my life is full of regrets. do you have regrets?

[sub6manletnozygos]

Regrets:
i quit playing various musical instruments which i was given a chance, and time, to learn (like piano, guitar, harmonica, trombone). however, i have forgotten how to play all of these instruments apart from guitar; but my repertoire peaked at age 12, i havent improved since due to laziness.

i never made an effort to join or create any bands.

i was accepted into a youth choir when i was younger but i never went because i did not know anyone at the choir, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems, preferring them over irl experiences.

i stopped going to dance classes after i was bullied by the female teacher who called me retarded because i was too slow to understand the dance moves (i was 2 years younger than everyone, at age 8, whereas everyone else was 10).

i never went to drama school even though i got top marks in drama subject in hs because i did not know anyone, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems.

i dropped mathematics in grade 9, instead of studying advanced mathematics, because i was afraid of failure and preferred easier non STEM route (that allowed me to play more vidya gaems). this meant that university's courses that i could immediately apply to and succeed in, were limited to non STEM pathways, damaging future career options.

i never harnessed my vidya game addiction to pursue youtube or twitch streaming, despite the 2009-2015 time period being the ideal time to begin, and my high vidya gaem ranks (20th prestige in COD/high rank in BF3, diamond III in league of legends, participated in the minecraft and DayZ beta). i should have run my own servers and been point of knowledge/entertainment for the community through twitch/youtube.

i got addicted to shitposting on bodybuilding's misc, lookism and /fit/, instead of socializing irl.

knew about btc but didnt buy it until years later. when i did own it, i gambled it away on shitcoins. now i dont even own 1 btc. i was given the chance to make generational wealth but i blew it, as i consumed myself in the thrill of gambling instead of long term success through investing.

during prime lookism and crypto days, ~2016, i should have become an youtube influencer on these topics, but i didnt because i was scared of being judged and doubted my ability.

i never asked out any girls at high school, even though multiple females approached and complimented me eg saying 'you have nice eyelashes', 'you're cute', 'you look like you surf', 'i like your hair!'. females clearly signaled their interest to me but i was too much of a low, high inhib loser to do anything. im now 27 yo virgin. i wasted the chance, as a virgin, to meet a female virgin and commence a Romeo and Juliet relationship, fall in love and have many european children, living happily ever after, in this life and the next.

when i got invited to parties in hs, i refused to go because of social anxiety.

i did not make an effort to maintain friendships from grade, high school or university. some people cared about me but i took it for granted, preferencing being a basement dweller, hermit loser, instead.

i commuted to university instead of living in a dormitory, impeding my social development.

i never continued programming, impeding my entrepreneurial potential, potential networks and self-actualization.

i studied a non STEM degree at university, which wasted my life and left me largely skill less. although i have tried to apply to graduate programs, i always fail at the interview stage, given my poor social skills. if i had studied, and excelled at STEM, my hypothetical hard skills could have carried my poor social skills.

i regret not trying harder in everything i did do eg studied more. i should have curated a mindset of doing well in all facets of life.

i didnt continue learning other languages, forgetting everything i learned 10 years ago.

i became obsessed with looksmaxxing and postposed socializing/prospective friendships/dating until 'i got all my surgeries' (10 years passed and i never got any surgeries as i could not afford them).

i failed to realize that as a 6'1 white male with a strong jaw and clear skin, all i needed to do to make friends, and foster a sense of belonging, was smile at people and ask people about themselves, foster genuine interest in other people and remain positive to myself and others, but i couldnt even do that because i was an introverted autistic freak, petrified of being judged, resulting in me actively ostracizing myself from communities by never smiling, stuttering, looking at the ground when people speak to me and thinking too much before i spoke (resulting in me being effectively awkward mute, this languishing presence that made others uncomfortable).

the other important part of socializing, is propinquity and repetition; the more you turn up to a community, the more familiar others become towards you. unfortunately, i joined university clubs, but did not stay for any noticeable length of time and so was unable to build longer term rapport with other humans.


Effect:
all these failures, have the effect of creating me as i am today; an insecure, low iq and ugly (internally and outside) subhuman, with little useful skills, who gives up easily, struggles to socialize and has failed to achieve standard social milestones of the average human being.

i find it difficult to be passionate about anything; as if i taught myself that there is nothing worth doing or worth fighting for. ive become disturbingly complacent with wasting my time mindlessly shitposting, reading, lifting and watching youtube/anime.

i failed at life.


Qualifier:
i am glad that i am healthy, have a loving mother who has provided and continues to provide for me, live in a peaceful home, have all my basic faculties (i can see, move, feel, smell, speak, hear) and have a dog who makes me laugh (but poos in the dining room so i have to clean it up).

tl;dr
i regret not persisting with any of my hobbies or any endeavors at all, that could provide value to others or myself
i regret putting off my life and minimizing social contact until i 'got my surgeries' (which never occured)
i regret all the time i spent aimlessly and mindlessly shitposting, playing vidya gaems and consuming social media like youtube/tiktok or anime.
now my only skill is procrastinating, shitposting and watching youtube. im too lazy and despondent to even play vidya gaems, watch films or watch anime. ive thought about making such a thread as this for years but i never did because i felt despondent about feeling despondent, however, i have now finally made it.

i failed at life

thank you for not reading my self absorbed rant
inb4 dnt rd

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

i think my life would be better if i was a low inhib mogger.

 

[ey88]

I have no regrets

 

[Youㅤ]

I have no regrets

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

I have no regrets

Why?

 

[2025cel]

Many have regrets, but I believe that you could've really changed not much about your life.

