My life being mixed (half japanese half middle eastern) and the issues my self race hating mother gave me.

[我需要阴部]

So you guys are aware I am mixed half jap half middle eastern. Honestly I hate my life growing up it was awful. My mother (Japanese) is a narcissistic bitch who has issues with everything. She has this weird love hate relationship with her ethnicity and often switches between loving japan and japanese people to hating the culture and this affected me severely. I had so many issues. My parents were already settled before they had me in a western country and but they were still immigrants from a different culture.

I remember always being the odd one out since I was the only ethnic aside from a few indians, I was always alone once I matured I struggled to socialise I would be weirdly clingy but also distant at the same time. I remember I scratched the fuck out of this kid who wanted to sit next to me but deep down I wanted to be his friend. It was even worse because my dad was also from another culture imagine growing up like this exposed to different ways of life.

Even to this day I still have no fucking idea where I belong. I am not white so I dont fit in with the aussies. I am not full japanese so I dont fit in with japanese, I am not full middle eastern (not even muslim) so I dont fit with them. I have no friends or identity. I have one bestie whose parents are indian but he was born here in Australia and 2 other Australian born chinese.

I can't stand this my constant mood swings (I was diagnosed with bipolar) I hate my fucking life.

 

[Donquixote]

Damn bro

 

[我需要阴部]

Damn bro
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lowkey a good song

 

[vernier]

What do you look like?

 

[我需要阴部]

What do you look like?

I know I am not bad looking. I am quite short but for an asian I can get away with it. I have had sexual relationships BUT they never last long since my bipolar ass often says something or ghosts them.

 

[AustrianMogger]

So you guys are aware I am mixed half jap half middle eastern. Honestly I hate my life growing up it was awful. My mother (Japanese) is a narcissistic bitch who has issues with everything. She has this weird love hate relationship with her ethnicity and often switches between loving japan and japanese people to hating the culture and this affected me severely. I had so many issues. My parents were already settled before they had me in a western country and but they were still immigrants from a different culture.

I remember always being the odd one out since I was the only ethnic aside from a few indians, I was always alone once I matured I struggled to socialise I would be weirdly clingy but also distant at the same time. I remember I scratched the fuck out of this kid who wanted to sit next to me but deep down I wanted to be his friend. It was even worse because my dad was also from another culture imagine growing up like this exposed to different ways of life.

Even to this day I still have no fucking idea where I belong. I am not white so I dont fit in with the aussies. I am not full japanese so I dont fit in with japanese, I am not full middle eastern (not even muslim) so I dont fit with them. I have no friends or identity. I have one bestie whose parents are indian but he was born here in Australia and 2 other Australian born chinese.

I can't stand this my constant mood swings (I was diagnosed with bipolar) I hate my fucking life.

dnr but cool country

 

[Shahnameh]

Do you look Filipino by any chance? A lot of Half japs do for some reason

 

[我需要阴部]

Do you look Filipino by any chance? A lot of Half japs do for some reason

No

 

[Mosh12]

So you guys are aware I am mixed half jap half middle eastern. Honestly I hate my life growing up it was awful. My mother (Japanese) is a narcissistic bitch who has issues with everything. She has this weird love hate relationship with her ethnicity and often switches between loving japan and japanese people to hating the culture and this affected me severely. I had so many issues. My parents were already settled before they had me in a western country and but they were still immigrants from a different culture.

I remember always being the odd one out since I was the only ethnic aside from a few indians, I was always alone once I matured I struggled to socialise I would be weirdly clingy but also distant at the same time. I remember I scratched the fuck out of this kid who wanted to sit next to me but deep down I wanted to be his friend. It was even worse because my dad was also from another culture imagine growing up like this exposed to different ways of life.

Even to this day I still have no fucking idea where I belong. I am not white so I dont fit in with the aussies. I am not full japanese so I dont fit in with japanese, I am not full middle eastern (not even muslim) so I dont fit with them. I have no friends or identity. I have one bestie whose parents are indian but he was born here in Australia and 2 other Australian born chinese.

I can't stand this my constant mood swings (I was diagnosed with bipolar) I hate my fucking life.

And you cope by bullying me @2025cel @War_In_Chiraq

 

[Mosh12]

And you cope by bullying me @2025cel @War_In_Chiraq

Do i look whiter @ @War_In_Chiraq

 

[War_In_Chiraq]

Do i look whiter @ @War_In_Chiraq

Yeah

 

[Mosh12]

Yeah

Whoa
But op is Aryan
I am subhuman Indian

 

[我需要阴部]

Whoa
But op is Aryan
I am subhuman Indian

youre subhuman cause your facial deformed not because you are indian.

 

[Mosh12]

youre subhuman cause your facial deformed not because you are indian.

