"My girlfriend never had orgasm with me but orgasmed with her rapist"

[ElySioNs]

Before anything says anything, yes I understand how ridiculous and insecure this is, but I can’t help it.

Me and my girlfriend have been together 4 years. We dated for 2 years in high school broke up for 3 and got back together 2 years ago. Weeks after our break up she experienced a rape by 2 monsters. I wasn’t there to protect her because I left her. I still feel responsible about it today. I stayed with her as a friend during her recovery, I’ll admit I did a shitty job, I didn’t do any of my own research and I told her I didn’t think I could stomach hearing what those scumbags did to her while she was scared alone and vulnerable.

Last year she felt comfortable having penetrative sex again and I was so excited for both of us. It was satisfying for me but not her. I can only get her to orgasm oral sex or other clit stimulation. She told me she wasn’t able to orgasm from being penetrated so I kinda never sweated it and stuck to the things I am talented at.

3 months ago we both got drunk, her for the first time since the incident. She started crying and told me in very explicit detail what happened for the very first time. Hearing it made me want to throw up, I should’ve been by her side, I wasn’t doing my job as a man to protect her. I’m not going to say exactly what they did, but, it was enough to bring me to tears with her. One thing she said was that the experience gave see multiple of the most intense orgasms she ever experienced. I was shocked, I knew guys could orgasm from rape but I didn’t know women could.

This made me feel incredibly sexually inadequate. It also made me feel like an absolute scumbag for feeling bad that about myself that the guys that raped my girlfriend gave her orgasms from penetration. I am incredibly anxious now whenever she comes. Part of me feels bad that I’m making her orgasm when those were part of her rape. And the other part of me explodes with the feeling that I’m not good enough to keep sleeping with her.

I feel broken emotionally about this situation. I can’t talk to my girlfriend about it, because I don’t want her to feel bad about those guys making her orgasm anymore than she does now. What can I do?

 

[lebronjames23]

ik this is larp but this actually happens and is easily explained by the books they read

 

[KevinDurder]

These are fantasies/larps

Dont waste your time reading them

 

[KevinDurder]

ik this is larp but this actually happens and is easily explained by the books they read

This does not happend

Stupid nigga

 

[PsychoDsk]

Unironically women want to be graped

 

[lebronjames23]

This does not happend

Stupid nigga

You have a lot to learn

 

[KevinDurder]

You have a lot to learn

Enlighten me

 

[lebronjames23]

Enlighten me

As I said. Look at the books they read half of them have rape in them, cnc, all toxic relationships

 

[KevinDurder]

As I said. Look at the books they read half of them have rape in them, cnc, all toxic relationships

Mate im not denying that

I said women don't orgasm from getting raped

 

[anthony111553]

As I said. Look at the books they read half of them have rape in them, cnc, all toxic relationships

its not rape if they want it, they just like when chads get assertive

 

[copamine]

Fake n gay larp post

 

[lebronjames23]

its not rape if they want it, they just like when chads get assertive

Yea yet one of the most popular ones the girl is litteraly crying and asking the guy to stop

 

[anthony111553]

Yea yet one of the most popular ones the girl is litteraly crying and asking the guy to stop

cope

 

[Deleted member 1140]

females often cum from rape. its primitive and how sex used to be when we were primals. do u think some bone mogger neanderthal asked his sex slave for permission? they just held a foid by the hair and raped the shit out of her and they still enjoy it to this day

they always cry about muhhh rape muhhh my life is ruined. but thats only because society made them believe how bad rape is.

 

[stevielake]

This does not happend

Stupid nigga

cope again retatd.

 

[goober55]

Mate im not denying that

I said women don't orgasm from getting raped

how would you know, unless ur a woman urself

 

[KevinDurder]

how would you know, unless ur a woman urself

Dumb grey cunt

 

[KevinDurder]

cope again retatd.

Thats a STORY

I SAID IT DOSENT HAPPEND IRL

your iq is sub 50 lmao

 

[stevielake]

Thats a STORY

I SAID IT DOSENT HAPPEND IRL

your iq is sub 50 lmao

You're retarded

 

[KevinDurder]

You're retarded

Elaborate or fuck off

Stop insulting me and learn how to debate

You low iq rotter

 

[stevielake]

Elaborate or fuck off

Stop insulting me and learn how to debate

You low iq rotter

It's a nonfiction account based on actual events.