 

[LKSMAXPerson]

Regrets:
i quit playing various musical instruments which i was given a chance, and time, to learn (like piano, guitar, harmonica, trombone). however, i have forgotten how to play all of these instruments apart from guitar; but my repertoire peaked at age 12, i havent improved since due to laziness.

i never made an effort to join or create any bands.

i was accepted into a youth choir when i was younger but i never went because i did not know anyone at the choir, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems, preferring them over irl experiences.

i stopped going to dance classes after i was bullied by the female teacher who called me retarded because i was too slow to understand the dance moves (i was 2 years younger than everyone, at age 8, whereas everyone else was 10).

i never went to drama school even though i got top marks in drama subject in hs because i did not know anyone, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems.

i dropped mathematics in grade 9, instead of studying advanced mathematics, because i was afraid of failure and preferred easier non STEM route (that allowed me to play more vidya gaems). this meant that university's courses that i could immediately apply to and succeed in, were limited to non STEM pathways, damaging future career options.

i never harnessed my vidya game addiction to pursue youtube or twitch streaming, despite the 2009-2015 time period being the ideal time to begin, and my high vidya gaem ranks (20th prestige in COD/high rank in BF3, diamond III in league of legends, participated in the minecraft and DayZ beta). i should have run my own servers and been point of knowledge/entertainment for the community through twitch/youtube.

i got addicted to shitposting on bodybuilding's misc, lookism and /fit/, instead of socializing irl.

knew about btc but didnt buy it until years later. when i did own it, i gambled it away on shitcoins. now i dont even own 1 btc. i was given the chance to make generational wealth but i blew it, as i consumed myself in the thrill of gambling instead of long term success through investing.

during prime lookism and crypto days, ~2016, i should have become an youtube influencer on these topics, but i didnt because i was scared of being judged and doubted my ability.

i never asked out any girls at high school, even though multiple females approached and complimented me eg saying 'you have nice eyelashes', 'you're cute', 'you look like you surf', 'i like your hair!'. females clearly signaled their interest to me but i was too much of a low, high inhib loser to do anything. im now 27 yo virgin. i wasted the chance, as a virgin, to meet a female virgin and commence a Romeo and Juliet relationship, fall in love and have many european children, living happily ever after, in this life and the next.

when i got invited to parties in hs, i refused to go because of social anxiety.

i did not make an effort to maintain friendships from grade, high school or university. some people cared about me but i took it for granted, preferencing being a basement dweller, hermit loser, instead.

i commuted to university instead of living in a dormitory, impeding my social development.

i never continued programming, impeding my entrepreneurial potential, potential networks and self-actualization.

i studied a non STEM degree at university, which wasted my life and left me largely skill less. although i have tried to apply to graduate programs, i always fail at the interview stage, given my poor social skills. if i had studied, and excelled at STEM, my hypothetical hard skills could have carried my poor social skills.

i didnt continue learning other languages, forgetting everything i learned 10 years ago.

i became obsessed with looksmaxxing and postposed socializing/prospective friendships/dating until 'i got all my surgeries' (10 years passed and i still havent gotten any surgeries as i cannot afford them).

i failed to realize that as a 6'1 white male with a strong jaw and clear skin, all i needed to do to make friends, and foster a sense of belonging, was smile at people and ask people about themselves, foster genuine interest in other people and remain positive to myself and others, but i couldnt even do that because i was an introverted autistic freak, petrified of being judged, resulting in me actively ostracizing myself from communities by never smiling, stuttering, looking at the ground when people speak to me and thinking too much before i spoke (resulting in me being effectively awkward mute, this languishing presence that made others uncomfortable).

the other important part of socializing, is propinquity and repetition; the more you turn up to a community, the more familiar others become towards you. unfortunately, i joined university clubs, but did not stay for any noticeable length of time and so was unable to build longer term rapport with other humans.


Effect:
all these failures, have the effect of creating me as i am today; an insecure, low iq and ugly (internally and outside) subhuman, with little useful skills, who gives up easily, struggles to socialize and has failed to achieve standard social milestones of the average human being.

i find it difficult to be passionate about anything; as if i taught myself that there is nothing worth doing or worth fighting for. ive become disturbingly complacent with wasting my time mindlessly shitposting, reading, lifting and watching youtube/anime.

i failed at life.


Qualifier:
i am glad that i am healthy, have a loving mother who has provided and continues to provide for me, live in a peaceful home, have all my basic faculties (i can see, move, feel, smell, speak, hear) and have a dog who makes me laugh (but poos in the dining room so i have to clean it up).

tl;dr
i regret not persisting with any of my hobbies or any endeavors at all, that could provide value to others or myself
i regret putting off my life and minimizing social contact until i 'got my surgeries' (which never occured)
i regret all the time i spent aimlessly and mindlessly shitposting, playing vidya gaems and consuming social media like youtube/tiktok or anime.
now my only skill is procrastinating, shitposting and watching youtube. im too lazy and despondent to even play vidya gaems, watch films or watch anime.

i failed at life

thank you for not reading my self absorbed rant
inb4 dnt rd

I’m gonna have regrets if I don’t smash this Latina fast

 

[cooldude1231]

I regret being a failure

 

[我需要阴部]

I regret not studying harder and not valuing my old friends

 

[RICHCELDOM]

with one mistake I'm 250,000$ poorer.

 

[pprimus43]

Regrets:
i quit playing various musical instruments which i was given a chance, and time, to learn (like piano, guitar, harmonica, trombone). however, i have forgotten how to play all of these instruments apart from guitar; but my repertoire peaked at age 12, i havent improved since due to laziness.

i never made an effort to join or create any bands.

i was accepted into a youth choir when i was younger but i never went because i did not know anyone at the choir, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems, preferring them over irl experiences.

i stopped going to dance classes after i was bullied by the female teacher who called me retarded because i was too slow to understand the dance moves (i was 2 years younger than everyone, at age 8, whereas everyone else was 10).

i never went to drama school even though i got top marks in drama subject in hs because i did not know anyone, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems.

i dropped mathematics in grade 9, instead of studying advanced mathematics, because i was afraid of failure and preferred easier non STEM route (that allowed me to play more vidya gaems). this meant that university's courses that i could immediately apply to and succeed in, were limited to non STEM pathways, damaging future career options.

