my first few years of school being so good may be why im in the spot i am in now

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i remember first 6 years of school, i enjoyed almost everyday, we sang christmas carols for christmas, was super high trust, hella activities to do, fit in easily because kids just see kids they dont expect much more and thats how they friend each other. go into my secondary school and then its way way fucking worse so i just develop a pessimistic world view and just cant wait till its over.

theres still moments where its not so bad, funny moments, but overall was mostly shit.

so brutal that i will probably never ever get close to the happiness i did as a kid in my first 6 years of school. over