My K-Hole trip last night (Story)

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I started with 500mg of Ketamine but didn't K-hole. I only got to the vivid virtual reality level.

I then took another 300mg shortly after to ride the initial wave, which finally got me to K-hole.

While lying on my sofa with my eyes mostly closed but very thinly open, the mirror and art piece on my white apartment wall became transformed into the backdrop of a room at a hospital-styled institution, with my sofa now a bed I was lying on in its waiting room.

The backdrop of the hospital then turned into the wall of a fancy art gallery, with my mirror and art being the showcase. Then finally, I was back lying on the sofa in my apartment – but this time with my room much bigger.

Shortly after this, I got up from my sofa and heard a very loud gust of wind streaming through my closed windows. That wind noise was always there faintly humming in the background but I never paid attention to it. However, in this state, in this hyper aware lucid dreamlike state, the wind was as loud as a helicopter.

And in that very moment, I was convinced that my apartment building had been damaged and everyone would be forced to be evacuated. I even peeked through the blinds to try to assess how bad the damage was.

"For fuck's sake, this could not have been the time for this evacuation to be happening while I'm tripping balls"

Fortunately, about 30 seconds later, I had completely forgotten about the noise and the supposed damage and just carried on with the night.

Had I gone down that chain of thought, things could have quickly turned south.

Woke up this morning mentally refreshed. A brain-reset that equipped me with new levels of heightened cognition.

@MoggerGaston @motiascension @apocalypse @enriquecuador
 
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brutal irelevance pill :ogre:

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mogs me tho...
 
Id go schizo tbh
 
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Id go schizo tbh
I have no way to confirm my theory that pushing your mind through these types of experiences forces it to become stronger – in the same way that weight-lifting strengthens muscle.

But I will say this...

A year ago, I made the below comments about ketamine:
I don’t know if I’m ready for that since I don’t wanna snap

Even simple weed makes gives me anxiety

I have so much trauma & unresolved shit that I can’t try anything like that

My state of mind has been life long, classic case of abused dog

So probably won’t be doing ket anytime soon

Since then, the use of Ketamine has resolved that trauma I was speaking of as well as gotten my mind to a significantly higher level of horsepower.

There's something about truama and depression that artificially limits cognition. Addressing those issues therefore improves cognition and thus intelligence.
 
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I have no way to confirm my theory that pushing your mind through these types of experiences forces it to become stronger – in the same way that weight-lifting strengthens muscle.

But I will say this...

A year ago, I made the below comments about ketamine:




Since then, the use of Ketamine has resolved that trauma I was speaking of as well as gotten my mind to a significantly higher level of horsepower.

There's something about truama and depression that artificially limits cognition. Addressing those issues therefore improves cognition and thus intelligence.
I am the same way about the weed, I smoke every weekend yet I get extremely zooted every time

I as well have a fuckton of unresolved traumas that I just sort of suppress day to day life, how did K exactly help you there?
 
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I am the same way about the weed, I smoke every weekend yet I get extremely zooted every time

I as well have a fuckton of unresolved traumas that I just sort of suppress day to day life, how did K exactly help you there?

Mix of ketamine and introspection did the trick for me.

Full details below, which is probably too "wtf" for the average non-abused-dog person to understand:

 
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Prometheus back:Comfy::Comfy:hope you get better soon bro stay safe
 
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Mix of ketamine and introspection did the trick for me.

Full details below, which is probably too "wtf" for the average non-abused-dog person to understand:

insightful read
 
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I started with 500mg of Ketamine but didn't K-hole. I only got to the vivid virtual reality level.

I then took another 300mg shortly after to ride the initial wave, which finally got me to K-hole.

While lying on my sofa with my eyes mostly closed but very thinly open, the mirror and art piece on my white apartment wall became transformed into the backdrop of a room at a hospital-styled institution, with my sofa now a bed I was lying on in its waiting room.

The backdrop of the hospital then turned into the wall of a fancy art gallery, with my mirror and art being the showcase. Then finally, I was back lying on the sofa in my apartment – but this time with my room much bigger.

