My Life as a Creep and a Question for Non-Virgins

[the foid stalker]

First off, I’m not exactly normal with women. I watch them, I document how they travel to work/class, what they buy at Starbucks, the way she laughs when she’s with that tall tyrone (he’s 6’2” ), she just met on Tinder in a coffee shop while I sit at the adjacent table alone eavsedropping . I can identify which library corner she sits in every Tuesday to study, I can list the first five artists in her Spotify Wrapped.

Yea i know how bad this sounds. Most of you will read this and think I'm a crazy schizoid . You're probably right. My life is grim, and I am truly neurodivergent in a way that makes normal human existence impossible.

I have a good deal of knowledge on the bp and looksmaxxing conmpared to most of the retard grey's on here but my ND is the next obstacle. It’s all theory though. Abstract. I have absolutely no idea what a woman feels like physically during the actual act. The logistics of sex are completely unknown to me. Everything I know about sex begins with bone structure and ends with failos.
Sadly to make things worse, my penis is also not large enough. It measures 7.2” x 5.3”. When I measured it, I cried because I knew I was genuinely cursed. I’m a truecel. KHHV. I’m 21 years old and I’ve never even touched a girls hand. And before you ask, NO I AM NOT HIRING ANOTHER ESCORT, I do NOT count the time I lost my virginity to a prostitute as having sex. That was a terrible experience that I really don’t want to discuss. It doesn’t count.

So I have to ask you, the Chads on the forum who have fucked a girl

the greycels, the Nt niggers that don’t have to worry about this stuff. How do you even have sex? Is there some kind of sex manual? Is there a flow chart? Are there certain steps you need to take to get started? I wouldn’t know where to start. My hands are not made for touching a foid. Is there a step-by-step guide for sex, or is it all over?

More than that, though... how do you even kiss a girl? I find the thought of kissing a foid disgusting. The image of sloppy exchanged spit in a crowded club is disgusting. Am I a fag? Or what the hell is wrong with me? Does anyone also have a guide for doing that, or is it too late?


TL;DR for retards: KHHV 21yo foid stalke r with a small dick is disgusted by the idea of kissing and doesn't know how sex works. Is it over?

 

[the foid stalker]

DNR

 

[dabe2008]

Im sorry but you will never have sex with this kind of mentality you have to fraud being nt atleast

 

[Mike456]

First off, I’m not exactly normal with women. I watch them, I document how they travel to work/class, what they buy at Starbucks, the way she laughs when she’s with that tall tyrone (he’s 6’2” ), she just met on Tinder in a coffee shop while I sit at the adjacent table alone eavsedropping . I can identify which library corner she sits in every Tuesday to study, I can list the first five artists in her Spotify Wrapped.
View attachment 4307515 Yea i know how bad this sounds. Most of you will read this and think I'm a crazy schizoid . You're probably right. My life is grim, and I am truly neurodivergent in a way that makes normal human existence impossible.

I have a good deal of knowledge on the bp and looksmaxxing conmpared to most of the retard grey's on here but my ND is the next obstacle. It’s all theory though. Abstract. I have absolutely no idea what a woman feels like physically during the actual act. The logistics of sex are completely unknown to me. Everything I know about sex begins with bone structure and ends with failos.
Sadly to make things worse, my penis is also not large enough. It measures 7.2” x 5.3”. When I measured it, I cried because I knew I was genuinely cursed. I’m a truecel. KHHV. I’m 21 years old and I’ve never even touched a girls hand. And before you ask, NO I AM NOT HIRING ANOTHER ESCORT, I do NOT count the time I lost my virginity to a prostitute as having sex. That was a terrible experience that I really don’t want to discuss. It doesn’t count.

So I have to ask you, the Chads on the forum who have fucked a girl

the greycels, the Nt niggers that don’t have to worry about this stuff. How do you even have sex? Is there some kind of sex manual? Is there a flow chart? Are there certain steps you need to take to get started? I wouldn’t know where to start. My hands are not made for touching a foid. Is there a step-by-step guide for sex, or is it all over?

More than that, though... how do you even kiss a girl? I find the thought of kissing a foid disgusting. The image of sloppy exchanged spit in a crowded club is disgusting. Am I a fag? Or what the hell is wrong with me? Does anyone also have a guide for doing that, or is it too late?


TL;DR for retards: KHHV 21yo foid stalke r with a small dick is disgusted by the idea of kissing and doesn't know how sex works. Is it over?

