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Katharsis
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I'm such an outcast. I have so much social anxiety. I can't do anything which normal people can do with ease. Why was I born this way? I just have to accept it, it's just my brain chemistry and years of trauma, nothing will ever change. I'm just invisible everyday. Every year it's just gotten worse and worse. Every year I tell myself it's going to be different and that I'll be social and have a girlfriend, but of course nothing ever changes. My life every single day is such a burden to get through. I just wait for the day to get over and then the cycle repeats the next day again and again. I don't know how much longer I can take this.
I've been extremely isolated for 2 years now. Every day at college is a lonely and isolated one. I'm literally the only one doesn't even have a single friend. I have to watch everyone living life from the outside while I'm so miserable every fucking second of the day. I don't know how much longer I can deal with this mental anguish.
I've been extremely isolated for 2 years now. Every day at college is a lonely and isolated one. I'm literally the only one doesn't even have a single friend. I have to watch everyone living life from the outside while I'm so miserable every fucking second of the day. I don't know how much longer I can deal with this mental anguish.