my life for the past 5 months

[zeno]

> wake up feeling like shit after a sleep full of interuptins at 4 PM in the evening
> eat a bit of whatever crap food is in the home or eat nothing
> stare at my pc doing absolutely nothing meaningful or enjoyable until 9-10PM
> forceful bath with average/cold water at 9-10PM
> go to my bed and stare at IDK WHAT in my mobile until 8-9 AM in the morning
> sleep repeat

you guys must have fun
some people arent meant to enjoy life ever
*inb4 "oH iUm Who ASkEd u HhxD" like shutup annoying faggot like i give a fuck lol

 

[Shekelcel]

me too, but i lift weights sometimes

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

fix your circadian rhythms and any vitamin deficiencies you may have.
that is the key to good health.
its why someone can have a objectively bad day but still feel ok

 

[zeno]

fix your circadian rhythms and any vitamin deficiencies you may have.
that is the key to good health.
its why someone can have a objectively bad day but still feel ok

cant bother w doctors and blookwork rn , i dont even have the money and im also anxious to delve in it
idk im a complete mess, i know its over

 

[Slayerino]

wake up feeling like shit after a sleep full of interuptins at 4 PM in the evening
eat a bit of whatever crap food is in the home or eat nothing
stare at my pc doing absolutely nothing meaningful or enjoyable until 9-10PM
forceful bath with average/cold water at 9-10PM
go to my bed and stare at IDK WHAT in my mobile until 8-9 AM in the morning
sleep repeat

you guys must have fun
some people arent meant to enjoy life ever
*inb4 "oH iUm Who ASkEd u HhxD" like shutup annoying faggot like i give a fuck lol

That was my life a few years ago. You need 3 things to break out of this zombie-like state:
-Water fasting
-No PMO (Porn, Masturbation, Orgasm)
-No internet

Just do it for a week. You'll resuscitate.

 

[zeno]

That was my life a few years ago. You need 3 things to break out of this zombie-like state:
-Water fasting
-No PMO (Porn, Masturbation, Orgasm)
-No internet

Just do it for a week. You'll resuscitate.

im already "water-fasting" since 1 year.. basically now cuz i dont eat shit, i drink about 6lt of waters per day with half scoop of salt every 1.5L and I STILL FEEL LIKE TOTAL SHIT and its a myth that it helps your skin, it doesnt do shit to me

apparently it will work on humans, nothing works on me

i fap when im horny, i got nothing else to do besides internet btw cant go out cant do shit so idk

 

[Slayerino]

im already "water-fasting" since 1 year.. basically now cuz i dont eat shit, i drink about 6lt of waters per day with half scoop of salt every 1.5L and I STILL FEEL LIKE TOTAL SHIT and its a myth that it helps your skin, it doesnt do shit to me

apparently it will work on humans, nothing works on me

i fap when im horny, i got nothing else to do besides internet btw cant go out cant do shit so idk

Than your dopamine it gets all drained from the internet buddyboyo. The social media notifications, this site.

How many hours pass between the meals? It has to be at least 16 hours to let the autophagic processes start. I fasted 20 days in a row in the past, I got rid of all my lifelong cravings. My skin was pristine. My mind sharp. Food is literally anaesthetic for reality. It doesn't mean you have to fast as many days as me. Start with 16-24 hours.

You fap when you're horny? You could be horny every 60 minutes. Does that mean you fap 12 times per day? Try 7 days without orgasming. Your body reaches the peak T on the 7th day of abstinence. You'll be forced by your body to do something else than roting in the dark of your room.

And the goddamn internet. If you can't get rid of it, at least disable every single notification possible, apart from the phone calls. They are literally designed to drain your dopamine at each notification.

 

[zeno]

Than your dopamine it gets all drained from the internet buddyboyo. The social media notifications, this site.

How many hours pass between the meals? It has to be at least 16 hours to let the autophagic processes start. I fasted 20 days in a row in the past, I got rid of all my lifelong cravings. My skin was pristine. My mind sharp. Food is literally anaesthetic for reality. It doesn't mean you have to fast as many days as me. Start with 16-24 hours.

You fap when you're horny? You could be horny every 60 minutes. Does that mean you fap 12 times per day? Try 7 days without orgasming. Your body reaches the peak T on the 7th day of abstinence. You'll be forced by your body to do something else than roting in the dark of your room.

And the goddamn internet. If you can't get rid of it, at least disable every single notification possible, apart from the phone calls. They are literally designed to drain your dopamine at each notification.

Thanks for your suggestions but there are already days that i eat one meal per day or none at all. Its very usual for me to not eat anything but salt water/water for 3/4 days in a row CUZ MY FUCKING PARENTS ARE COMPLETELY BROKE RIGHT NOW. I got severely underdeveloped as a kid due to that. My younger brother whos in his puberty is fucked aswell poor kid

IDIOT SUBHUMAN PEOOLE WHO GOT NO FINANCIAL SECURITY SHOULDNT BE ALLOWED TO BREED FOR FUCK SAKE

i cant do anything but stay in the internet i cant go out cant find a job my orthodontist fucked my teeth without a plan my parents are broke retards with 0 knowledge about anythjng and im basically completely alone in yhis world

Honestly i only see suicide ahead of me

 

[Slayerino]

Thanks for your suggestions but there are already days that i eat one meal per day or none at all. Its very usual for me to not eat anything but salt water/water for 3/4 days in a row CUZ MY FUCKING PARENTS ARE COMPLETELY BROKE RIGHT NOW. I got severely underdeveloped as a kid due to that. My younger brother whos in his puberty is fucked aswell poor kid

IDIOT SUBHUMAN PEOOLE WHO GOT NO FINANCIAL SECURITY SHOULDNT BE ALLOWED TO BREED FOR FUCK SAKE

i cant do anything but stay in the internet i cant go out cant find a job my orthodontist fucked my teeth without a plan my parents are broke retards with 0 knowledge about anythjng and im basically completely alone in yhis world

Honestly i only see suicide ahead of me

You're young man, imagine being 5'5, 40yo, nw2, that's suicide inducing. You can still reshape all your bones, you have the time on your side unless you waste it all on auto-commiseration.

 

[zeno]

You're young man, imagine being 5'5, 40yo, nw2, that's suicide inducing. You can still reshape all your bones, you have the time on your side unless you waste it all on auto-commiseration.

I have the same value to women and everyone basically as this 5'5 40yo nw2 fatass tbh he maybe mogs me

Idk whatever

 

[RAITEIII]

Damn bro I'm very sad reading your post. I guess because I relate a lot...

I barely woke up, maybe i comment again later

 

[Deleted member 773]

How average white male lives in 2020

 

[zeno]

How average white male lives in 2020

Im 50% white 50% whatever mongolian turk shit trash dna from my father but y