I like to stalk foids too not at your level but at a weird police level

 

[GoErOnFoids]

First off, I’m not exactly normal with women. I watch them, I document how they travel to work/class, what they buy at Starbucks, the way she laughs when she’s with that tall tyrone (he’s 6’2” ), she just met on Tinder in a coffee shop while I sit at the adjacent table alone eavsedropping . I can identify which library corner she sits in every Tuesday to study, I can list the first five artists in her Spotify Wrapped.
View attachment 4307515 Yea i know how bad this sounds. Most of you will read this and think I'm a crazy schizoid . You're probably right. My life is grim, and I am truly neurodivergent in a way that makes normal human existence impossible.

I have a good deal of knowledge on the bp and looksmaxxing conmpared to most of the retard grey's on here but my ND is the next obstacle. It’s all theory though. Abstract. I have absolutely no idea what a woman feels like physically during the actual act. The logistics of sex are completely unknown to me. Everything I know about sex begins with bone structure and ends with failos.
Sadly to make things worse, my penis is also not large enough. It measures 7.2” x 5.3”. When I measured it, I cried because I knew I was genuinely cursed. I’m a truecel. KHHV. I’m 21 years old and I’ve never even touched a girls hand. And before you ask, NO I AM NOT HIRING ANOTHER ESCORT, I do NOT count the time I lost my virginity to a prostitute as having sex. That was a terrible experience that I really don’t want to discuss. It doesn’t count.

So I have to ask you, the Chads on the forum who have fucked a girl

the greycels, the Nt niggers that don’t have to worry about this stuff. How do you even have sex? Is there some kind of sex manual? Is there a flow chart? Are there certain steps you need to take to get started? I wouldn’t know where to start. My hands are not made for touching a foid. Is there a step-by-step guide for sex, or is it all over?

More than that, though... how do you even kiss a girl? I find the thought of kissing a foid disgusting. The image of sloppy exchanged spit in a crowded club is disgusting. Am I a fag? Or what the hell is wrong with me? Does anyone also have a guide for doing that, or is it too late?


TL;DR for retards: KHHV 21yo foid stalke r with a small dick is disgusted by the idea of kissing and doesn't know how sex works. Is it over?

Beautiful thread i read everything miring are you like joe goldberg

 

[the foid stalker]

Im sorry but you will never have sex with this kind of mentality you have to fraud being nt atleast

The mental drain would destroy me in hours. the thought of performing that charade in real time makes me want to rope. It's like telling a fish to fraud being a bird.

 

[the foid stalker]

Beautiful thread i read everything miring are you like joe goldberg

this is what i wear when i go to stalk a foid typically so yeah

 

[qwex]

First off, I’m not exactly normal with women. I watch them, I document how they travel to work/class, what they buy at Starbucks, the way she laughs when she’s with that tall tyrone (he’s 6’2” ), she just met on Tinder in a coffee shop while I sit at the adjacent table alone eavsedropping . I can identify which library corner she sits in every Tuesday to study, I can list the first five artists in her Spotify Wrapped.
View attachment 4307515 Yea i know how bad this sounds. Most of you will read this and think I'm a crazy schizoid . You're probably right. My life is grim, and I am truly neurodivergent in a way that makes normal human existence impossible.

I have a good deal of knowledge on the bp and looksmaxxing conmpared to most of the retard grey's on here but my ND is the next obstacle. It’s all theory though. Abstract. I have absolutely no idea what a woman feels like physically during the actual act. The logistics of sex are completely unknown to me. Everything I know about sex begins with bone structure and ends with failos.
Sadly to make things worse, my penis is also not large enough. It measures 7.2” x 5.3”. When I measured it, I cried because I knew I was genuinely cursed. I’m a truecel. KHHV. I’m 21 years old and I’ve never even touched a girls hand. And before you ask, NO I AM NOT HIRING ANOTHER ESCORT, I do NOT count the time I lost my virginity to a prostitute as having sex. That was a terrible experience that I really don’t want to discuss. It doesn’t count.

So I have to ask you, the Chads on the forum who have fucked a girl

the greycels, the Nt niggers that don’t have to worry about this stuff. How do you even have sex? Is there some kind of sex manual? Is there a flow chart? Are there certain steps you need to take to get started? I wouldn’t know where to start. My hands are not made for touching a foid. Is there a step-by-step guide for sex, or is it all over?

More than that, though... how do you even kiss a girl? I find the thought of kissing a foid disgusting. The image of sloppy exchanged spit in a crowded club is disgusting. Am I a fag? Or what the hell is wrong with me? Does anyone also have a guide for doing that, or is it too late?


