remember feel surreal and like visions from god almost
1:35: still high and dizzy, head is heavy but i can use my phone
2:00: still high and extremely dizzy, when i look at the ceiling or the walls it looks as if it is shifting moving further or closer to me.
3:00: STILL high and atp i just feel kinda dysphoric since im extremely dizzy and cant really read stuff on my phone without getting nauseous, i end up falling asleep.
4:00: i wake up and time still feels convoluted and non linear but i can walk and im not high anymore.
Even though this trip was more strong than I was expecting, i definitely dont regret it and i like exploring my mind and consciousness with these substances and writing it down to reflect on and share. Cheers.
Here is the trip report i wrote during the trip (everything in between 10:56-1:35 I wrote at 2:00, I was still high and ive edited some of the spelling here so its actually readable.) Anyways enjoy.
7:00: i eat some sardines and drink orange juice so i have something in my stomach before i take the drug.
8:00: take a couple shits (mostly from hot sauce sardines i had late last night) and i feel kinda light headed
8:30: i take 14 dxm hbr (15mg) gel tabs in my bedroom (the loft)
8:35: in a split decision i decide to take the 6 thats left, all 20, 300mg because i still think it will be a 2nd plataeu dose (big mistake)
8:40ish: kinda feel as if what im hearing is sorta "blurry" or far away if that makes sense and im kinda dissociated
8:55: im becoming more "out of it" and peoples voices just sound different and i feel kinda nauseous a little bit and feel like i need to shit.
9:20: feel essentially the same, but everything i here and sense is kinda more "deep" and if i think about it i can visualize it in my mind clearly like full on scenerios without trying but i also feel kinda stressed.
9:50: largely the same effects just more euphoric and i feel so grateful for the people in my life my friends and my girlfriend and my mom.
10:25: feel more dizzy and lightheaded, more "stoned", still kinda anxious/nauseous, gonna take deep breaths and relax just listen to calm music
10:40: same stuff but my eyes are stoned and like its hard for me to focus on anything
10:50: extreme lightheadedness and dizzyness, felt some burning feeling in my skull and my arms, really stoned, mom brings me downstairs to rest because im very lightheaded and i told her i feel burning everywhere.
10:56: i lay down in a futon/bed and i become very high atp, almost psychedelic, any stress that i had previously is gone and time has become fragmented (time cant be determined past this point and i cant remember well anything before this point during the day). I was blanking in and out of time at this point and it felt like forever, for example i asked my mom what time it was and she said 11am and then i either blackout, enter some hyperhypnotic state, or just fall asleep, and then i woke up and then i asked again and she said only a minute has passed, things like that. i remember listening to the music while conscious and feeling waves go up and down my legs corresponding to the music and it felt rlly nice. i told my mom and she said she was moving her toes (she was in bed with me) and i said something along the lines of "what the hell", "you bitch" jokingly cuz its like she tricked me into tripping balls. now i dont know if wether or not her moving her toes messed with my hallucinations at all but at the time i did and thats when i realized i was actually getting really high which was surprising because it felt like just 5 minutes ago (which it was) that i was mentally stable and could use my phone properly, and so i texted my girlfriend saying the trip has really started and then i fell back into unconsciousness. most of the trip consists of these blackouts in and out of consciousness one of the times it felt like each of my limbs had a mind of their own and were foreign to each other because i would feel my thighs and they felt like i was rubbing my thigh against someone elses or i would touch my arm and it didnt feel like my arm. one of these times that i went in and out of consciousness i was conscious and laying in bed next to my mom with my eyes closed and shapes would be formed and move around in my vision almost like geometric shapes on dmt but not as detailed. at one point i remember feeling as if my soul was leaving my body as if i was astral projecting or something but something happened in real life (i dont know what exactly) that made the hallucination stop. it felt as if time was nonlinear and i was simply entering in and out of it without any sense of real direction, however this isnt what startled me, what startled me was the feeling of my slight sensation of my skull and my entire body burning through the entire trip and i know about serotonin syndrome so that was what i was worried about. I only remember some parts of the trip but it seemed to have peaked for about two hours. the parts that i remember feel surreal and like visions from god almost
1:35: still high and dizzy, head is heavy but i can use my phone
2:00: still high and extremely dizzy, when i look at the ceiling or the walls it looks as if it is shifting moving further or closer to me.
3:00: STILL high and atp i just feel kinda dysphoric since im extremely dizzy and cant really read stuff on my phone without getting nauseous, i end up falling asleep.
4:00: i wake up and time still feels convoluted and non linear but i can walk and im not high anymore.
Even though this trip was more strong than I was expecting, i definitely dont regret it and i like exploring my mind and consciousness with these substances and writing it down to reflect on and share. Cheers.
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