freaky
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Its genuinely over for me. Am a truecel. Am 16 years old and I never had any girlfriend or even a girl that actually want to talk to me and it’s been like that for my whole life. Growing up other boys bullied me because I couldn’t speak there language because I went to another contry school was my worst nightmare, I always satt alone at at lunch so stop eat lunch completely. The school found out that I wasn’t eating and they ask what the problem. And the school thought it was a good idea to make sitting place so other people satt with random. The sitting chart change every month every time a boys I just get made fun of because I had a language barrier and every time a girl had to sit next to she literally just looked mad at me because the whole school knew that I told the teacher and that why they need to sit next to a fucking autist for the next month. Every Friday they get to actually choose where to sitt but someone need to sit with me, and almost every Friday is the day I get my ass beat. I wish my life was easier. Born smarter so I can learn how to talk not be such a ND. I was in that school for three years and I probably know one person that I talk to but like most people they only talk to me because it make them look better to talking to a dumb person. Att the time a was the fattest kid in the school so after a year or two of getting my ass beat I started to doing sports 2-3 hours a day and using 4-5 hours a day trying to learn the language. Because I thought if I knew how to speak they will talk to me. After that I was gonna go to highschool and I thought everything was gonna change for me and for once I can hangout with someone who isn’t doing it to look good. So the summer before school I was going to the gym 6 time week and lost a few kilos. And when to school year actually start the first the day was fine everyone did know each other so I was for once fitting in and I wasn’t fat but as a boy I was still the shortest one in school. But not long after it went back to how it was everyone stop talking to me because of how I look during the first year of my high school I was still get bullied by the older kids that was in my old school, After time I got used to it. Every time somebody laughs I feel like they are all laughing at me, I member been to any kinds of party and everybody knew that. The next year of high school was probably the year when I learned about .org because so I was doing anything to looked better, because what else was I gonna do it not if I never had plans to go anywhere after awhile some one found out that I was trying to improve my life so I got my my beat again but this they post it and the whole school knew that I was the kid who got there ass beat and instead of being supportive everyone was making fun of me so the 2st year of my high school was hell no one talked to me not even when we had to work together. This year I had grew a bit but not much am still a 5’8 manlet virgin. So I go to gym 6 times a week to cope and now am about 13% body fat and with a great haircut I actually look like a human being. This year just started but it have started good so far even though my grades are ass because I never had time to study. Right now I still never been invited to anything because everything am good for is sports. Now am trying to be as social as possible because I know that everything I wanted was being included. Here and there I try to make small talk with the girl in my school and this year they don’t ignore me and walk away but they actually respond, Even when they just answer something that doesn’t even have anything to do with the conversation . I know it not much to some people but for it’s the only thing that make I feel like I’m just a guy, even though am not gifted with a chad face but am at least exceptable. I have a crush on this girl who is one class above me, I’ve been trying to too to her but she doesn’t even know who I am for context me and her been in the same group that help the school to be better for three years and she doesn’t even know my name. So when I try to text her and remind her who I am all she said was “ oh your the short guy who got his ass beat in 8th grade “ and I when I said something I was just left on delivered. I’ve never felt worst than that day because we were talking for the past three years and she didn’t even know my name. After that ig been keeping my life pretty private I but trying to be social hoping one day someone ask to hangout with me. Right now I have some friends but most of them are pretty fake but I still hangout with them in school because they allay with the girls. So I think for once in my life life am in a giid place I my life. I have a lot of stories if you guys wanted to ask anything.
Highest IQ, dry earwax, etc.