TL;DR for retards: KHHV 21yo foid stalke r with a small dick is disgusted by the idea of kissing and doesn't know how sex works. Is it over?

you are overthinking this shit

 

[GoErOnFoids]

this is what i wear when i go to stalk a foid typically so yeah

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Is this you? If so then you can stalk them very well without ever getting caught

 

[the foid stalker]

Is this you? If so then you can stalk them very well without ever getting caught

Not really my height kind of fucks me i am 6'5" and i have had several restraining orders against me since I'm kind of retarded and get caught so easily cuz I am pale from only going outside at dark/evening to stalk

 

[Rothschild]

maybe take some meds or sum shit cuz this is excessive

 

[dabe2008]

The mental drain would destroy me in hours. the thought of performing that charade in real time makes me want to rope. It's like telling a fish to fraud being a bird.

You gradually get used to it, i used to be the biggest cuck ever, but by just observing popular people and frauding status by dressing like them i have finally achived the point where i can slay

 

[llane9]

stalking is based asf mirin

 

[GoErOnFoids]

maybe take some meds or sum shit cuz this is excessive

 

[the foid stalker]

you are overthinking this shit

TELL ME WHAT TO DO THEN.

For four years at this brutal party school I've attempted to act normal. I forced myself to go to clubs and talk to girls. I downloaded Tinder and got zero matches. I tried to talk to people in lectures and my throat closed up. I even followed game advice and approached a girl only to have her scowl at me.

I have tried "exposure therapy." I have tried "faking it." I have tried drinking to lower my inhibitions. My ND brain does not work with their social language. So if you're so smart, what is the actual step that I am missing

 

[mtnlol]

First off, I’m not exactly normal with women. I watch them, I document how they travel to work/class, what they buy at Starbucks, the way she laughs when she’s with that tall tyrone (he’s 6’2” ), she just met on Tinder in a coffee shop while I sit at the adjacent table alone eavsedropping . I can identify which library corner she sits in every Tuesday to study, I can list the first five artists in her Spotify Wrapped.
View attachment 4307515 Yea i know how bad this sounds. Most of you will read this and think I'm a crazy schizoid . You're probably right. My life is grim, and I am truly neurodivergent in a way that makes normal human existence impossible.

I have a good deal of knowledge on the bp and looksmaxxing conmpared to most of the retard grey's on here but my ND is the next obstacle. It’s all theory though. Abstract. I have absolutely no idea what a woman feels like physically during the actual act. The logistics of sex are completely unknown to me. Everything I know about sex begins with bone structure and ends with failos.
Sadly to make things worse, my penis is also not large enough. It measures 7.2” x 5.3”. When I measured it, I cried because I knew I was genuinely cursed. I’m a truecel. KHHV. I’m 21 years old and I’ve never even touched a girls hand. And before you ask, NO I AM NOT HIRING ANOTHER ESCORT, I do NOT count the time I lost my virginity to a prostitute as having sex. That was a terrible experience that I really don’t want to discuss. It doesn’t count.

So I have to ask you, the Chads on the forum who have fucked a girl

the greycels, the Nt niggers that don’t have to worry about this stuff. How do you even have sex? Is there some kind of sex manual? Is there a flow chart? Are there certain steps you need to take to get started? I wouldn’t know where to start. My hands are not made for touching a foid. Is there a step-by-step guide for sex, or is it all over?

More than that, though... how do you even kiss a girl? I find the thought of kissing a foid disgusting. The image of sloppy exchanged spit in a crowded club is disgusting. Am I a fag? Or what the hell is wrong with me? Does anyone also have a guide for doing that, or is it too late?


TL;DR for retards: KHHV 21yo foid stalke r with a small dick is disgusted by the idea of kissing and doesn't know how sex works. Is it over?

u gotta fraud nt bro ur litterally joe goldberg

 

[Rothschild]

im not wrong

 

[the foid stalker]

maybe take some meds or sum shit cuz this is excessive

I've run

Phenibut & Baclofen, Pregabalin, Selank, Propranolol, even meth like clavicular does

So you still think I haven't pharmacologically maxxed?

 

[qwex]

TELL ME WHAT TO DO THEN.

For four years at this brutal party school I've attempted to act normal. I forced myself to go to clubs and talk to girls. I downloaded Tinder and got zero matches. I tried to talk to people in lectures and my throat closed up. I even followed game advice and approached a girl only to have her scowl at me.

I have tried "exposure therapy." I have tried "faking it." I have tried drinking to lower my inhibitions. My ND brain does not work with their social language. So if you're so smart, what is the actual step that I am missing

try talking with like the ugliest girl you know. just talk to her about anything, so you realize thats its not that scary

 

[Rothschild]

I've run

Phenibut & Baclofen, Pregabalin, Selank, Propranolol, even meth like clavicular does

So you still think I haven't pharmacologically maxxed?

k nvm bro

honestly u needa quit stalking foids cuz ur ass is gonna get caught by feds and ur lifes gonna be fucked

 

[the foid stalker]

k nvm bro

honestly u needa quit stalking foids cuz ur ass is gonna get caught by feds and ur lifes gonna be fucked

the funny thing is my ass has already been caught

 

[Rothschild]

the funny thing is my ass has already been caught

then u needa stop

 

[the foid stalker]

then u needa stop

I sat in a courtroom. I wore a cheap suit. The judge looked at my university transcripts, looked at my face, and saw a good kid who made a mistake. The system is a joke. You don't get it I am really addicted to stalking foids since idk what method I should do to have a real LTR. The rush is the only thing that makes me not rope atp.