I am not deformed
Just fat tbh

 

[Michelangelo]

So you guys are aware I am mixed half jap half middle eastern. Honestly I hate my life growing up it was awful. My mother (Japanese) is a narcissistic bitch who has issues with everything. She has this weird love hate relationship with her ethnicity and often switches between loving japan and japanese people to hating the culture and this affected me severely. I had so many issues. My parents were already settled before they had me in a western country and but they were still immigrants from a different culture.

I remember always being the odd one out since I was the only ethnic aside from a few indians, I was always alone once I matured I struggled to socialise I would be weirdly clingy but also distant at the same time. I remember I scratched the fuck out of this kid who wanted to sit next to me but deep down I wanted to be his friend. It was even worse because my dad was also from another culture imagine growing up like this exposed to different ways of life.

Even to this day I still have no fucking idea where I belong. I am not white so I dont fit in with the aussies. I am not full japanese so I dont fit in with japanese, I am not full middle eastern (not even muslim) so I dont fit with them. I have no friends or identity. I have one bestie whose parents are indian but he was born here in Australia and 2 other Australian born chinese.

I can't stand this my constant mood swings (I was diagnosed with bipolar) I hate my fucking life.

schools etc are places where people tend to always isolate and i dont think its a good place to make friends tbh as people tend to have childish behavior etc. i would embrace other activities where they might lead you to socialize with people with a broader view of things, naturally people wouldnt isolate from you only because of your race/looks etc, there would be other interests that deviate from that. as a human and especially as a man we should always prioritize personal growth over anything, as the rest will come with time. personally i dont think i ever made preferences in terms of friends based on looks/race etc, it was always a personality and common interests for me

 

[Mosh12]

 

[esrcel]

Im hapa too but my mom is super nationalistic proud narcy

 

[Mosh12]

Im hapa too but my mom is super nationalistic proud narcy

What type ?

 

[Skara]

Why do even need an identity when it comes to race/ethnicity JFL

 

[normie_joe]

So you guys are aware I am mixed half jap half middle eastern. Honestly I hate my life growing up it was awful. My mother (Japanese) is a narcissistic bitch who has issues with everything. She has this weird love hate relationship with her ethnicity and often switches between loving japan and japanese people to hating the culture and this affected me severely. I had so many issues. My parents were already settled before they had me in a western country and but they were still immigrants from a different culture.

I remember always being the odd one out since I was the only ethnic aside from a few indians, I was always alone once I matured I struggled to socialise I would be weirdly clingy but also distant at the same time. I remember I scratched the fuck out of this kid who wanted to sit next to me but deep down I wanted to be his friend. It was even worse because my dad was also from another culture imagine growing up like this exposed to different ways of life.

Even to this day I still have no fucking idea where I belong. I am not white so I dont fit in with the aussies. I am not full japanese so I dont fit in with japanese, I am not full middle eastern (not even muslim) so I dont fit with them. I have no friends or identity. I have one bestie whose parents are indian but he was born here in Australia and 2 other Australian born chinese.

I can't stand this my constant mood swings (I was diagnosed with bipolar) I hate my fucking life.

Middle eastern and Japanese, I'm trying to imagine what that looks like. I'm guessing a long face (middle eastern side) with Mongoloid features?

Anyways self hating whores should never have children because they take that out on their children.

 

[Mosh12]

Middle eastern and Japanese, I'm trying to imagine what that looks like. I'm guessing a long face (middle eastern side) with Mongoloid features?

Anyways self hating whores should never have children because they take that out on their children.

that guy looks malay

 

[UltimateCoper.]

So you guys are aware I am mixed half jap half middle eastern. Honestly I hate my life growing up it was awful. My mother (Japanese) is a narcissistic bitch who has issues with everything. She has this weird love hate relationship with her ethnicity and often switches between loving japan and japanese people to hating the culture and this affected me severely. I had so many issues. My parents were already settled before they had me in a western country and but they were still immigrants from a different culture.

I remember always being the odd one out since I was the only ethnic aside from a few indians, I was always alone once I matured I struggled to socialise I would be weirdly clingy but also distant at the same time. I remember I scratched the fuck out of this kid who wanted to sit next to me but deep down I wanted to be his friend. It was even worse because my dad was also from another culture imagine growing up like this exposed to different ways of life.

Even to this day I still have no fucking idea where I belong. I am not white so I dont fit in with the aussies. I am not full japanese so I dont fit in with japanese, I am not full middle eastern (not even muslim) so I dont fit with them. I have no friends or identity. I have one bestie whose parents are indian but he was born here in Australia and 2 other Australian born chinese.

I can't stand this my constant mood swings (I was diagnosed with bipolar) I hate my fucking life.

Cucked from all side, it's over