i never harnessed my vidya game addiction to pursue youtube or twitch streaming, despite the 2009-2015 time period being the ideal time to begin, and my high vidya gaem ranks (20th prestige in COD/high rank in BF3, diamond III in league of legends, participated in the minecraft and DayZ beta). i should have run my own servers and been point of knowledge/entertainment for the community through twitch/youtube.

i got addicted to shitposting on bodybuilding's misc, lookism and /fit/, instead of socializing irl.

knew about btc but didnt buy it until years later. when i did own it, i gambled it away on shitcoins. now i dont even own 1 btc. i was given the chance to make generational wealth but i blew it, as i consumed myself in the thrill of gambling instead of long term success through investing.

during prime lookism and crypto days, ~2016, i should have become an youtube influencer on these topics, but i didnt because i was scared of being judged and doubted my ability.

i never asked out any girls at high school, even though multiple females approached and complimented me eg saying 'you have nice eyelashes', 'you're cute', 'you look like you surf', 'i like your hair!'. females clearly signaled their interest to me but i was too much of a low, high inhib loser to do anything. im now 27 yo virgin. i wasted the chance, as a virgin, to meet a female virgin and commence a Romeo and Juliet relationship, fall in love and have many european children, living happily ever after, in this life and the next.

when i got invited to parties in hs, i refused to go because of social anxiety.

i did not make an effort to maintain friendships from grade, high school or university. some people cared about me but i took it for granted, preferencing being a basement dweller, hermit loser, instead.

i commuted to university instead of living in a dormitory, impeding my social development.

i never continued programming, impeding my entrepreneurial potential, potential networks and self-actualization.

i studied a non STEM degree at university, which wasted my life and left me largely skill less. although i have tried to apply to graduate programs, i always fail at the interview stage, given my poor social skills. if i had studied, and excelled at STEM, my hypothetical hard skills could have carried my poor social skills.

i regret not trying harder in everything i did do eg studied more. i should have curated a mindset of doing well in all facets of life.

i didnt continue learning other languages, forgetting everything i learned 10 years ago.

i became obsessed with looksmaxxing and postposed socializing/prospective friendships/dating until 'i got all my surgeries' (10 years passed and i never got any surgeries as i could not afford them).

i failed to realize that as a 6'1 white male with a strong jaw and clear skin, all i needed to do to make friends, and foster a sense of belonging, was smile at people and ask people about themselves, foster genuine interest in other people and remain positive to myself and others, but i couldnt even do that because i was an introverted autistic freak, petrified of being judged, resulting in me actively ostracizing myself from communities by never smiling, stuttering, looking at the ground when people speak to me and thinking too much before i spoke (resulting in me being effectively awkward mute, this languishing presence that made others uncomfortable).

the other important part of socializing, is propinquity and repetition; the more you turn up to a community, the more familiar others become towards you. unfortunately, i joined university clubs, but did not stay for any noticeable length of time and so was unable to build longer term rapport with other humans.


Effect:
all these failures, have the effect of creating me as i am today; an insecure, low iq and ugly (internally and outside) subhuman, with little useful skills, who gives up easily, struggles to socialize and has failed to achieve standard social milestones of the average human being.

i find it difficult to be passionate about anything; as if i taught myself that there is nothing worth doing or worth fighting for. ive become disturbingly complacent with wasting my time mindlessly shitposting, reading, lifting and watching youtube/anime.

i failed at life.


Qualifier:
i am glad that i am healthy, have a loving mother who has provided and continues to provide for me, live in a peaceful home, have all my basic faculties (i can see, move, feel, smell, speak, hear) and have a dog who makes me laugh (but poos in the dining room so i have to clean it up).

tl;dr
i regret not persisting with any of my hobbies or any endeavors at all, that could provide value to others or myself
i regret putting off my life and minimizing social contact until i 'got my surgeries' (which never occured)
i regret all the time i spent aimlessly and mindlessly shitposting, playing vidya gaems and consuming social media like youtube/tiktok or anime.
now my only skill is procrastinating, shitposting and watching youtube. im too lazy and despondent to even play vidya gaems, watch films or watch anime. ive thought about making such a thread as this for years but i never did because i felt despondent about feeling despondent, however, i have now finally made it.

i failed at life

thank you for not reading my self absorbed rant
inb4 dnt rd

Similar story here.

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

Regrets:
i quit playing various musical instruments which i was given a chance, and time, to learn (like piano, guitar, harmonica, trombone). however, i have forgotten how to play all of these instruments apart from guitar; but my repertoire peaked at age 12, i havent improved since due to laziness.

i never made an effort to join or create any bands.

i was accepted into a youth choir when i was younger but i never went because i did not know anyone at the choir, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems, preferring them over irl experiences.

i stopped going to dance classes after i was bullied by the female teacher who called me retarded because i was too slow to understand the dance moves (i was 2 years younger than everyone, at age 8, whereas everyone else was 10).

i never went to drama school even though i got top marks in drama subject in hs because i did not know anyone, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems.

i dropped mathematics in grade 9, instead of studying advanced mathematics, because i was afraid of failure and preferred easier non STEM route (that allowed me to play more vidya gaems). this meant that university's courses that i could immediately apply to and succeed in, were limited to non STEM pathways, damaging future career options.

i never harnessed my vidya game addiction to pursue youtube or twitch streaming, despite the 2009-2015 time period being the ideal time to begin, and my high vidya gaem ranks (20th prestige in COD/high rank in BF3, diamond III in league of legends, participated in the minecraft and DayZ beta). i should have run my own servers and been point of knowledge/entertainment for the community through twitch/youtube.

i got addicted to shitposting on bodybuilding's misc, lookism and /fit/, instead of socializing irl.

knew about btc but didnt buy it until years later. when i did own it, i gambled it away on shitcoins. now i dont even own 1 btc. i was given the chance to make generational wealth but i blew it, as i consumed myself in the thrill of gambling instead of long term success through investing.

during prime lookism and crypto days, ~2016, i should have become an youtube influencer on these topics, but i didnt because i was scared of being judged and doubted my ability.