 

[the foid stalker]

I like to stalk foids too not at your level but at a weird police level

Wdym? "Weird police level"?

Are you running plates? Scanning public records? OSINT stack

 

[Rothschild]

I sat in a courtroom. I wore a cheap suit. The judge looked at my university transcripts, looked at my face, and saw a good kid who made a mistake. The system is a joke. You don't get it I am really addicted to stalking foids since idk what method I should do to have a real LTR. The rush is the only thing that makes me not rope atp.

take a break from stalking foids

learn how to talk to people

approach a ltb or below to build of confidence

approach the foid u want

even if u get rejected its fine cuz now youll atleast have an nt mask and have a chance to find a ltr with like a subhuman becky or maybe lltb

 

[hej1377]

You need a fucking brain transplant

 

[the foid stalker]

take a break from stalking foids

learn how to talk to people

approach a ltb or below to build of confidence

approach the foid u want

even if u get rejected its fine cuz now youll atleast have an nt mask and have a chance to find a ltr with like a subhuman becky or maybe lltb

Tried it in high school. Got laughed at Had to hide in the bathroom. Every attempt is just a replay of that shit.

 

[Napoleon1800]

First off, I’m not exactly normal with women. I watch them, I document how they travel to work/class, what they buy at Starbucks, the way she laughs when she’s with that tall tyrone (he’s 6’2” ), she just met on Tinder in a coffee shop while I sit at the adjacent table alone eavsedropping . I can identify which library corner she sits in every Tuesday to study, I can list the first five artists in her Spotify Wrapped.
View attachment 4307515 Yea i know how bad this sounds. Most of you will read this and think I'm a crazy schizoid . You're probably right. My life is grim, and I am truly neurodivergent in a way that makes normal human existence impossible.

I have a good deal of knowledge on the bp and looksmaxxing conmpared to most of the retard grey's on here but my ND is the next obstacle. It’s all theory though. Abstract. I have absolutely no idea what a woman feels like physically during the actual act. The logistics of sex are completely unknown to me. Everything I know about sex begins with bone structure and ends with failos.
Sadly to make things worse, my penis is also not large enough. It measures 7.2” x 5.3”. When I measured it, I cried because I knew I was genuinely cursed. I’m a truecel. KHHV. I’m 21 years old and I’ve never even touched a girls hand. And before you ask, NO I AM NOT HIRING ANOTHER ESCORT, I do NOT count the time I lost my virginity to a prostitute as having sex. That was a terrible experience that I really don’t want to discuss. It doesn’t count.

So I have to ask you, the Chads on the forum who have fucked a girl

the greycels, the Nt niggers that don’t have to worry about this stuff. How do you even have sex? Is there some kind of sex manual? Is there a flow chart? Are there certain steps you need to take to get started? I wouldn’t know where to start. My hands are not made for touching a foid. Is there a step-by-step guide for sex, or is it all over?

More than that, though... how do you even kiss a girl? I find the thought of kissing a foid disgusting. The image of sloppy exchanged spit in a crowded club is disgusting. Am I a fag? Or what the hell is wrong with me? Does anyone also have a guide for doing that, or is it too late?


TL;DR for retards: KHHV 21yo foid stalke r with a small dick is disgusted by the idea of kissing and doesn't know how sex works. Is it over?

Sleep with an escort

Also why do your responses sounds insanely similar to chatgpt

 

[Rothschild]

Tried it in high school. Got laughed at Had to hide in the bathroom. Every attempt is just a replay of that shit.

highschool is a shithole

ur in the real world now so no one is gonna laugh at u in public

 

[the foid stalker]

You need a fucking brain transplant

At least a lobotomy would maybe help

 

[pmg]

jfl maybe pay a whore to teach you?

 

[the foid stalker]

jfl maybe pay a whore to teach you?

i did dude it didn't go so well she fucking laughed at me

 

[hej1377]

i did dude it didn't go so well she fucking laughed at me

Why did she laugh? Whats the full story?

 

[zemult]

Probably the least obvious troll bait in the forum

 

[Mike456]

Wdym? "Weird police level"?

Are you running plates? Scanning public records? OSINT stack

Not like I can’t tell people about it I am not following people on the street but I am finding how they make in a year ,in what room they live that kind of shit