JohnDoe
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I have no friends, i have no job, i have poor health, i am an ugly manlet and oldcel, i have no interaction with the opposite gender, i just rot in my room all day like a dog.
Worse than a dogs life because atleast the dog gets affection and is generally happy.
There is no such thing as Karma tbh because i don't deserve this at all. Year after year i have suffered, again and again, how much more? how much more must i suffer?
If i wasn't 100% sure that God is real, i would have streamed me blowing my brains out for you failed normalfags. I firmly believe Karma does not exist, i am a prime example of it not existing because i did not do anything to deserve this. Normal people have ups and downs but my life has just been down down and just continuing to get worse, when is it my turn for something good to happen? i'm waiting and waiting and it never fucking happens, i try so hard to change things but nothing good ever happens. My dad has cancer, my mother has early signs of dementia, what kind of shit life is this? Karma isn't real, maybe the next life will be better, whatever happens after my soul leaves my body, i hope there is no more suffering from this hellhole planet and life.
Message to all youngcels 25 and below, Do not waste even a single day, don't be lazy or say you'll do it soon or whatever, improve non-stop all the fucking time, go get experiences. Life is all about experiences, none of this other shit even matters, when you are 60 years old you will only have memories of what you did. For your own sake do not end up like me, nobody deserves to go through what i have gone through.
It is inhumane to "live" like this. I don't deserve to live in a 1st world country if i'm being honest, i've wasted every opportunity and done nothing with my life, there are millions of people in 3rd world countries who would have killed for a chance to grow up here and have the same options available and i threw it all away. I don't even know why if i'm being honest.
I don't want any of you youngcels to end up like me, i cannot describe into words the sadness, regret, anger i feel. You waste your prime years "looksmaxxing" and not even living. You need to do both, you can't just rot in your room trying to looksmaxx, you have to leave your fucking room and house and go outside every single day and do something of note. Do it or forever hold your peace until you inevitably an hero or lead a life full of regret.
I wish the internet had never come to me. It is an abomination of an invention and although i have had some fun experiences with people on the internet when i was a teenager a decade ago, majority of the total time spent on the internet has been a complete and utter waste of fucking time and it is the computer/internet addiction which is mostly responsible for why i have turned out like this. Even now i see so many people below the age of 25 jsut rotting away on this forum, doing absolutely nothing, you aren't looksmaxxing, you aren't learning anything or trying to progress your life in any area, you just waste it away and it's painful to see. Day in day out i see some idiot 20 year old kid on here just spamming posts and for what reason? so you can get the validation from random internet strangers which is completely unnatural and instead you are wanting validation from people IRL which is how it should be. Human beings are social creatures, we aren't meant to be alone in our room most of the day staring at fucking screens. Modern society is cancer, we have gotten complacent and cannot continue to live like this.
The real epidemic is one of loneliness in young men. So many young men have nobody to talk to in real life, they have no guidance, their parents aren't really interested, all their peers are internet addicted, the women their age are completely delusional and have no idea the damage they have done not only to themselves but to their entire generation. So i am not surprised so many young men are on the internet trying to cope or looking for an outlet where they can be themselves or vent their frustrations or even just have some resemblance of socialization, i know this because i was the same, when i was a 13 year old boy, i knew even back then that i was an outcast, i wasn't like the other kids, as soon as i hit puberty i knew i was different, inferior. Ultimately this realization at a young age only leads to two paths, the first is the one i have taken where you shut yourself off from the world and just rot away, the other is you use the hate and everything that happens to you as fuel and you become an over-achiever to prove everyone wrong, especially those who have wronged you.