i never asked out any girls at high school, even though multiple females approached and complimented me eg saying 'you have nice eyelashes', 'you're cute', 'you look like you surf', 'i like your hair!'. females clearly signaled their interest to me but i was too much of a low, high inhib loser to do anything. im now 27 yo virgin. i wasted the chance, as a virgin, to meet a female virgin and commence a Romeo and Juliet relationship, fall in love and have many european children, living happily ever after, in this life and the next.

when i got invited to parties in hs, i refused to go because of social anxiety.

i did not make an effort to maintain friendships from grade, high school or university. some people cared about me but i took it for granted, preferencing being a basement dweller, hermit loser, instead.

i commuted to university instead of living in a dormitory, impeding my social development.

i never continued programming, impeding my entrepreneurial potential, potential networks and self-actualization.

i studied a non STEM degree at university, which wasted my life and left me largely skill less. although i have tried to apply to graduate programs, i always fail at the interview stage, given my poor social skills. if i had studied, and excelled at STEM, my hypothetical hard skills could have carried my poor social skills.

i regret not trying harder in everything i did do eg studied more. i should have curated a mindset of doing well in all facets of life.

i didnt continue learning other languages, forgetting everything i learned 10 years ago.

i became obsessed with looksmaxxing and postposed socializing/prospective friendships/dating until 'i got all my surgeries' (10 years passed and i never got any surgeries as i could not afford them).

i failed to realize that as a 6'1 white male with a strong jaw and clear skin, all i needed to do to make friends, and foster a sense of belonging, was smile at people and ask people about themselves, foster genuine interest in other people and remain positive to myself and others, but i couldnt even do that because i was an introverted autistic freak, petrified of being judged, resulting in me actively ostracizing myself from communities by never smiling, stuttering, looking at the ground when people speak to me and thinking too much before i spoke (resulting in me being effectively awkward mute, this languishing presence that made others uncomfortable).

the other important part of socializing, is propinquity and repetition; the more you turn up to a community, the more familiar others become towards you. unfortunately, i joined university clubs, but did not stay for any noticeable length of time and so was unable to build longer term rapport with other humans.


Effect:
all these failures, have the effect of creating me as i am today; an insecure, low iq and ugly (internally and outside) subhuman, with little useful skills, who gives up easily, struggles to socialize and has failed to achieve standard social milestones of the average human being.

i find it difficult to be passionate about anything; as if i taught myself that there is nothing worth doing or worth fighting for. ive become disturbingly complacent with wasting my time mindlessly shitposting, reading, lifting and watching youtube/anime.

i failed at life.


Qualifier:
i am glad that i am healthy, have a loving mother who has provided and continues to provide for me, live in a peaceful home, have all my basic faculties (i can see, move, feel, smell, speak, hear) and have a dog who makes me laugh (but poos in the dining room so i have to clean it up).

tl;dr
i regret not persisting with any of my hobbies or any endeavors at all, that could provide value to others or myself
i regret putting off my life and minimizing social contact until i 'got my surgeries' (which never occured)
i regret all the time i spent aimlessly and mindlessly shitposting, playing vidya gaems and consuming social media like youtube/tiktok or anime.
now my only skill is procrastinating, shitposting and watching youtube. im too lazy and despondent to even play vidya gaems, watch films or watch anime. ive thought about making such a thread as this for years but i never did because i felt despondent about feeling despondent, however, i have now finally made it.

i failed at life

thank you for not reading my self absorbed rant
inb4 dnt rd

i forgot to mention that my other big regret, like so many, was not buying and holding btc / early tech stocks earlier, for longer. i traded my btc away on shitcoins and leverage, losing everything. now i dont even own 1 btc. i was given a golden opportunity but i failed at life.

@Amnesia I am the opposite of you. I am a dark featured 27 yo virgin Slavic German ugly 6'1 manlet fat, failed investor, who cant wear shoe lifts lest i develop plantar fasciitis, while you are a 5'9 handsome German American, ripped, successful trader, who successfully wears shoe lifts and has had many beautiful gfs.

 

[Kroker]

I can relate... How old are you?

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

I can relate... How old are you?

27 yo virgin subhuman failure at life.

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

bump

 

[Swarthy Knight]

Didn't quite read it all but skimmed and I feel ya. I got a bunch of regrets too. Esp from last June

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

Didn't quite read it all but skimmed and I feel ya. I got a bunch of regrets too. Esp from last June

Thank you. What regrets do u have sir?

 

[Swarthy Knight]

Thank you. What regrets do u have sir?

Quite a lot. But the main ones include not sticking through with soccer when I was young (I was really good for my age). Not treating my mental health issues properly a decade ago (main reason why I became such a non NTcel giga NEET today). Also fighting with my bro last summer which is resulted in my concussion. But it is what it is, we all have regrets, hindsight is often 20/20. It's important to learn from your mistakes and not beat yourself over it forever.

 

[swt]

everyday

 

[Brus Wane]

I have more life regrets than this entire forum combined squared

 

[BigBoy]

My main regrets in life are that I didn't lose weight in high school, faced my social anxiety, didn't join any clubs or sports teams in high school, or didn't get diagnosed with my physical and mental illnesses in high school. If I had lose weight I would have been more socially confident. More girls would have aproached me and more friends would have approahced me. Boosting my self esteem and confidence and improving my social anxiety. If I joined a sports team in high school I couldve been one of the popular kids and socialized with all the jocks and been invited to parties. If I socialized as well I wouldve had a rich social life and not felt like i missed out on my teenage years. Because I didnt do these things I didnt have any social capital and got bullied pretty hard, even by my own friends. If I get diagnosed with my physical and mental illnesses I wouldnt have had to suffer for all these years. My young adult years have been me being a NEET and suffering because of these things I didnt do in high school. If I had only done these things I wouldnt be in this situation and not have missed out on my teenage years and high school years. I wouldve had normal social milestones and been normal but now its over for me.

