my life is a fucking joke, im losing my mind

[Deleted member 206]

woke up late, fapped to some extreme fetish porn since normal porn doesnt turn me on anymore, skipped gym (since 3 months) ate some bullshit which made me tired af, went on my bed, fapped, checked out the forum to find out i have 0 alerts (again), got randomly dickpilled and got insecure, checked out dick extenders online, then tried jelqing for the first time and ended up fapping again

then i proceeded thinking about how shit my life is in my pitch dark room and started talking to myself simulating possible conversation with imaginary friends while my legs and stomach were full of dried cum. im 22 and live with my parents still, they know im a loser and a little bit psycho

tbh this is how i spend my days lately with small variations each day (when im not working as an npc in a gas station <- shit job), handing my full wage to parents cuz they‘re jobless (thats why they tolerate me i guess) my lifestyle kinda reminds me of the time when my hs class mates hit puberty while i didnt. very bad times.

i think i never considered suicide as much as today, but innthe end i am too weak anyway so whazever. Im full of shit and i am also an attention seeking bitch

but the most brutal part is that no one asked, i know

at least i feel a bit better now

now i will log off and pretend being dead just to check if someone realizes my absence or not

 

[Alt Number 3]

Have alert dopamine

 

[turkproducer]

you have to try to leave your situation if you want to improve your life.

It’s cringy but it’s all in your own hands, we can’t do anything for you

 

[Alt Number 3]

no ask tbh jfl

 

[Deleted member 5180]

I’m in a similar situation I feel like a total loser in life. I have no friends and everyday is the same.

 

[alligatordude]

lol

 

[AutisticBeaner]

don't worry buddyboyo, i did ask

hope you'll be doing better some time

 

[WastedYouth]

Never forget. No matter what you do, time wont stop. While you're Ldarling, your time here is running out. Time also passes for chad, but atleast he's having Fun. Say no to rotting, enjoy your time while you can. Stop masturbating like a maniac too, for your own sake bro

Sorry for this though

 

[Alt Number 3]

That join date.. mogs me to oblivion

 

[Deleted member 5701]

you'll be ok bro

 

[homesick]

the blackpill can sometimes be too much to handle

 

[Deleted member 1464]

handing my full wage to parents cuz they‘re jobless

Should just leave

 

[Deleted member 206]

you have to try to leave your situation if you want to improve your life.

It’s cringy but it’s all in your own hands, we can’t do anything for you

i know bro, thanks for your mature response.

im so stuck in my own shit, i feel like im in a dirty vicious circle. Sounds cringy too, I tried escaping but i keep receiving negative feedback from people and experience exclusion at my 2 jobs + uni. because i am so Weird, boring and looking off. So i hide at home again which makes me even more unapproachable. i gotta quit being a sensitive bitch

Should just leave

im planning it (procrastinating*)

 

[chadpreetcel123]

I didn't even go to school today because I had bad anxiety that morning

I feel you bro, I get depressive thoughts alot more now

 

[Deleted member 1464]

I didn't even go to school today because I had bad anxiety that morning

Happened to me every week

 

[chadpreetcel123]

Happened to me every week

How do u fix it?

I always dread going to school

 

[Deleted member 1464]

How do u fix it?

I always dread going to school

Just go

 

[Mr_Norwood]

It's over for many men

 

[Mateusz74]

Dont worry bro. I will always remember u as the dude who made the goat eyebrowmaxxing thread which helped me a lot in fact. So thank you. And life is shit sometimes ngl

 

[onnysk]

mirin avi

but srsly stop fapping to femdom

 

[Deleted member 1464]

Move out srs

 

[SMVbender]

find a job asap it worked for me.