I and quite a few others use this forum primarily to socialize with people around our ages (younger for me since most of you aren't my age, but still), because we have no friends, our peers reject us, women do not even look in our direction, our parents are absent or simply don't care and are partly why we are so fucked up anyways. I'm not some 90 IQ gorilla who wasn't capable of doing something with my life, neither are so many people like me around the world and i know there's a decent amount of men in their 20s who feel trapped and like they wasted their life and did nothing with it. We went down the wrong path, we weren't given the right guidance. When i look at these young men who become criminals and deviants, i don't get angry at them, i know something happened in their life for them to turn out that way, if their personality type was different, they would have become like me, if i wasn't a non-nt autist, i would have become a criminal and probably be in jail by now for some violent crime because of what i perceived as being taken from me, a life that i desired, a life that i wanted and watched my peers obtain. You lash out at the world, you either lash out or you self-destruct if you don't let it out. It's just a total shame what is happening to men in modern society, whether it's women, our food and water being poisoned, social media replacing real socialization that every human being needs, the list goes on and on and on. It's a total fucking joke and i cannot believe men have not only allowed this to happen but also done nothing about it or anything to change it. Then you have people like wishiwaschico and a select few individuals who are praised non-stop even though these are the guys who are ruining it for you, yes you who aren't slayers are getting fucked more than you can imagine because of immature retards with a god-complex who use women and throw them away, they ruin women beyond repair and who pays the price? that's right, it's 99% of you who are below chadlite. They do not deserve praise, they deserve contempt. They are primary contributors to the disaster that is modern women, them and people just like them who did the same thing year after year and it has been going on for too long.
Kaczynski was right. If there was no internet, my life would have turned out so differently. We aren't meant to live like this, it's unnatural.
I hope all of you achieve your dreams and desires, modern society has turned against young men and made us this way. Women aren't to blame because they are emotional creatures who are easily brainwashed and that's in their nature because they're programmed to follow and men have not lead the way, they've allowed evil people to brainwash women and now look at the state of modern society. Degeneracy rampant everywhere, nobody cares as long as they can step on the guy behind them to get ahead. The truth is not what you see on this forum not the full truth anyways. There is more to life, the true meaning of life and human beings is not something you will find here. Our soul is in our keeping alone and we are put in a society that encourages us to degrade our soul and we cannot let that happen.
@Salino438 It's over my friend, i wish things had turned out better for you and me but again this is the world we live in, men like you and me cannot "succeed" with women or anything really, you are someone who deserves everything and yet instead it's some random piece of shit who doesn't have any empathy or care about others who has everything instead of you or me or people like us, we deserve more out of life but we aren't going to get it. There is no way to cope with such a realization. We are simply "surviving", not truly living. We are spectators of people who are actually living the live we dream of.
Worse than a dogs life because atleast the dog gets affection and is generally happy.
There is no such thing as Karma tbh because i don't deserve this at all. Year after year i have suffered, again and again, how much more? how much more must i suffer?
If i wasn't 100% sure that God is real, i would have streamed me blowing my brains out for you failed normalfags. I firmly believe Karma does not exist, i am a prime example of it not existing because i did not do anything to deserve this. Normal people have ups and downs but my life has just been down down and just continuing to get worse, when is it my turn for something good to happen? i'm waiting and waiting and it never fucking happens, i try so hard to change things but nothing good ever happens. My dad has cancer, my mother has early signs of dementia, what kind of shit life is this? Karma isn't real, maybe the next life will be better, whatever happens after my soul leaves my body, i hope there is no more suffering from this hellhole planet and life.
Message to all youngcels 25 and below, Do not waste even a single day, don't be lazy or say you'll do it soon or whatever, improve non-stop all the fucking time, go get experiences. Life is all about experiences, none of this other shit even matters, when you are 60 years old you will only have memories of what you did. For your own sake do not end up like me, nobody deserves to go through what i have gone through.
It is inhumane to "live" like this. I don't deserve to live in a 1st world country if i'm being honest, i've wasted every opportunity and done nothing with my life, there are millions of people in 3rd world countries who would have killed for a chance to grow up here and have the same options available and i threw it all away. I don't even know why if i'm being honest.
I don't want any of you youngcels to end up like me, i cannot describe into words the sadness, regret, anger i feel. You waste your prime years "looksmaxxing" and not even living. You need to do both, you can't just rot in your room trying to looksmaxx, you have to leave your fucking room and house and go outside every single day and do something of note. Do it or forever hold your peace until you inevitably an hero or lead a life full of regret.