 

[TiktokUser]

My main regrets in life are that I didn't lose weight in high school, faced my social anxiety, didn't join any clubs or sports teams in high school, or didn't get diagnosed with my physical and mental illnesses in high school. If I had lose weight I would have been more socially confident. More girls would have aproached me and more friends would have approahced me. Boosting my self esteem and confidence and improving my social anxiety. If I joined a sports team in high school I couldve been one of the popular kids and socialized with all the jocks and been invited to parties. If I socialized as well I wouldve had a rich social life and not felt like i missed out on my teenage years. Because I didnt do these things I didnt have any social capital and got bullied pretty hard, even by my own friends. If I get diagnosed with my physical and mental illnesses I wouldnt have had to suffer for all these years. My young adult years have been me being a NEET and suffering because of these things I didnt do in high school. If I had only done these things I wouldnt be in this situation and not have missed out on my teenage years and high school years. I wouldve had normal social milestones and been normal but now its over for me.

How old r u now

 

[Paul7]

no regrets. Everything that happened to me was good for me.

 

[TitusA]

Regrets:
i quit playing various musical instruments which i was given a chance, and time, to learn (like piano, guitar, harmonica, trombone). however, i have forgotten how to play all of these instruments apart from guitar; but my repertoire peaked at age 12, i havent improved since due to laziness.

i never made an effort to join or create any bands.

i was accepted into a youth choir when i was younger but i never went because i did not know anyone at the choir, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems, preferring them over irl experiences.

i stopped going to dance classes after i was bullied by the female teacher who called me retarded because i was too slow to understand the dance moves (i was 2 years younger than everyone, at age 8, whereas everyone else was 10).

i never went to drama school even though i got top marks in drama subject in hs because i did not know anyone, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems.

i dropped mathematics in grade 9, instead of studying advanced mathematics, because i was afraid of failure and preferred easier non STEM route (that allowed me to play more vidya gaems). this meant that university's courses that i could immediately apply to and succeed in, were limited to non STEM pathways, damaging future career options.

i never harnessed my vidya game addiction to pursue youtube or twitch streaming, despite the 2009-2015 time period being the ideal time to begin, and my high vidya gaem ranks (20th prestige in COD/high rank in BF3, diamond III in league of legends, participated in the minecraft and DayZ beta). i should have run my own servers and been point of knowledge/entertainment for the community through twitch/youtube.

i got addicted to shitposting on bodybuilding's misc, lookism and /fit/, instead of socializing irl.

knew about btc but didnt buy it until years later. when i did own it, i gambled it away on shitcoins. now i dont even own 1 btc. i was given the chance to make generational wealth but i blew it, as i consumed myself in the thrill of gambling instead of long term success through investing.

during prime lookism and crypto days, ~2016, i should have become an youtube influencer on these topics, but i didnt because i was scared of being judged and doubted my ability.

i never asked out any girls at high school, even though multiple females approached and complimented me eg saying 'you have nice eyelashes', 'you're cute', 'you look like you surf', 'i like your hair!'. females clearly signaled their interest to me but i was too much of a low, high inhib loser to do anything. im now 27 yo virgin. i wasted the chance, as a virgin, to meet a female virgin and commence a Romeo and Juliet relationship, fall in love and have many european children, living happily ever after, in this life and the next.

when i got invited to parties in hs, i refused to go because of social anxiety.

i did not make an effort to maintain friendships from grade, high school or university. some people cared about me but i took it for granted, preferencing being a basement dweller, hermit loser, instead.

i commuted to university instead of living in a dormitory, impeding my social development.

i never continued programming, impeding my entrepreneurial potential, potential networks and self-actualization.

i studied a non STEM degree at university, which wasted my life and left me largely skill less. although i have tried to apply to graduate programs, i always fail at the interview stage, given my poor social skills. if i had studied, and excelled at STEM, my hypothetical hard skills could have carried my poor social skills.

i regret not trying harder in everything i did do eg studied more. i should have curated a mindset of doing well in all facets of life.

i didnt continue learning other languages, forgetting everything i learned 10 years ago.

i became obsessed with looksmaxxing and postposed socializing/prospective friendships/dating until 'i got all my surgeries' (10 years passed and i never got any surgeries as i could not afford them).

i failed to realize that as a 6'1 white male with a strong jaw and clear skin, all i needed to do to make friends, and foster a sense of belonging, was smile at people and ask people about themselves, foster genuine interest in other people and remain positive to myself and others, but i couldnt even do that because i was an introverted autistic freak, petrified of being judged, resulting in me actively ostracizing myself from communities by never smiling, stuttering, looking at the ground when people speak to me and thinking too much before i spoke (resulting in me being effectively awkward mute, this languishing presence that made others uncomfortable).

the other important part of socializing, is propinquity and repetition; the more you turn up to a community, the more familiar others become towards you. unfortunately, i joined university clubs, but did not stay for any noticeable length of time and so was unable to build longer term rapport with other humans.


Effect:
all these failures, have the effect of creating me as i am today; an insecure, low iq and ugly (internally and outside) subhuman, with little useful skills, who gives up easily, struggles to socialize and has failed to achieve standard social milestones of the average human being.

i find it difficult to be passionate about anything; as if i taught myself that there is nothing worth doing or worth fighting for. ive become disturbingly complacent with wasting my time mindlessly shitposting, reading, lifting and watching youtube/anime.

i failed at life.


Qualifier:
i am glad that i am healthy, have a loving mother who has provided and continues to provide for me, live in a peaceful home, have all my basic faculties (i can see, move, feel, smell, speak, hear) and have a dog who makes me laugh (but poos in the dining room so i have to clean it up).

tl;dr
i regret not persisting with any of my hobbies or any endeavors at all, that could provide value to others or myself
i regret putting off my life and minimizing social contact until i 'got my surgeries' (which never occured)
i regret all the time i spent aimlessly and mindlessly shitposting, playing vidya gaems and consuming social media like youtube/tiktok or anime.
now my only skill is procrastinating, shitposting and watching youtube. im too lazy and despondent to even play vidya gaems, watch films or watch anime. ive thought about making such a thread as this for years but i never did because i felt despondent about feeling despondent, however, i have now finally made it.

i failed at life

thank you for not reading my self absorbed rant
inb4 dnt rd

Everybody does no matter what path they chose. If they worked did everything by the book and worked hard they regret not having more fun if they screwed around they regret not focusing on goals more.