Shortly after this, I got up from my sofa and heard a very loud gust of wind streaming through my closed windows. That wind noise was always there faintly humming in the background but I never paid attention to it. However, in this state, in this hyper aware lucid dreamlike state, the wind was as loud as a helicopter.

And in that very moment, I was convinced that my apartment building had been damaged and everyone would be forced to be evacuated. I even peeked through the blinds to try to assess how bad the damage was.

"For fuck's sake, this could not have been the time for this evacuation to be happening while I'm tripping balls"

Fortunately, about 30 seconds later, I had completely forgotten about the noise and the supposed damage and just carried on with the night.

Had I gone down that chain of thought, things could have quickly turned south.

Woke up this morning mentally refreshed. A brain-reset that equipped me with new levels of heightened cognition.

@MoggerGaston @motiascension @apocalypse @enriquecuador
interesting, I thought a k hole was just when it felt like being in a vaccum or something.
 
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I started with 500mg of Ketamine but didn't K-hole. I only got to the vivid virtual reality level.

I then took another 300mg shortly after to ride the initial wave, which finally got me to K-hole.

While lying on my sofa with my eyes mostly closed but very thinly open, the mirror and art piece on my white apartment wall became transformed into the backdrop of a room at a hospital-styled institution, with my sofa now a bed I was lying on in its waiting room.

The backdrop of the hospital then turned into the wall of a fancy art gallery, with my mirror and art being the showcase. Then finally, I was back lying on the sofa in my apartment – but this time with my room much bigger.

Shortly after this, I got up from my sofa and heard a very loud gust of wind streaming through my closed windows. That wind noise was always there faintly humming in the background but I never paid attention to it. However, in this state, in this hyper aware lucid dreamlike state, the wind was as loud as a helicopter.

And in that very moment, I was convinced that my apartment building had been damaged and everyone would be forced to be evacuated. I even peeked through the blinds to try to assess how bad the damage was.

"For fuck's sake, this could not have been the time for this evacuation to be happening while I'm tripping balls"

Fortunately, about 30 seconds later, I had completely forgotten about the noise and the supposed damage and just carried on with the night.

Had I gone down that chain of thought, things could have quickly turned south.

Woke up this morning mentally refreshed. A brain-reset that equipped me with new levels of heightened cognition.

@MoggerGaston @motiascension @apocalypse @enriquecuador
mirin' hard.

Rooms/Environments constantly changing in size and shape is very relatable when K-holing. I can be at the beach one moment and be in a parking lot a few minutes later while standing in the same position and looking at the same spot.

Also being hyper aware of sounds is extremely relatable. I would always have weird eerie noises coming out of all sorts of places in my appartment.

I love that ketamine experience. 800mg is a fuck-ton though. Your tolerances been going up aswell?

I've never had a bad ketamine trip in my life ngl, somehow my mind never gets anxious on it even when I am seeing/feeling the most disgusting or scary shit.
 
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mirin' hard.

Rooms/Environments constantly changing in size and shape is very relatable when K-holing. I can be at the beach one moment and be in a parking lot a few minutes later while standing in the same position and looking at the same spot.

Also being hyper aware of sounds is extremely relatable. I would always have weird eerie noises coming out of all sorts of places in my appartment.

I love that ketamine experience. 800mg is a fuck-ton though. Your tolerances been going up aswell?

I've never had a bad ketamine trip in my life ngl, somehow my mind never gets anxious on it even when I am seeing/feeling the most disgusting or scary shit.

I actually did 1.5g of K in total last night if you include the initial 700mg spread out earlier in the evening.

I've done 12g of K in total across Jan + Feb this year (yes, I'm fully aware of how this comes across + risks), with last night being the finale which was why I forced the K hole.

It was part of a cognitive optimisation method I did.

The neuroplastic effect of K enhances and locks in the heightened cognition, which I now consider completed since my level of focus and reasoning is now at a much more advanced level – certainly enough for me to leverage this new ability for enhanced productivity.
 
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Nice
 
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I actually did 1.5g of K in total last night if you include the initial 700mg spread out earlier in the evening.

I've done 12g of K in total across Jan + Feb this year (yes, I'm fully aware of how this comes across + risks), with last night being the finale which was why I forced the K hole.

