Htncel1
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About 14 months ago a new girl came to my school, she was Ltb at the time so I didnt bother too much about her but she did have a nice ass. Fast foward 1 month she starts talking to this popular guy for like a month, during this period she started ascending a bit and I started getting truecel rage (Even tho I hieght and face mogged the guy) because I was jealous that he had her and I didnt. I started looking at her more and sometimes she looked at me then walked past me on purpose. One day she randomly said "Hi (name)" to me while walking past me. I was low test at the time and very ND around women so I stuttered trying to say Hi back but I never said it and acted like i never heard her, I then texted my prettyboy friend telling him how the now, MTB started talking to me out of no where, I obviously exagarted what happend to try to seem cool and he believed it. After this there where many times where shes gone up to me asking where her friend is that I knew, I was too stupid to see right past that as an excuse to talk to me and didnt think much of it.
Fast foward to march 11. At this time I had a crush on her and really wanted to fuck her and had many fantasies about her and me but thought it would never happen cause I was a maybe strong MTN. Then my friend who knows her texted me that he had told her friend that I like her, her friend told him that shes liked me ever since december (When she got to the school and even while dating that piece of shit) He showed me the messages of her friend telling her, she was freaking out and said she couldnt believe I liked her back because I was so handsome, and stoic around her. I was in shock and started losing my shit, I was really insecure about how I looked and by this time she ascended to HTB so I was really nervous. A few seconds later I see her in the hallways and she goes up to me and starts talking to me nervously, In my eyes it was stacy going up to me because thats how I subjectivley saw her and could not believe my life was real at the time. All the incels online telling me its over and that i could never even get and LTB started flowing through my head, while she infront of me has liked me for months. I believe i said "Bye you look nice" to her after she was done talking to me. I went to class and bragged to everyone that she likes me and we are going to start dating, all the normies told me that theres no way I bagged her and how she was out of my leauge.
Fast foward a couple hours. This is when we started talking, She was texting me every second and we hit it off really really well, we facetimed that night and she said I looked like a greek god because of my foward growth, before this we texted and she told me about how shes had this massive crush on me and has been stalking me, following me, and drawing me for months and how she cant believe this is real because I liked her back. I was in so much shock and probably more then her couldnt believe anything was real, and thought it was my hopeless incel brain playing out a fake scenario in my head to were I can achive love and female attention.
We dated the second day and I kissed her, we hung out during the morning before the bell rang and watched the full moon as we sat together, I remember it being very romantic and every time she looked at me its like she was a russian girl seeing prime Vasily Spetnov for the first time. And me seeing 14 year old brook shields.
We went to the park mutliple times called 24/7 and eventually the big day came up where I went from touching tits, and grabbing bare ass in the public park at the dock to actually doing the real thing. She invited me to her house cause her mom wasnt there and wasnt going to be for hours, the previous night we talked about having sex so this was the opportunity. I came over and was listening to jumpstyle one the way in my moms car cause I was hype about this, when I got there she looked really excited and her bright blue A20 eyes lit up. We were cuddling at first and kissing eachother and I was waiting for her to ask first because I was too low test to be assertive in those kind of situations. She eventually asked If I was ready, I said yes and she started taking off her close. We were both virgins at this time but I was alot better then her and had to basically do all the work so that made me feel a bit masculine. It took me 3 hours to bust somehow, not because it was bad but because I was a porn addict who was too used to his fucking hand. I eventually did and realeased my massive load on her face. After this I think I tried to take a nap with her but she wanted to go out in the living room and watch TV so we did, a bit after this she got horny again somehow and she got to sucking but as I was going to insert like the absoulte second I got a call from my grandpa that hes here to pick me up outside and take me back home. For some reason I didnt make an excuse and just got up put clothes on and left.
We had sex and hung out multiple times after this till eventually I made a big mistake and texted my stupid ass friend that I hated her and some other bullshit every time she made me mad cause I was an inmature faggot. I made this a habbit till eventually he stabbed me in the back and showed her those messages one day because I pissed him off really bad. She texted me a long ass paragraph which I still have and broke up with me. I was beyond heartbroken and in pain and coudlnt believe this was happening. I wanted to murder him for ruining my life in that moment but instead I coped with music for 2 days straight till she called me asking if i wanted my clothes back (Later she told me it was just an excuse to talk to me) I said no and hung up. A couple days during school that same friend apoligized and told me that he did that because she cheated on me anyways and tried getting with him after we broke up. I was so confused and even more heartbroken, he said one of her friends told him that the same one that stopped being friends with her after we started dating. I didnt somehow realize that it was obviosuly a lie and that hes a fucking dumbass so I believed him, but either way she tried gettign with him after. I texted her calling her a whore. She called me confused and I told her what i heard, She told me that the cheating part is just untrue and that she only tried to get with him so I could feel the same pain she felt. I called her stupid but then after my tough guy act wore off I became the same guy who was inlove with her. She told me she really missed me and couldnt stand being away from me and that she cried everyday and asked me why I had to ruin things. I told her I was bipolar and didnt mean any of the things I said which was true, and then she forgave me and we got back together.