Mostly I only thing about regrets when I wake up in a bad mood in general though (maybe once every 2 months or after drinking). If you are really ruminating and thinking about things you wish you did differently everyday that's more a symptom of a bad mental state so id get that addressed.

 

[BigBoy]

How old r u now

early 20s

 

[kana]

Regrets:
i quit playing various musical instruments which i was given a chance, and time, to learn (like piano, guitar, harmonica, trombone). however, i have forgotten how to play all of these instruments apart from guitar; but my repertoire peaked at age 12, i havent improved since due to laziness.

i never made an effort to join or create any bands.

i was accepted into a youth choir when i was younger but i never went because i did not know anyone at the choir, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems, preferring them over irl experiences.

i stopped going to dance classes after i was bullied by the female teacher who called me retarded because i was too slow to understand the dance moves (i was 2 years younger than everyone, at age 8, whereas everyone else was 10).

i never went to drama school even though i got top marks in drama subject in hs because i did not know anyone, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems.

i dropped mathematics in grade 9, instead of studying advanced mathematics, because i was afraid of failure and preferred easier non STEM route (that allowed me to play more vidya gaems). this meant that university's courses that i could immediately apply to and succeed in, were limited to non STEM pathways, damaging future career options.

i never harnessed my vidya game addiction to pursue youtube or twitch streaming, despite the 2009-2015 time period being the ideal time to begin, and my high vidya gaem ranks (20th prestige in COD/high rank in BF3, diamond III in league of legends, participated in the minecraft and DayZ beta). i should have run my own servers and been point of knowledge/entertainment for the community through twitch/youtube.

i got addicted to shitposting on bodybuilding's misc, lookism and /fit/, instead of socializing irl.

knew about btc but didnt buy it until years later. when i did own it, i gambled it away on shitcoins. now i dont even own 1 btc. i was given the chance to make generational wealth but i blew it, as i consumed myself in the thrill of gambling instead of long term success through investing.

during prime lookism and crypto days, ~2016, i should have become an youtube influencer on these topics, but i didnt because i was scared of being judged and doubted my ability.

i never asked out any girls at high school, even though multiple females approached and complimented me eg saying 'you have nice eyelashes', 'you're cute', 'you look like you surf', 'i like your hair!'. females clearly signaled their interest to me but i was too much of a low, high inhib loser to do anything. im now 27 yo virgin. i wasted the chance, as a virgin, to meet a female virgin and commence a Romeo and Juliet relationship, fall in love and have many european children, living happily ever after, in this life and the next.

when i got invited to parties in hs, i refused to go because of social anxiety.

i did not make an effort to maintain friendships from grade, high school or university. some people cared about me but i took it for granted, preferencing being a basement dweller, hermit loser, instead.

i commuted to university instead of living in a dormitory, impeding my social development.

i never continued programming, impeding my entrepreneurial potential, potential networks and self-actualization.

i studied a non STEM degree at university, which wasted my life and left me largely skill less. although i have tried to apply to graduate programs, i always fail at the interview stage, given my poor social skills. if i had studied, and excelled at STEM, my hypothetical hard skills could have carried my poor social skills.

i regret not trying harder in everything i did do eg studied more. i should have curated a mindset of doing well in all facets of life.

i didnt continue learning other languages, forgetting everything i learned 10 years ago.

i became obsessed with looksmaxxing and postposed socializing/prospective friendships/dating until 'i got all my surgeries' (10 years passed and i never got any surgeries as i could not afford them).

i failed to realize that as a 6'1 white male with a strong jaw and clear skin, all i needed to do to make friends, and foster a sense of belonging, was smile at people and ask people about themselves, foster genuine interest in other people and remain positive to myself and others, but i couldnt even do that because i was an introverted autistic freak, petrified of being judged, resulting in me actively ostracizing myself from communities by never smiling, stuttering, looking at the ground when people speak to me and thinking too much before i spoke (resulting in me being effectively awkward mute, this languishing presence that made others uncomfortable).

the other important part of socializing, is propinquity and repetition; the more you turn up to a community, the more familiar others become towards you. unfortunately, i joined university clubs, but did not stay for any noticeable length of time and so was unable to build longer term rapport with other humans.


Effect:
all these failures, have the effect of creating me as i am today; an insecure, low iq and ugly (internally and outside) subhuman, with little useful skills, who gives up easily, struggles to socialize and has failed to achieve standard social milestones of the average human being.

i find it difficult to be passionate about anything; as if i taught myself that there is nothing worth doing or worth fighting for. ive become disturbingly complacent with wasting my time mindlessly shitposting, reading, lifting and watching youtube/anime.

i failed at life.


Qualifier:
i am glad that i am healthy, have a loving mother who has provided and continues to provide for me, live in a peaceful home, have all my basic faculties (i can see, move, feel, smell, speak, hear) and have a dog who makes me laugh (but poos in the dining room so i have to clean it up).

tl;dr
i regret not persisting with any of my hobbies or any endeavors at all, that could provide value to others or myself
i regret putting off my life and minimizing social contact until i 'got my surgeries' (which never occured)
i regret all the time i spent aimlessly and mindlessly shitposting, playing vidya gaems and consuming social media like youtube/tiktok or anime.
now my only skill is procrastinating, shitposting and watching youtube. im too lazy and despondent to even play vidya gaems, watch films or watch anime. ive thought about making such a thread as this for years but i never did because i felt despondent about feeling despondent, however, i have now finally made it.

i failed at life

thank you for not reading my self absorbed rant
inb4 dnt rd

dnr autistic oldcel screeching

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

early 20s

go to university and enter a dormitory to socialize (and join university club). once you become my age (27 yo autistic virgin) its too late.

