my first redpill/blackpill experience

[turkproducer]

Yeah, I was simping hard bro. I’m glad I learnt from this because it was the first experience I ever had which I learned from about women

at the age of 15 I had lost lots of weight and finally looked decent for the first time of my life. I had started to have girls show interest in me and have people comment on how much better I look etc etc

Anyway I started to speak to this one girl online and we literally spoke for like a year. I was simping hard and gave her so much attention because I was so ugly before, I didn’t know how to talk to girls at all. She just used me for attention and played with my feelings despite most of the time we spoke it was literally mostly all online lol. We met like 3 times and she had kissed another guy during us talking, I thought she would meet me but she would just make excuses and say “i’m working etc” but she’d still be going parties and shit. She would delete me and add me back and watch me text her and ask her why she would do that shit.

I remember thinking I was special because she was my first kiss and she kissed me first JFL. It meant nothing, they always do something to get you under their control.

Eventually she just “dumped” me on the phone after I lost hundreds of pounds worth of clothes for a guy she said she talked to for a few days lol. I still texted her for a while because I was retarded.

I would see her post her 21 year old boyfriend on her story after that lol. Depressing how she got fucked multiple times after that but I never did with her

So moral of the story: never validate women and never chase them. dont spend money on them etc, it is what it is.

TLDR: Lost weight and went from subhuman to decent, girl used me for attention because I was a cuck, i simped hard for a year and she “dumped” me after using me for attention for a year on the phone after i had lost like 500 pounds lol.

 

[SubhumanCurrycel]

So moral of the story: never validate women and never chase them. dont spend money on them etc, it is what it is.

This so hard.
This is what Chad does to keep his bitch in place to let her know she can be dumped at anytime.
Never simp for them they get a boost from the attention and use that 'boost/validation' to jump higher up the dating ladder.

 

[turkproducer]

This so hard.
This is what Chad does to keep his bitch in place to let her know she can be dumped at anytime.
Never simp for them they get a boost from the attention and use that 'boost/validation' to jump higher up the dating ladder.

yeah i literally don’t compliment them at all or pay for shit and i never have. even when i was bluepilled i made this girl in OP story pay for my ticket when i went to visit her lol

women are so weird. if you treat them like you want them they dislike you, if you refuse to acknowledge them much they want you more. so retarded

 

[JizzFarmer]

The only way out is to change your perspective, "women are holes. Nothing more, nothing less." This is the mindset of Chad.

 

[Deleted member 7820]

The only way out is to change your perspective, "women are holes. Nothing more, nothing less." This is the mindset of Chad.

 

[turkproducer]

The only way out is to change your perspective, "women are holes. Nothing more, nothing less." This is the mindset of Chad.

i see them different to how i used to, there are still some women who are a bit more quality than others but yeah i’m blackpilled on their nature for sure

they all eventually leave you and cuck you, some just take longer than others.

 

[Chadethnic101]

Yeah, I was simping hard bro. I’m glad I learnt from this because it was the first experience I ever had which I learned from about women

at the age of 15 I had lost lots of weight and finally looked decent for the first time of my life. I had started to have girls show interest in me and have people comment on how much better I look etc etc

Anyway I started to speak to this one girl online and we literally spoke for like a year. I was simping hard and gave her so much attention because I was so ugly before, I didn’t know how to talk to girls at all. She just used me for attention and played with my feelings despite most of the time we spoke it was literally mostly all online lol. We met like 3 times and she had kissed another guy during us talking, I thought she would meet me but she would just make excuses and say “i’m working etc” but she’d still be going parties and shit. She would delete me and add me back and watch me text her and ask her why she would do that shit.

I remember thinking I was special because she was my first kiss and she kissed me first JFL. It meant nothing, they always do something to get you under their control.

Eventually she just “dumped” me on the phone after I lost hundreds of pounds worth of clothes for a guy she said she talked to for a few days lol. I still texted her for a while because I was retarded.

I would see her post her 21 year old boyfriend on her story after that lol. Depressing how she got fucked multiple times after that but I never did with her

So moral of the story: never validate women and never chase them. dont spend money on them etc, it is what it is.

TLDR: Lost weight and went from subhuman to decent, girl used me for attention because I was a cuck, i simped hard for a year and she “dumped” me after using me for attention for a year on the phone after i had lost like 500 pounds lol.

Amen brotha, but these kinda experiences proper motivate me too just to get better in every fucking way then use this female hypergamy against them lol

 

[turkproducer]

Amen brotha, but these kinda experiences proper motivate me too just to get better in every fucking way then use this female hypergamy against them lol

ngl i don’t want revenge on women or anything like that. I wish things were still more traditional and i wish women were capable of loving men the same way as men love women.

