My life is a joke.

[cooper959595]

My younger brother who 4 years younger than me, have the same height as me. While he had big hands, I had small hands. While he had big feets, I had small feets. Sooner or later he will became much more taller than me in short time.

His life always full of good things and joy. He was a better looking than me. I envy him so much but I still love him like a big brother do, i keep supporting him and defending him lately, knowing there must be a successor to the family bloodline which Im not worthy of. And not just that. My bones is so underdeveloped comparing to people on my age. I had a sort of genetic disease that make several parts of my body skin literally rotting ( for me it’s both of my thighs. ) and it will never fully go away, it was a seasonal disease. I got a permanent sinusitis that make me can only breath in one nose hole only. I got a permanent deep ears clogged. And my voice is not that deep and manly like my friends.

I still considering kms but idk. Life not been treating me good since a child. I always make fun by the popular guys, perhaps it’s my ugly looks that make them do that to me. From elementary school until now, senior high school. Even every time i had a chance to be a normal guy in school, it’s either a self sabotage it or the popular guys ruining it.

Tbh, junior high school was a great start, I thought that i able to be a normal guy, but I don’t. A self sabotage and the popular guys action make junior high school one of the worst experiment i ever endure.

I never have real friends, they all always fake. My blood father divorce with my mom long ago, he don’t gave me anything except this skin rotten genetic disease. My mom was pretty, I believe she didnt please and like about how I look, both resemble her divorced husband and uglyness. In term of looks Im very similar to blood father. My life was trully over before it’s even began. There’s nothing left to live and to fight. Im not smart, not handsome, not charming and not useful. I think my presence in this world just to suffer for god cruel entertainment. God sure has favorites, and Im not one of them. My friends was handsome, rich, had a lot of friends, eat a lot of food but don’t get fat. While others enjoy their life, I don’t.

If you have any suggestions or methods to end this life, let me know. Because I can’t hold this much longer.

 

[MulletM1chas]

that's sad asf rope

 

[fernandiso115]

make money and hardmaxx

 

[shngstaaaa107]

My younger brother who 4 years younger than me, have the same height as me. While he had big hands, I had small hands. While he had big feets, I had small feets. Sooner or later he will became much more taller than me in short time.
His life always full of good things and joy. He was a better looking than me. I envy him so much but I still love him like a big brother do, i keep supporting him and defending him. And not just that. My bones is so under developed comparing to people on my age. I had a sort of genetic disease that make several parts of my body skin literally rotting ( for me it’s both of my thighs. ) and it will never fully go away, it was a seasonal disease. I got a permanent sinus. I got a permanent eat clogged. And my voice is not that deep. I still considering kms but idk. Life not been treating me good since a child. I always picked down by the popular guys, even I don’t know why. From elementary school until senior high school. I never have real friends, they all always fake. My divorced blood father with my mom long ago, he don’t gave me anything except this skin rotten genetic disease. My mom was pretty, I believe she didnt please and like how I look, both resemble my divorced blood dad and uglyness. In term of looks Im very similar to my divorced blood father. My life was over. There’s nothing left to live and fight. Im not smart, not handsome, not charming and not useful. I think my presence in this world just to suffer for god cruel entertainment. My friends was handsome, rich, had a lot of friends, eat a lot of food but don’t get fat. While others enjoy their life, I don’t. If you have any suggestions or methods to kms, let me know. I can’t hold this much longer.

pm pics and 100% do not commit talk to a mod

 

[jd922]

nigga stfu

 

[Spieldren]

My younger brother who 4 years younger than me, have the same height as me. While he had big hands, I had small hands. While he had big feets, I had small feets. Sooner or later he will became much more taller than me in short time.
His life always full of good things and joy. He was a better looking than me. I envy him so much but I still love him like a big brother do, i keep supporting him and defending him. And not just that. My bones is so under developed comparing to people on my age. I had a sort of genetic disease that make several parts of my body skin literally rotting ( for me it’s both of my thighs. ) and it will never fully go away, it was a seasonal disease. I got a permanent sinus. I got a permanent eat clogged. And my voice is not that deep. I still considering kms but idk. Life not been treating me good since a child. I always picked down by the popular guys, even I don’t know why. From elementary school until senior high school. I never have real friends, they all always fake. My divorced blood father with my mom long ago, he don’t gave me anything except this skin rotten genetic disease. My mom was pretty, I believe she didnt please and like how I look, both resemble my divorced blood dad and uglyness. In term of looks Im very similar to my divorced blood father. My life was over. There’s nothing left to live and fight. Im not smart, not handsome, not charming and not useful. I think my presence in this world just to suffer for god cruel entertainment. My friends was handsome, rich, had a lot of friends, eat a lot of food but don’t get fat. While others enjoy their life, I don’t. If you have any suggestions or methods to kms, let me know. I can’t hold this much longer.

ngl thats my exact thoughts like i can't find a single reason to live. when you are below average/average there is literally no reason to live cuz you are just suffering in silence

and JFL at niggas who say that you need to find something purposeful to do or use drugs.

imagine telling a suicidal dude you need to force yourself to like something just to use the fundamental human right to live.

 

[saugat]

My younger brother who 4 years younger than me, have the same height as me. While he had big hands, I had small hands. While he had big feets, I had small feets. Sooner or later he will became much more taller than me in short time.

His life always full of good things and joy. He was a better looking than me. I envy him so much but I still love him like a big brother do, i keep supporting him and defending him lately, knowing there must be a successor to the family bloodline which Im not worthy of. And not just that. My bones is so underdeveloped comparing to people on my age. I had a sort of genetic disease that make several parts of my body skin literally rotting ( for me it’s both of my thighs. ) and it will never fully go away, it was a seasonal disease. I got a permanent sinusitis that make me can only breath in one nose hole only. I got a permanent deep ears clogged. And my voice is not that deep and manly like my friends.

I still considering kms but idk. Life not been treating me good since a child. I always make fun by the popular guys, perhaps it’s my ugly looks that make them do that to me. From elementary school until now, senior high school. Even every time i had a chance to be a normal guy in school, it’s either a self sabotage it or the popular guys ruining it.

Tbh, junior high school was a great start, I thought that i able to be a normal guy, but I don’t. A self sabotage and the popular guys action make junior high school one of the worst experiment i ever endure.

I never have real friends, they all always fake. My blood father divorce with my mom long ago, he don’t gave me anything except this skin rotten genetic disease. My mom was pretty, I believe she didnt please and like about how I look, both resemble her divorced husband and uglyness. In term of looks Im very similar to blood father. My life was trully over before it’s even began. There’s nothing left to live and to fight. Im not smart, not handsome, not charming and not useful. I think my presence in this world just to suffer for god cruel entertainment. God sure has favorites, and Im not one of them. My friends was handsome, rich, had a lot of friends, eat a lot of food but don’t get fat. While others enjoy their life, I don’t.

If you have any suggestions or methods to end this life, let me know. Because I can’t hold this much longer.

dnr but i feel you rope if you have the courage to