 

[BigBoy]

go to university and enter a dormitory to socialize (and join university club). once you become my age (27 yo autistic virgin) its too late.

I’m planning on going back in a bit. Defo gonna join clubs. I wanted to join a frat but I think I’ll be too old to join one

 

[aladdinmaxxer]

Regrets:
i quit playing various musical instruments which i was given a chance, and time, to learn (like piano, guitar, harmonica, trombone). however, i have forgotten how to play all of these instruments apart from guitar; but my repertoire peaked at age 12, i havent improved since due to laziness.

i never made an effort to join or create any bands.

i was accepted into a youth choir when i was younger but i never went because i did not know anyone at the choir, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems, preferring them over irl experiences.

i stopped going to dance classes after i was bullied by the female teacher who called me retarded because i was too slow to understand the dance moves (i was 2 years younger than everyone, at age 8, whereas everyone else was 10).

i never went to drama school even though i got top marks in drama subject in hs because i did not know anyone, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems.

i dropped mathematics in grade 9, instead of studying advanced mathematics, because i was afraid of failure and preferred easier non STEM route (that allowed me to play more vidya gaems). this meant that university's courses that i could immediately apply to and succeed in, were limited to non STEM pathways, damaging future career options.

i never harnessed my vidya game addiction to pursue youtube or twitch streaming, despite the 2009-2015 time period being the ideal time to begin, and my high vidya gaem ranks (20th prestige in COD/high rank in BF3, diamond III in league of legends, participated in the minecraft and DayZ beta). i should have run my own servers and been point of knowledge/entertainment for the community through twitch/youtube.

i got addicted to shitposting on bodybuilding's misc, lookism and /fit/, instead of socializing irl.

knew about btc but didnt buy it until years later. when i did own it, i gambled it away on shitcoins. now i dont even own 1 btc. i was given the chance to make generational wealth but i blew it, as i consumed myself in the thrill of gambling instead of long term success through investing.

during prime lookism and crypto days, ~2016, i should have become an youtube influencer on these topics, but i didnt because i was scared of being judged and doubted my ability.

i never asked out any girls at high school, even though multiple females approached and complimented me eg saying 'you have nice eyelashes', 'you're cute', 'you look like you surf', 'i like your hair!'. females clearly signaled their interest to me but i was too much of a low, high inhib loser to do anything. im now 27 yo virgin. i wasted the chance, as a virgin, to meet a female virgin and commence a Romeo and Juliet relationship, fall in love and have many european children, living happily ever after, in this life and the next.

when i got invited to parties in hs, i refused to go because of social anxiety.

i did not make an effort to maintain friendships from grade, high school or university. some people cared about me but i took it for granted, preferencing being a basement dweller, hermit loser, instead.

i commuted to university instead of living in a dormitory, impeding my social development.

i never continued programming, impeding my entrepreneurial potential, potential networks and self-actualization.

i studied a non STEM degree at university, which wasted my life and left me largely skill less. although i have tried to apply to graduate programs, i always fail at the interview stage, given my poor social skills. if i had studied, and excelled at STEM, my hypothetical hard skills could have carried my poor social skills.

i regret not trying harder in everything i did do eg studied more. i should have curated a mindset of doing well in all facets of life.

i didnt continue learning other languages, forgetting everything i learned 10 years ago.

i became obsessed with looksmaxxing and postposed socializing/prospective friendships/dating until 'i got all my surgeries' (10 years passed and i never got any surgeries as i could not afford them).

i failed to realize that as a 6'1 white male with a strong jaw and clear skin, all i needed to do to make friends, and foster a sense of belonging, was smile at people and ask people about themselves, foster genuine interest in other people and remain positive to myself and others, but i couldnt even do that because i was an introverted autistic freak, petrified of being judged, resulting in me actively ostracizing myself from communities by never smiling, stuttering, looking at the ground when people speak to me and thinking too much before i spoke (resulting in me being effectively awkward mute, this languishing presence that made others uncomfortable).

the other important part of socializing, is propinquity and repetition; the more you turn up to a community, the more familiar others become towards you. unfortunately, i joined university clubs, but did not stay for any noticeable length of time and so was unable to build longer term rapport with other humans.


Effect:
all these failures, have the effect of creating me as i am today; an insecure, low iq and ugly (internally and outside) subhuman, with little useful skills, who gives up easily, struggles to socialize and has failed to achieve standard social milestones of the average human being.

i find it difficult to be passionate about anything; as if i taught myself that there is nothing worth doing or worth fighting for. ive become disturbingly complacent with wasting my time mindlessly shitposting, reading, lifting and watching youtube/anime.

i failed at life.


Qualifier:
i am glad that i am healthy, have a loving mother who has provided and continues to provide for me, live in a peaceful home, have all my basic faculties (i can see, move, feel, smell, speak, hear) and have a dog who makes me laugh (but poos in the dining room so i have to clean it up).

tl;dr
i regret not persisting with any of my hobbies or any endeavors at all, that could provide value to others or myself
i regret putting off my life and minimizing social contact until i 'got my surgeries' (which never occured)
i regret all the time i spent aimlessly and mindlessly shitposting, playing vidya gaems and consuming social media like youtube/tiktok or anime.
now my only skill is procrastinating, shitposting and watching youtube. im too lazy and despondent to even play vidya gaems, watch films or watch anime. ive thought about making such a thread as this for years but i never did because i felt despondent about feeling despondent, however, i have now finally made it.

i failed at life

thank you for not reading my self absorbed rant
inb4 dnt rd

did not read a single molecule

 

[buddhistking]

I have way worse regrets than this jfl, is this how privileged normies' lives are?

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

I’m planning on going back in a bit. Defo gonna join clubs. I wanted to join a frat but I think I’ll be too old to join one

as long as you arent >25 yo i don't think you'd be too old. i presume there are some masters/phds also in frats in America, which would explain an older age, or is it more of a bachelors degree activity?