But once i got blackpilled i realised that all of that shit is completely dead. LTR/marriage is completely dead, my life is looking to be pump and dump for the rest of my life because women will never love you with all these options they have.. They always have multiple back ups and chances are they are better looking, taller, or bigger dick than you. There is no winning

ill cope with slaying if i get all my surgeries until around 40 and then decide what i’ll do with my life. i don’t think i’ll ever have a happy marriage after being blackpilled.

 

[Chadethnic101]

ngl i don’t want revenge on women or anything like that. I wish things were still more traditional and i wish women were capable of loving men the same way as men love women.

But once i got blackpilled i realised that all of that shit is completely dead. LTR/marriage is completely dead, my life is looking to be pump and dump for the rest of my life because women will never love you with all these options they have.. They always have multiple back ups and chances are they are better looking, taller, or bigger dick than you. There is no winning

ill cope with slaying if i get all my surgeries until around 40 and then decide what i’ll do with my life. i don’t think i’ll ever have a happy marriage after being blackpilled.

yeah same ive lost hope of actually falling in love and trusting a partner 100%.

its such a bitter pill to swallow, only whores out of their prime look to settle down and even then their still willing to cheat on the side if they can find someone better.

Im happy to play the field atm but i know ill get bored of all that shit in a couple years.
Best way to maybe avoid all that if your muslim is maybe date a religious hijabi girl but even then lmao some are hoe-jabis

It is what is it my friend just be the best you can and enjoy our lives in other ways

 

[turkproducer]

yeah same ive lost hope of actually falling in love and trusting a partner 100%.

its such a bitter pill to swallow, only whores out of their prime look to settle down and even then their still willing to cheat on the side if they can find someone better.

Im happy to play the field atm but i know ill get bored of all that shit in a couple years.
Best way to maybe avoid all that if your muslim is maybe date a religious hijabi girl but even then lmao some are hoe-jabis

It is what is it my friend just be the best you can and enjoy our lives in other ways

turkish girls don’t like me. or girls from similar cultures

at least not much

and yeah it is indeed brutal. I had a good virgin LTR and took it for granted and she eventually left me. it was brutal knowing she will probably sleep around and become damaged and change forever

i wish i didn’t fuck up ngl.

 

[Chadethnic101]

turkish girls don’t like me. or girls from similar cultures

at least not much

and yeah it is indeed brutal. I had a good virgin LTR and took it for granted and she eventually left me. it was brutal knowing she will probably sleep around and become damaged and change forever

i wish i didn’t fuck up ngl.

Least it sounds like your in an area where theres quite a few of them, where I'm from I know no ethnic girls for a potential religious relationships lol
What have you been rated on this site?

Yeah I'm actually jelly of childhood sweetheart relationships but nobody where im from (white area) wanted to date an overweight ethnic kid lol

 

[turkproducer]

Least it sounds like your in an area where theres quite a few of them, where I'm from I know no ethnic girls for a potential religious relationships lol
What have you been rated on this site?

Yeah I'm actually jelly of childhood sweetheart relationships but nobody where im from (white area) wanted to date an overweight ethnic kid lol

i’m 5’9 and i’ve been rated anywhere from below average to strong high tier normie

i think when i’m lean my face is decent looking and my pheno is okay but i’ve always been kinda fat like 20% bf. I think I’d do okay lean because all my slays came when I was fat lol

 

[Chadethnic101]

i’m 5’9 and i’ve been rated anywhere from below average to strong high tier normie

i think when i’m lean my face is decent looking and my pheno is okay but i’ve always been kinda fat like 20% bf. I think I’d do okay lean because all my slays came when I was fat lol

Sounds like you look decent in general so you should just focus on gymaxxing and getting lean- will probs be chadlite by then.

After that surgeries you will become full fledged chad

Good luck bro dont let this site rot you too much either

 

[Deleted member 6873]

i’m 5’9 and i’ve been rated anywhere from below average to strong high tier normie

i think when i’m lean my face is decent looking and my pheno is okay but i’ve always been kinda fat like 20% bf. I think I’d do okay lean because all my slays came when I was fat lol

Same man, i always get either 4-4.5 PSL or 5.5 and higher jfl

 

[turkproducer]

Same man, i always get either 4-4.5 PSL or 5.5 and higher jfl

yeah i’ve literally had 3.5 psl rated and 5.5 psl rates lol

i think your experience with women is a better indicator on how attractive you are, if you’re NT of course. Because at 5 psl girls will look at you and think “i’d fuck him” but only if you do everything right

 

[turkproducer]

Sounds like you look decent in general so you should just focus on gymaxxing and getting lean- will probs be chadlite by then.