It was part of a cognitive optimisation method I did.

The neuroplastic effect of K enhances and locks in the heightened cognition, which I now consider completed since my level of focus and reasoning is now at a much more advanced level – certainly enough for me to leverage this new ability for enhanced productivity.
youre taking a break from ket now?

1.5g of ket in one night is sick. That's around the level where my nose starts struggling, but I combine ket with mephedrone usually which I also snort 0.5-1g of together with the ket.
 
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youre taking a break from ket now?

1.5g of ket in one night is sick. That's around the level where my nose starts struggling, but I combine ket with mephedrone usually which I also snort 0.5-1g of together with the ket.
Niggas actually doing ketamine
 
No wonder my ex was a legit schizo :forcedsmile: , was a ketamine addict

all jokes aside im glad you enjoyed your experience bhai , no way am i comparing you to her tho just thought it was a funny comment
 
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No wonder my ex was a legit schizo :forcedsmile: , was a ketamine addict

all jokes aside im glad you enjoyed your experience bhai , no way am i comparing you to her tho just thought it was a funny comment
I wish I had a ketamine-addict girlfriend :feelswah:
 
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No wonder my ex was a legit schizo :forcedsmile: , was a ketamine addict

all jokes aside im glad you enjoyed your experience bhai , no way am i comparing you to her tho just thought it was a funny comment


where is my drug-addict goth techno-witch
 
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youre taking a break from ket now?

1.5g of ket in one night is sick. That's around the level where my nose starts struggling, but I combine ket with mephedrone usually which I also snort 0.5-1g of together with the ket.

Yeah, those dosages are extreme territories and certainly not recommended.

Last night was my final dance with K since I've now gotten everything I need from it.

I spent Jan researching & implementing cognitive optimisation methods and Feb using the heightened cognition to create a comprehensive life strategy.

March onward is full execution mode.
 
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Yeah, those dosages are extreme territories and certainly not recommended.

Last night was my final dance with K since I've now gotten everything I need from it.

I spent Jan researching & implementing cognitive optimisation methods and Feb using the heightened cognition to create a comprehensive life strategy.

March onward is full execution mode.
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mirin'. glad it's working out for you.

I am finding the most benefits in my MDMA usage at the moment. I've been becoming more aware over the last years that I have very problematic ingrained thought-patterns and emotional responses which causes me to self-sabotage. Especially in social context.

These stemming from childhood traumas, failed upbringing, and are triggered often/easily in situations, causing distress, avoidance and detachment from my emotions.
I find MDMA helpfull to break through these emotional-cycles instead of remaining stuck in them.
 
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mirin'. glad it's working out for you.

I am finding the most benefits in my MDMA usage at the moment. I've been becoming more aware over the last years that I have very problematic ingrained thought-patterns and emotional responses which causes me to self-sabotage. Especially in social context.

These stemming from childhood traumas, failed upbringing, and are triggered often/easily in situations, causing distress, avoidance and detachment from my emotions.
I find MDMA helpfull to break through these emotional-cycles instead of remaining stuck in them.

Awareness of the AVPD is a necessary starting point since it forces you to notice when you're about to sabotage – which you could say the MD was a necessary exposure for.

Yet, reasoning still isn't strong enough to override the emotions that drive the avoidance of entering relationships due to fear of rejection, or sabotaging existing ones due to fear of abandonment.

The logical option is to seek relationships where you hold the higher leverage to minimise risk of sabotage.
 
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Awareness of the AVPD is a necessary starting point since it forces you to notice when you're about to sabotage – which you could say the MD was a necessary exposure for.

Yet, reasoning still isn't strong enough to override the emotions that drive the avoidance of entering relationships due to fear of rejection, or sabotaging existing ones due to fear of abandonment.
The thing with MDMA is that you not only become rationally aware of your personality flaws, but you become emotionally aware, which is much stronger.
The logical option is to seek relationships where you hold the higher leverage to minimise risk of sabotage.
That could be one step in the right direction, but in the end you will have to deal with sabotage and rejection in life, you have to take these risks, a lot, if you want to get the most out of life.
 
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