ibzygo
beat my zygos till the skin starts to fall off
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I was at doctor's today, I knew it would be the day when she would take me off GH and i accepted it, i was peaceful about it. I had to make some blood tests before like sugar, vitamins etc.. I also had to make and x-ray scan of my growth plates, I knew the results at least I had thought so.
My mom told me my growth plates would be open for several months more - that they were rated for around 15 years old.
Doc was going through the results, she was concerned by my testosterone which was around 1500, then she saw it - those fucking xrays pictures and told me I was fucking done. The growth plates looked like they belonged to a 17 year old.
As I said I knew she'd take me off treatment, but why did my mom lie to me? If she told me the truth I would steal AI from a pharmacy and take 12.5mg every day, I would have potential half an inch or maybe more.
But it is for the better maybe, if my life is over I am going to seek happiness in drugs.
Also, is my mom wrong for this, or am I wrong for blaming her.
deppresion might kill me
My mom told me my growth plates would be open for several months more - that they were rated for around 15 years old.
Doc was going through the results, she was concerned by my testosterone which was around 1500, then she saw it - those fucking xrays pictures and told me I was fucking done. The growth plates looked like they belonged to a 17 year old.
As I said I knew she'd take me off treatment, but why did my mom lie to me? If she told me the truth I would steal AI from a pharmacy and take 12.5mg every day, I would have potential half an inch or maybe more.
But it is for the better maybe, if my life is over I am going to seek happiness in drugs.
Also, is my mom wrong for this, or am I wrong for blaming her.
deppresion might kill me