Fast foward to march 11. At this time I had a crush on her and really wanted to fuck her and had many fantasies about her and me but thought it would never happen cause I was a maybe strong MTN. Then my friend who knows her texted me that he had told her friend that I like her, her friend told him that shes liked me ever since december (When she got to the school and even while dating that piece of shit) He showed me the messages of her friend telling her, she was freaking out and said she couldnt believe I liked her back because I was so handsome, and stoic around her. I was in shock and started losing my shit, I was really insecure about how I looked and by this time she ascended to HTB so I was really nervous. A few seconds later I see her in the hallways and she goes up to me and starts talking to me nervously, In my eyes it was stacy going up to me because thats how I subjectivley saw her and could not believe my life was real at the time. All the incels online telling me its over and that i could never even get and LTB started flowing through my head, while she infront of me has liked me for months. I believe i said "Bye you look nice" to her after she was done talking to me. I went to class and bragged to everyone that she likes me and we are going to start dating, all the normies told me that theres no way I bagged her and how she was out of my leauge.
Fast foward a couple hours. This is when we started talking, She was texting me every second and we hit it off really really well, we facetimed that night and she said I looked like a greek god because of my foward growth, before this we texted and she told me about how shes had this massive crush on me and has been stalking me, following me, and drawing me for months and how she cant believe this is real because I liked her back. I was in so much shock and probably more then her couldnt believe anything was real, and thought it was my hopeless incel brain playing out a fake scenario in my head to were I can achive love and female attention.
We dated the second day and I kissed her, we hung out during the morning before the bell rang and watched the full moon as we sat together, I remember it being very romantic and every time she looked at me its like she was a russian girl seeing prime Vasily Spetnov for the first time. And me seeing 14 year old brook shields.
We went to the park mutliple times called 24/7 and eventually the big day came up where I went from touching tits, and grabbing bare ass in the public park at the dock to actually doing the real thing. She invited me to her house cause her mom wasnt there and wasnt going to be for hours, the previous night we talked about having sex so this was the opportunity. I came over and was listening to jumpstyle one the way in my moms car cause I was hype about this, when I got there she looked really excited and her bright blue A20 eyes lit up. We were cuddling at first and kissing eachother and I was waiting for her to ask first because I was too low test to be assertive in those kind of situations. She eventually asked If I was ready, I said yes and she started taking off her close. We were both virgins at this time but I was alot better then her and had to basically do all the work so that made me feel a bit masculine. It took me 3 hours to bust somehow, not because it was bad but because I was a porn addict who was too used to his fucking hand. I eventually did and realeased my massive load on her face. After this I think I tried to take a nap with her but she wanted to go out in the living room and watch TV so we did, a bit after this she got horny again somehow and she got to sucking but as I was going to insert like the absoulte second I got a call from my grandpa that hes here to pick me up outside and take me back home. For some reason I didnt make an excuse and just got up put clothes on and left.
We had sex and hung out multiple times after this till eventually I made a big mistake and texted my stupid ass friend that I hated her and some other bullshit every time she made me mad cause I was an inmature faggot. I made this a habbit till eventually he stabbed me in the back and showed her those messages one day because I pissed him off really bad. She texted me a long ass paragraph which I still have and broke up with me. I was beyond heartbroken and in pain and coudlnt believe this was happening. I wanted to murder him for ruining my life in that moment but instead I coped with music for 2 days straight till she called me asking if i wanted my clothes back (Later she told me it was just an excuse to talk to me) I said no and hung up. A couple days during school that same friend apoligized and told me that he did that because she cheated on me anyways and tried getting with him after we broke up. I was so confused and even more heartbroken, he said one of her friends told him that the same one that stopped being friends with her after we started dating. I didnt somehow realize that it was obviosuly a lie and that hes a fucking dumbass so I believed him, but either way she tried gettign with him after. I texted her calling her a whore. She called me confused and I told her what i heard, She told me that the cheating part is just untrue and that she only tried to get with him so I could feel the same pain she felt. I called her stupid but then after my tough guy act wore off I became the same guy who was inlove with her. She told me she really missed me and couldnt stand being away from me and that she cried everyday and asked me why I had to ruin things. I told her I was bipolar and didnt mean any of the things I said which was true, and then she forgave me and we got back together.
