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So like I made a random Insta account with some made-up name so I could stalk stories and posts of my former acquaintance and classmates.
In the beginning, it was just for catching up to them seeing what is going in their lives what's new so they wouldn't know that it was me and that sort of thing I would check their stories like one time a week at most.
But quickly I started to view them every other day then every day and now I'm literally refreshing their insta pages to see if a new story or a post will load.
Every morning when I wake up the first thing I do is I boot up this fake Insta account to see their stories to see if they went to some party or did they do something interesting.
I even started to go through their follower's list to see with whom they hang out and such.
I quickly started to go through total strangers' insta profiles who were on the follower list of someone I knew and I'm literally viewing their stories as well just some random people I don't even know.
Like for example one day I scrolled through the follower list of this Italian pretty boy who went with me to the same school and I encountered this afro American girl insta she is your typical weed-smoking wanna be bad bitch a bit chubby but I would still hit it from the back tbh.
I'm now totally in awe with her and I don't even know her I did see her though once to twice in the city.
She seems really cool.
Know I stalk like literally 300/400 people and I even have made an "affiliation map" with all the insta username to see who hangs out with whom and who goes to this school and that school etc.
Whenever I go to city I see good 40-50 people I stalk on insta sometimes I like to follow them I even made an interactive map of all the places they go and hang out with, smoke weed, do drugs, party, and even where they live no joke btw
sometimes when I bump into them or I see them in the city I would like to say hello my name is ------.
I feel I know them more than they know themselves.
Am I an abused dog?
Should I stop doing this?
Do I need help?
Thoughts? @Jamesothy @LondonVillie @realklay11 @Toodlydood @Chad1212 @AutisticR3tard @WadlowMaxxing ???
In the beginning, it was just for catching up to them seeing what is going in their lives what's new so they wouldn't know that it was me and that sort of thing I would check their stories like one time a week at most.
But quickly I started to view them every other day then every day and now I'm literally refreshing their insta pages to see if a new story or a post will load.
Every morning when I wake up the first thing I do is I boot up this fake Insta account to see their stories to see if they went to some party or did they do something interesting.
I even started to go through their follower's list to see with whom they hang out and such.
I quickly started to go through total strangers' insta profiles who were on the follower list of someone I knew and I'm literally viewing their stories as well just some random people I don't even know.
Like for example one day I scrolled through the follower list of this Italian pretty boy who went with me to the same school and I encountered this afro American girl insta she is your typical weed-smoking wanna be bad bitch a bit chubby but I would still hit it from the back tbh.
I'm now totally in awe with her and I don't even know her I did see her though once to twice in the city.
She seems really cool.
Know I stalk like literally 300/400 people and I even have made an "affiliation map" with all the insta username to see who hangs out with whom and who goes to this school and that school etc.
Whenever I go to city I see good 40-50 people I stalk on insta sometimes I like to follow them I even made an interactive map of all the places they go and hang out with, smoke weed, do drugs, party, and even where they live no joke btw
sometimes when I bump into them or I see them in the city I would like to say hello my name is ------.
I feel I know them more than they know themselves.
Am I an abused dog?
Should I stop doing this?
Do I need help?
Thoughts? @Jamesothy @LondonVillie @realklay11 @Toodlydood @Chad1212 @AutisticR3tard @WadlowMaxxing ???