After that surgeries you will become full fledged chad

Good luck bro dont let this site rot you too much either

i have 15k posts this site already lives rent free in my head

my face is ite but i’m manlet

also have a very low class pheno

i will indeed try to lose weight and get ripped. I’m nearly 18 so i’m wondering how much harder it is to get laid after this age

 

[Deleted member 6873]

yeah i’ve literally had 3.5 psl rated and 5.5 psl rates lol

i think your experience with women is a better indicator on how attractive you are, if you’re NT of course. Because at 5 psl girls will look at you and think “i’d fuck him” but only if you do everything right

I've had good experiences but fucked everything up with being socially retarded. Including but not limited to:

Having girls hit on me and doing jackshit or just ignoring them
Creeped 1 girl who was into me out with staring too much jfl
And never making an effort to somewhat chase.

 

[Deleted member 6873]

i have 15k posts this site already lives rent free in my head

my face is ite but i’m manlet

also have a very low class pheno

i will indeed try to lose weight and get ripped. I’m nearly 18 so i’m wondering how much harder it is to get laid after this age

5'9 is not manlet bro. I live in the Netherlands and i know someone who slays and is 5'9 lol

 

[turkproducer]

I've had good experiences but fucked everything up with being socially retarded. Including but not limited to:

Having girls hit on me and doing jackshit or just ignoring them
Creeped 1 girl who was into me out with staring too much jfl
And never making an effort to somewhat chase.

yeah i’ve fucked up some easy chances i guarantee yours weren’t as bad as mine.

 

[turkproducer]

5'9 is not manlet bro. I live in the Netherlands and i know someone who slays and is 5'9 lol

yes it is manlet lol

i’m from U.K. and feel small but not that small you’re right. but to women it is manlet and that’s what matters

i heard users here say 6’1 is average for netherlands... how tf is he slaying at 5’9?

 

[Entschuldigung]

When guys act like this i can't even feel sorry

 

[turkproducer]

When guys act like this i can't even feel sorry

yeah bro but it’s definitely a result of having no one teach me how to act.

think about it from this perspective: at 14 i was 2 psl obese subhuman and in a year i was in the best shape of my life, good muscles and lost so much weight and had girls finally like me. i was bluepilled so i didn’t know how to act with women

i was also a little kid.

 

[Chadethnic101]

i have 15k posts this site already lives rent free in my head

my face is ite but i’m manlet

also have a very low class pheno

i will indeed try to lose weight and get ripped. I’m nearly 18 so i’m wondering how much harder it is to get laid after this age

if you already know what you need to do to ascend then id just request a ban if you find yourself instinctively going on this site.

5ft9 irl isnt even bad tbh a lot of slayers are that height dont even worry about your height.

your young as fuk if you go end up going uni and you are lean then you'll get good attention.

Young UK kids are utter twinks

 

[turkproducer]

if you already know what you need to do to ascend then id just request a ban if you find yourself instinctively going on this site.

5ft9 irl isnt even bad tbh a lot of slayers are that height dont even worry about your height.

your young as fuk if you go end up going uni and you are lean then you'll get good attention.

Young UK kids are utter twinks

i can’t quit here lol

my height is falio irl and especially online

i want to go uni but i also need money for surgeries so i feel like if i go i won’t have money for my surgeries.

and yeah i agree with the last bit, i look masc and low inhib which i’m grateful for.

 

[Deleted member 6873]

yes it is manlet lol

i’m from U.K. and feel small but not that small you’re right. but to women it is manlet and that’s what matters

i heard users here say 6’1 is average for netherlands... how tf is he slaying at 5’9?

A lot of people here are delusional about height especially about my country, this isn' some giant filled country 6'2 or above is quite rare here lol, most people in my class are 5'9 - 5'11 (males, not counting 1 freakishly tall girl and 1 utter manlet at 5'6 IN SHOES JFL)
But in shoes i'm 5'10/5'11

 

[turkproducer]

A lot of people here are delusional about height especially about my country, this isn' some giant filled country 6'2 or above is quite rare here lol, most people in my class are 5'9 - 5'11 (males, not counting 1 freakishly tall girl and 1 utter manlet at 5'6 IN SHOES JFL)
But in shoes i'm 5'10/5'11

how old are you?

 

[Deleted member 6873]

how old are you?

16

 

[turkproducer]

16

that’s exactly why mate, most guys aren’t even finished growing

wait till you reach 18/20 things will change drastically..