My job is soul crushing

[DwayneWhite55]

But I have to do it if I want any money at all.

It fucking sucks not to be young anymore. Once your past idk say 24-25. You are considered a grown adult. Every woman drives around in their nice newish car, they have big and tall husband's with a house and kids. I swear I've been looking at women's hands at work giving them their stuff and every woman has a wedding ring. If not they have a boyfriend, doesn't matter what they look like.

They would never get with me because I work a low paying job, and not enough money and seen as unattractive and most importantly only 5'7 . Why would they leave their nice life? They got a home,car,and a big man with most likely a big dick. And kids too.

So I get to look at all these women I find attractive, and I even notice they don't look at me in my face,or they look away. I know what they like in a man. I feel horrible about myself at work. Soon as I leave I feel a relief and can go home to my phone and my bed. But it's right back to this hell hole the next day.

Edit- when I get home I try to stay awake as long as possible because I hate that I got to go back to work the next day but then I get too sleepy. Why do we need so much sleep as humans? I hate it. Then I fall asleep and wake up and it's almost time to go back to hell to repeat getting looked at as trash and treated like a ugly poor subhuman.

 

[Gaia262]

But I have to do it if I want any money at all.

It fucking sucks not to be young anymore. Once your past idk say 24-25. You are considered a grown adult. Every woman drives around in their nice newish car, they have big and tall husband's with a house and kids. I swear I've been looking at women's hands at work giving them their stuff and every woman has a wedding ring. If not they have a boyfriend, doesn't matter what they look like.

They would never get with me because I work a low paying job, and not enough money and seen as unattractive and most importantly only 5'7 . Why would they leave their nice life? They got a home,car,and a big man with most likely a big dick. And kids too.

So I get to look at all these women I find attractive, and I even notice they don't look at me in my face,or they look away. I know what they like in a man. I feel horrible about myself at work. Soon as I leave I feel a relief and can go home to my phone and my bed. But it's right back to this hell hole the next day.

Edit- when I get home I try to stay awake as long as possible because I hate that I got to go back to work the next day but then I get too sleepy. Why do we need so much sleep as humans? I hate it. Then I fall asleep and wake up and it's almost time to go back to hell to repeat getting looked at as trash and treated like a ugly poor subhuman.

Wage slaving, It's designed that way to break you down into a drone like slave. This is intentional.

Suggest you plan your escape route, either investing in crypto or starting a business. Otherwise that desk your sitting at is essentially your grave.

And no women there don't really respect you, they just see your utility for the company and that's it.

Just to let you know I underwent extreme reconstructive surgery and invested all my money into the defi crypto space. It's all or nothing.

This isn't boasting but it's to give you perspective of how much you got to do to escape.

Here is me when I used to wage cuck in the office. So I know the pain bro

 

[Deleted member 17997]

Idk what to tell you, life as a man is brutal in this age. I wish I had answers for you but I don't.

 

[DwayneWhite55]

Wage slaving, It's designed that way to break you down into a drone like slave. This is intentional.

Suggest you plan your escape route, either investing in crypto or starting a business. Otherwise that desk your sitting at is essentially your grave.

And no women there don't really respect you, they just see your utility for the company and that's it.

Just to let you know I underwent extreme reconstructive surgery and invested all my money into the defi crypto space.

This isn't boasting but it's to give you perspective of how much you got to do to escape.

I would rather be at a desk away from people at this point. The face to face interactions at a drive thru convenient store is killing me. I hate it. But I also don't want to flip burgers or stock shelves. That also is unbearable.

 

[Kroker]

What else would you like to work?

 

[DwayneWhite55]

What else would you like to work?

Don't know,I'm like trapped at this place

 

[koalendo]

how much money do you spend every month in total? and how much money do you make now?

 

[koalendo]

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[wollet2]

Felt your post too much. Depressing

 

[wollet2]

Edit- when I get home I try to stay awake as long as possible because I hate that I got to go back to work the next day but then I get too sleepy. Why do we need so much sleep as humans? I hate it. Then I fall asleep and wake up and it's almost time to go back to hell to repeat getting looked at as trash and treated like a ugly poor subhuman.

Damn

 

[Deleted member 5786]

height is irrelevant
you think any woman at your age would reject 5'7 mark ruffalo?

 

[wollet2]

Wage slaving, It's designed that way to break you down into a drone like slave. This is intentional.

Suggest you plan your escape route, either investing in crypto or starting a business. Otherwise that desk your sitting at is essentially your grave.

And no women there don't really respect you, they just see your utility for the company and that's it.

Just to let you know I underwent extreme reconstructive surgery and invested all my money into the defi crypto space. It's all or nothing.

This isn't boasting but it's to give you perspective of how much you got to do to escape.

Here is me when I used to wage cuck in the office. So I know the pain bro

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How can i learn more about crypto. Is doing manual labour slavery and investing it all in bitcoin a good idea for someone in early 20s? Uni is finished for me .

 

[Gaia262]

How can i learn more about crypto. Is doing manual labour slavery and investing it all in bitcoin a good idea for someone in early 20s? Uni is finished for me .

Bitcoin is mainstream trash (even though it controls the market), you can invest in companies or start your own. im invested in something called Multivac, you can start your research there and it should move you in the direction of learning about de-fi and layer 1 blockchains in general.

I don't want to give financial advice as i am no expert and don't want to risk anyone else's money.

Yes manual labour is practically slavery. If you get paid a wage for your labour then it's modern day slavery especially if you pay rent to landlord or a mortgage to the bank.

 

[DwayneWhite55]

height is irrelevant
you think any woman at your age would reject 5'7 mark ruffalo?

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Cope ,height is major. All because there are some guys that can be short and get girls doesn't mean height isn't huge.