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My journey with my HTB oneitis
Episode 04: My First Kiss
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It’s an italian rap love song,
perfect to hear while reading this thread
Week four has came to an end…
- Here’s what happened: -
———— The weekend:————
Before we start with the school week we need to talk about what happened during the weekend.
So as I said in the last episode, I posted a story on my instagram to see if she would like it. She did, fortunately.
The next day se uploads a story herself so I like it and text her.
I said “You have beautiful eyes” which doesn’t sound as good as it sounds in italian but anyways, she says thanks and says “you’ve changed a lot, I like you eyes aswell” (I had contacts on in the photo. Photo which took me like 30 minutes of make up, posing and attempts).
After this we start talking about random stuff and we switch to whatsapp since we had already exchanged messages there months ago.
So as I said in the last episode, I posted a story on my instagram to see if she would like it. She did, fortunately.
The next day se uploads a story herself so I like it and text her.
I said “You have beautiful eyes” which doesn’t sound as good as it sounds in italian but anyways, she says thanks and says “you’ve changed a lot, I like you eyes aswell” (I had contacts on in the photo. Photo which took me like 30 minutes of make up, posing and attempts).
After this we start talking about random stuff and we switch to whatsapp since we had already exchanged messages there months ago.
————— Monday: —————
We greeted each others at the entrance then I approached her during the break when she wasn’t swarmed over by her friends: I said “How are you?” then we spoke about random school stuff for like one minute, during this conversation she was staring into my soul. That was the first time I held eye contact for so long. 
After school we exchanged random messages; the usual stuff you talk about in a talking stage.
— Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday:—
We had just little talks in school because it’s kind of embarrassing to talk in front of many people. We basically “bully” and make fun of each others for random stuff (while being respectful of course. I learned to do this through her reposts and a friend of mine since my mind is completely incapable to think about this type of interaction, especially with girls and even more with the girl I like
).
After school basically the same thing that happened in Monday but we texted for longer and with more emphasis each day, until Thursday when we scheduled our date for the day after…
After school basically the same thing that happened in Monday but we texted for longer and with more emphasis each day, until Thursday when we scheduled our date for the day after…
—————— Friday:——————
Now after school, our date, the part you guys were all waiting for.
We got out at 12:30 and I came to pick her up from her class so we could walk to the exit together (we had a little random talk during that). We walk out and head to a sushi place near the school. (We originally had only planned for a cinema date but the movie she wanted to watch was at 1:00 pm so we had to have lunch out near the cinema). We had sushi, which was nice, even though I would’ve wanted to eat like 10 more plates of food, but I didn’t want to seem like a fat ass to her.
I payed for it; when I said I would’ve payed for the both of us she blushed so hard and thanked me. (Honestly for how I see it, if the girl likes you, you as a man should pay, for the first few dates at least. If she doesn’t like you, and it is a way to try to buy her love with money, then you’re a cringe cuck).
After the sushi we went to the cinema to watch Black Phone 2, (she apparently likes horror movies but is so scared when she watches them, which is cute and retarded at the same time).
We kept looking back and forth at each others during the non-important scenes, then a jumpscare came and she held my hand out of fear, when she grabbed my hand we both started leaning forward and kissed (we had a french kiss, my first and I could tell this was either her first as well or one of the first kisses she gave, because that tongue shit was so random from her.
It is true that a kiss isn’t really something someone can teach to give, and you figure it out once your lips are touching the girl’s). After the kiss we both blushed and smiled, then we restarted to pay attention to the movie that was playing in the back the whole time.
At the end of the movie I accompanied her to the subway station where she gave me another kiss
Back home we texted the usual stuff, then she said she really enjoyed the time with me,
——— Saturday (today): ———
We’ve been texting all day: she said she thought I didn’t like her anymore because I was never approaching her, even though she kept making eye contact with me. So now we know…
———— Final thoughts: ————
We finally know why she wasn’t approaching me.
For all the texting I was being helped by some very NT friends of mine, and during our IRL conversations I always tried to push my thoughts out of the confort zone to really try to be another person, because at the end is only a psychological game against your own self, you need to win your fears in order to make it. This with girls and everything else in life.
Not only the kisses, but the way she was looking at me the whole time, mesmerized with her beautiful green eyes wide open, make me think she seriously reciprocates my feelings.
It’s honestly so weird, the girl I once thought was impossible to get is now in love with me (I believe).
I surely am happy tho.
For all the texting I was being helped by some very NT friends of mine, and during our IRL conversations I always tried to push my thoughts out of the confort zone to really try to be another person, because at the end is only a psychological game against your own self, you need to win your fears in order to make it. This with girls and everything else in life.
Not only the kisses, but the way she was looking at me the whole time, mesmerized with her beautiful green eyes wide open, make me think she seriously reciprocates my feelings.
It’s honestly so weird, the girl I once thought was impossible to get is now in love with me (I believe).
I surely am happy tho.

As I once made a thread about: I’m still getting used to be beautiful, I really didn’t expect all this to happen.
I seem to be blessed, all the time everything turns my way and I always win in life. (Sorry for the narcy ramblings
I don’t know how I really feel…
My crushes for girls usually last about 6 months, my feelings then start to slowly fade so I then find another girl to be obsessed with, and the cycle repeats. I don’t know how it will be this time tho, the one time the love is mutual. Nobody knows right… I’ll figure this one out too.

THANKS FOR READING!
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