 

[Esteban1997]

woke up late, fapped to some extreme fetish porn since normal porn doesnt turn me on anymore, skipped gym (since 3 months) ate some bullshit which made me tired af, went on my bed, fapped, checked out the forum to find out i have 0 alerts (again), got randomly dickpilled and got insecure, checked out dick extenders online, then tried jelqing for the first time and ended up fapping again

then i proceeded thinking about how shit my life is in my pitch dark room and started talking to myself simulating possible conversation with imaginary friends while my legs and stomach were full of dried cum. im 22 and live with my parents still, they know im a loser and a little bit psycho

tbh this is how i spend my days lately with small variations each day (when im not working as an npc in a gas station <- shit job), handing my full wage to parents cuz they‘re jobless (thats why they tolerate me i guess) my lifestyle kinda reminds me of the time when my hs class mates hit puberty while i didnt. very bad times.

i think i never considered suicide as much as today, but innthe end i am too weak anyway so whazever. Im full of shit and i am also an attention seeking bitch

but the most brutal part is that no one asked, i know
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at least i feel a bit better now

now i will log off and pretend being dead just to check if someone realizes my absence or not

Your gonna make it brah

 

[ChaddeusPeuterschmit]

What country you live in? Can come live with me bro, no homo

 

[Mr_Norwood]

i also rotted today

tomorrow i will also rot

 

[Deleted member 5293]

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[ChaddeusPeuterschmit]

i also rotted today

tomorrow i will also rot

You will never crem Pi

 

[Deleted member 3962]

i been on the low i been takin my tiiiime... i feel like im outta my miiiind. it feel like my life aint miiiine...

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[Deleted member 4991]

this was me 2 years ago til I decided I was tired of that life. In the indeed there is no purpose to life you have to try your best through every Avenue to make life tolerable.

 

[SHARK]

I do the same shit OP hope you can feel better.

find a job asap it worked for me.

OP works a job but this advice is legit. I started wageslaving 2 months ago and I can say that it really does affect your mental wellbeing. The key is to have a job where you are constantly doing something. Boring jobs with nothing to do like gas station shit allows you to think about your misery.

 

[Deleted member 4671]

mastorbate.

 

[GetThatBread]

I can kinda relate; my eye area makes me want to shoot myself. I’m really on the tipping point of suicide tbh don’t be like me tho and actually do something

 

[Deleted member 1338]

 

[Deleted]

Take some dopamine

 

[CupOfCoffee]

Dude let's tinychat sometime seriously

 

[Mr_Norwood]

You will never crem Pi

i will never cream pie

 

[turkproducer]

i know bro, thanks for your mature response.

im so stuck in my own shit, i feel like im in a dirty vicious circle. Sounds cringy too, I tried escaping but i keep receiving negative feedback from people and experience exclusion at my 2 jobs + uni. because i am so Weird, boring and looking off. So i hide at home again which makes me even more unapproachable. i gotta quit being a sensitive bitch

im planning it (procrastinating*)

Normies don’t care as much as you think they do, even if you embarrass yourself, they only care if you show you care. Trust me on that lol

at the end of the day no one but you is gonna pay for what you need, i’m guessing you need surgeries and shit? What you doing at university?

 

[lookserumaxeru]

try your best to find some friends at uni + your work bro..

pick up some new hobbies that make you interact with others as well

idk join like a mma gym and get friends that way, there's a million hobbies u can do that will make u less lonely

also stop jacking off for a bit to clear your head

 

[Mr_Norwood]

i also rotted today

tomorrow i will also rot

Rotted

 

[Deleted member 4645]

There's hope for you OP. One day you'll make it.

 

[RAITEIII]

 

[Vermilioncore]

That’s some extremely sad shit, man. It’s over for many men. Gallons and gallons of them. Let’s hope it isn’t over for you, man.

 

[RAITEIII]

How is it going now ? @Felix97

 

[Swagwaffle]

Don’t give up man. Time will eventually heal u. It can take weeks & months. I was feeling as empty as u just a few weeks ago. Then I got my mind in order again. Sometimes u lose grip in life for sure and that’s what ur going through.

right now after going thru some shit I am feeling even better than ever before. ( and not to mention I got covid rn lol)

 

[Deleted member 8576]

 

[Deleted member 10107]

I hope you ascend brah

 

[Honoric]

It's fucked up how i can completely relate with you.

 

[Entschuldigung]

stopped reading at the dried cum
go outside touch some grass