chedlifer thyl
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I want to tell you about my life.
I would like to say that before, when I was so to speak a freak (14-15 years old), no normal girl wanted to communicate with me, they bullied me for my appearance, they said how ugly I was. Later I will be able to almost correct all my shortcomings and now I am, like, a handsome guy..
Before, when I was ugly, I was sociable, I was drawn to people, I went out a lot, but now you can't even throw me out on the street; I'm not interested in walking there. When I became beautiful, girls started to like me, but now I don't want to go out, nothing, I can't find a suitable girl for myself, all the girls around me seem stupid. All these girls are just normies who saw a handsome guy and ran towards him, I can’t find a girl with common interests, I can’t find my type, not even close. I understand that I need to change something, but I can’t, I just don’t have a goal, it seems like I have good friends and I don’t go out with them, I only communicate with them at school, but I have a best friend, who comes to me from another city, I have known him for a very long time, and the other city in which he lives - I also lived there, but my parents wanted to move and I had to leave with them.
Now I'm obsessed with my appearance, very directly, I follow everything I can, I'm no longer interested in anything except my appearance after I experienced Black Pil. I'll attach my appearance to this post, maybe there's something wrong with me.
I would like to say that before, when I was so to speak a freak (14-15 years old), no normal girl wanted to communicate with me, they bullied me for my appearance, they said how ugly I was. Later I will be able to almost correct all my shortcomings and now I am, like, a handsome guy..
Before, when I was ugly, I was sociable, I was drawn to people, I went out a lot, but now you can't even throw me out on the street; I'm not interested in walking there. When I became beautiful, girls started to like me, but now I don't want to go out, nothing, I can't find a suitable girl for myself, all the girls around me seem stupid. All these girls are just normies who saw a handsome guy and ran towards him, I can’t find a girl with common interests, I can’t find my type, not even close. I understand that I need to change something, but I can’t, I just don’t have a goal, it seems like I have good friends and I don’t go out with them, I only communicate with them at school, but I have a best friend, who comes to me from another city, I have known him for a very long time, and the other city in which he lives - I also lived there, but my parents wanted to move and I had to leave with them.
Now I'm obsessed with my appearance, very directly, I follow everything I can, I'm no longer interested in anything except my appearance after I experienced Black Pil. I'll attach my appearance to this post, maybe there's something wrong with me.