 

[stevielake]

Elaborate or fuck off

Stop insulting me and learn how to debate

You low iq rotter

retard goes silent when i debate

 

[KevinDurder]

retard goes silent when i debate

Mate your absolutely retarded and that was not an argument

You dont even know for sure if it was fiction or not were you there? Did you watch it happend

Either way You cant make an argument out of anecdotal evidence

 

[KevinDurder]

retard goes silent when i debate

Nigga thinks im silent

Lil bro ur so dumb you dont know how an argument works

So theres no point replying to your bitchazz

 

[stevielake]

Nigga thinks im silent

Lil bro ur so dumb you dont know how an argument works

So theres no point replying to your bitchazz

I'd have you on your knees apologizing in person. You think you're tough shit on an anonymous forum. I'd have my hands around your pencil thin neck. You're 110lbs soaking wet framecel.

 

[KevinDurder]

I'd have you on your knees apologizing in person. You think you're tough shit on an anonymous forum. I'd have my hands around your pencil thin neck. You're 110lbs soaking wet framecel.

Ok

Where do you live? Lets meetup

 

[KevinDurder]

I'd have you on your knees apologizing in person. You think you're tough shit on an anonymous forum. I'd have my hands around your pencil thin neck. You're 110lbs soaking wet framecel.

I could butt rape you if I wanted to little boy

 

[stevielake]

I could butt rape you if I wanted to little boy

I would beat you until you loved me. My personal Stockholm Syndrome victim.

 

[stevielake]

I could butt rape you if I wanted to little boy

retard

 

[klip11]

Before anything says anything, yes I understand how ridiculous and insecure this is, but I can’t help it.

Me and my girlfriend have been together 4 years. We dated for 2 years in high school broke up for 3 and got back together 2 years ago. Weeks after our break up she experienced a rape by 2 monsters. I wasn’t there to protect her because I left her. I still feel responsible about it today. I stayed with her as a friend during her recovery, I’ll admit I did a shitty job, I didn’t do any of my own research and I told her I didn’t think I could stomach hearing what those scumbags did to her while she was scared alone and vulnerable.

Last year she felt comfortable having penetrative sex again and I was so excited for both of us. It was satisfying for me but not her. I can only get her to orgasm oral sex or other clit stimulation. She told me she wasn’t able to orgasm from being penetrated so I kinda never sweated it and stuck to the things I am talented at.

3 months ago we both got drunk, her for the first time since the incident. She started crying and told me in very explicit detail what happened for the very first time. Hearing it made me want to throw up, I should’ve been by her side, I wasn’t doing my job as a man to protect her. I’m not going to say exactly what they did, but, it was enough to bring me to tears with her. One thing she said was that the experience gave see multiple of the most intense orgasms she ever experienced. I was shocked, I knew guys could orgasm from rape but I didn’t know women could.

This made me feel incredibly sexually inadequate. It also made me feel like an absolute scumbag for feeling bad that about myself that the guys that raped my girlfriend gave her orgasms from penetration. I am incredibly anxious now whenever she comes. Part of me feels bad that I’m making her orgasm when those were part of her rape. And the other part of me explodes with the feeling that I’m not good enough to keep sleeping with her.

I feel broken emotionally about this situation. I can’t talk to my girlfriend about it, because I don’t want her to feel bad about those guys making her orgasm anymore than she does now. What can I do?

Would be funny if the rapists were black with 7+ inch bbcs

 

[klip11]

females often cum from rape. its primitive and how sex used to be when we were primals. do u think some bone mogger neanderthal asked his sex slave for permission? they just held a foid by the hair and raped the shit out of her and they still enjoy it to this day

they always cry about muhhh rape muhhh my life is ruined. but thats only because society made them believe how bad rape is.

Thou art a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path

 

[Primalsplit]

No rape a day, keeps the orgasm away.

 

[SEPRAY]

One thing she said was that the experience gave see multiple of the most intense orgasms she ever experienced.