I wish the internet had never come to me. It is an abomination of an invention and although i have had some fun experiences with people on the internet when i was a teenager a decade ago, majority of the total time spent on the internet has been a complete and utter waste of fucking time and it is the computer/internet addiction which is mostly responsible for why i have turned out like this. Even now i see so many people below the age of 25 jsut rotting away on this forum, doing absolutely nothing, you aren't looksmaxxing, you aren't learning anything or trying to progress your life in any area, you just waste it away and it's painful to see. Day in day out i see some idiot 20 year old kid on here just spamming posts and for what reason? so you can get the validation from random internet strangers which is completely unnatural and instead you are wanting validation from people IRL which is how it should be. Human beings are social creatures, we aren't meant to be alone in our room most of the day staring at fucking screens. Modern society is cancer, we have gotten complacent and cannot continue to live like this.
The real epidemic is one of loneliness in young men. So many young men have nobody to talk to in real life, they have no guidance, their parents aren't really interested, all their peers are internet addicted, the women their age are completely delusional and have no idea the damage they have done not only to themselves but to their entire generation. So i am not surprised so many young men are on the internet trying to cope or looking for an outlet where they can be themselves or vent their frustrations or even just have some resemblance of socialization, i know this because i was the same, when i was a 13 year old boy, i knew even back then that i was an outcast, i wasn't like the other kids, as soon as i hit puberty i knew i was different, inferior. Ultimately this realization at a young age only leads to two paths, the first is the one i have taken where you shut yourself off from the world and just rot away, the other is you use the hate and everything that happens to you as fuel and you become an over-achiever to prove everyone wrong, especially those who have wronged you.
I and quite a few others use this forum primarily to socialize with people around our ages (younger for me since most of you aren't my age, but still), because we have no friends, our peers reject us, women do not even look in our direction, our parents are absent or simply don't care and are partly why we are so fucked up anyways. I'm not some 90 IQ gorilla who wasn't capable of doing something with my life, neither are so many people like me around the world and i know there's a decent amount of men in their 20s who feel trapped and like they wasted their life and did nothing with it. We went down the wrong path, we weren't given the right guidance. When i look at these young men who become criminals and deviants, i don't get angry at them, i know something happened in their life for them to turn out that way, if their personality type was different, they would have become like me, if i wasn't a non-nt autist, i would have become a criminal and probably be in jail by now for some violent crime because of what i perceived as being taken from me, a life that i desired, a life that i wanted and watched my peers obtain. You lash out at the world, you either lash out or you self-destruct if you don't let it out. It's just a total shame what is happening to men in modern society, whether it's women, our food and water being poisoned, social media replacing real socialization that every human being needs, the list goes on and on and on. It's a total fucking joke and i cannot believe men have not only allowed this to happen but also done nothing about it or anything to change it. Then you have people like wishiwaschico and a select few individuals who are praised non-stop even though these are the guys who are ruining it for you, yes you who aren't slayers are getting fucked more than you can imagine because of immature retards with a god-complex who use women and throw them away, they ruin women beyond repair and who pays the price? that's right, it's 99% of you who are below chadlite. They do not deserve praise, they deserve contempt. They are primary contributors to the disaster that is modern women, them and people just like them who did the same thing year after year and it has been going on for too long.
Kaczynski was right. If there was no internet, my life would have turned out so differently. We aren't meant to live like this, it's unnatural.
I hope all of you achieve your dreams and desires, modern society has turned against young men and made us this way. Women aren't to blame because they are emotional creatures who are easily brainwashed and that's in their nature because they're programmed to follow and men have not lead the way, they've allowed evil people to brainwash women and now look at the state of modern society. Degeneracy rampant everywhere, nobody cares as long as they can step on the guy behind them to get ahead. The truth is not what you see on this forum not the full truth anyways. There is more to life, the true meaning of life and human beings is not something you will find here. Our soul is in our keeping alone and we are put in a society that encourages us to degrade our soul and we cannot let that happen.
@Salino438 It's over my friend, i wish things had turned out better for you and me but again this is the world we live in, men like you and me cannot "succeed" with women or anything really, you are someone who deserves everything and yet instead it's some random piece of shit who doesn't have any empathy or care about others who has everything instead of you or me or people like us, we deserve more out of life but we aren't going to get it. There is no way to cope with such a realization. We are simply "surviving", not truly living. We are spectators of people who are actually living the live we dream of.