 

[BigBoy]

as long as you arent >25 yo i don't think you'd be too old. i presume there are some masters/phds also in frats in America, which would explain an older age, or is it more of a bachelors degree activity?

I’m gonna be mid 20s by the time I start college. It’s more of a bachelors degree activity.

 

[chadlitemaxxing]

my biggest regret is not having a condom to fuck my highschool sweetheart in my freshman year

 

[nonntfreak]

I should've fucked the gigastacy that gave me IOIs in 2014.

But I was to shy to do anything at the time.

 

[LancasteR]

If you really wanted to you would have done something.

 

[sover]

Regrets:
i quit playing various musical instruments which i was given a chance, and time, to learn (like piano, guitar, harmonica, trombone). however, i have forgotten how to play all of these instruments apart from guitar; but my repertoire peaked at age 12, i havent improved since due to laziness.

i never made an effort to join or create any bands.

i was accepted into a youth choir when i was younger but i never went because i did not know anyone at the choir, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems, preferring them over irl experiences.

i stopped going to dance classes after i was bullied by the female teacher who called me retarded because i was too slow to understand the dance moves (i was 2 years younger than everyone, at age 8, whereas everyone else was 10).

i never went to drama school even though i got top marks in drama subject in hs because i did not know anyone, was afraid of unfamiliar environments and was addicted to vidya gaems.

i dropped mathematics in grade 9, instead of studying advanced mathematics, because i was afraid of failure and preferred easier non STEM route (that allowed me to play more vidya gaems). this meant that university's courses that i could immediately apply to and succeed in, were limited to non STEM pathways, damaging future career options.

i never harnessed my vidya game addiction to pursue youtube or twitch streaming, despite the 2009-2015 time period being the ideal time to begin, and my high vidya gaem ranks (20th prestige in COD/high rank in BF3, diamond III in league of legends, participated in the minecraft and DayZ beta). i should have run my own servers and been point of knowledge/entertainment for the community through twitch/youtube.

i got addicted to shitposting on bodybuilding's misc, lookism and /fit/, instead of socializing irl.

knew about btc but didnt buy it until years later. when i did own it, i gambled it away on shitcoins. now i dont even own 1 btc. i was given the chance to make generational wealth but i blew it, as i consumed myself in the thrill of gambling instead of long term success through investing.

during prime lookism and crypto days, ~2016, i should have become an youtube influencer on these topics, but i didnt because i was scared of being judged and doubted my ability.

i never asked out any girls at high school, even though multiple females approached and complimented me eg saying 'you have nice eyelashes', 'you're cute', 'you look like you surf', 'i like your hair!'. females clearly signaled their interest to me but i was too much of a low, high inhib loser to do anything. im now 27 yo virgin. i wasted the chance, as a virgin, to meet a female virgin and commence a Romeo and Juliet relationship, fall in love and have many european children, living happily ever after, in this life and the next.

when i got invited to parties in hs, i refused to go because of social anxiety.

i did not make an effort to maintain friendships from grade, high school or university. some people cared about me but i took it for granted, preferencing being a basement dweller, hermit loser, instead.

i commuted to university instead of living in a dormitory, impeding my social development.

i never continued programming, impeding my entrepreneurial potential, potential networks and self-actualization.

i studied a non STEM degree at university, which wasted my life and left me largely skill less. although i have tried to apply to graduate programs, i always fail at the interview stage, given my poor social skills. if i had studied, and excelled at STEM, my hypothetical hard skills could have carried my poor social skills.

i regret not trying harder in everything i did do eg studied more. i should have curated a mindset of doing well in all facets of life.

i didnt continue learning other languages, forgetting everything i learned 10 years ago.

i became obsessed with looksmaxxing and postposed socializing/prospective friendships/dating until 'i got all my surgeries' (10 years passed and i never got any surgeries as i could not afford them).

i failed to realize that as a 6'1 white male with a strong jaw and clear skin, all i needed to do to make friends, and foster a sense of belonging, was smile at people and ask people about themselves, foster genuine interest in other people and remain positive to myself and others, but i couldnt even do that because i was an introverted autistic freak, petrified of being judged, resulting in me actively ostracizing myself from communities by never smiling, stuttering, looking at the ground when people speak to me and thinking too much before i spoke (resulting in me being effectively awkward mute, this languishing presence that made others uncomfortable).

the other important part of socializing, is propinquity and repetition; the more you turn up to a community, the more familiar others become towards you. unfortunately, i joined university clubs, but did not stay for any noticeable length of time and so was unable to build longer term rapport with other humans.


Effect:
all these failures, have the effect of creating me as i am today; an insecure, low iq and ugly (internally and outside) subhuman, with little useful skills, who gives up easily, struggles to socialize and has failed to achieve standard social milestones of the average human being.

i find it difficult to be passionate about anything; as if i taught myself that there is nothing worth doing or worth fighting for. ive become disturbingly complacent with wasting my time mindlessly shitposting, reading, lifting and watching youtube/anime.

i failed at life.


Qualifier:
i am glad that i am healthy, have a loving mother who has provided and continues to provide for me, live in a peaceful home, have all my basic faculties (i can see, move, feel, smell, speak, hear) and have a dog who makes me laugh (but poos in the dining room so i have to clean it up).

tl;dr
i regret not persisting with any of my hobbies or any endeavors at all, that could provide value to others or myself
i regret putting off my life and minimizing social contact until i 'got my surgeries' (which never occured)
i regret all the time i spent aimlessly and mindlessly shitposting, playing vidya gaems and consuming social media like youtube/tiktok or anime.
now my only skill is procrastinating, shitposting and watching youtube. im too lazy and despondent to even play vidya gaems, watch films or watch anime. ive thought about making such a thread as this for years but i never did because i felt despondent about feeling despondent, however, i have now finally made it.

i failed at life

thank you for not reading my self absorbed rant
inb4 dnt rd

dnr even the tldr yes i regret a lot

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

If you really wanted to you would have done something.

thats massive cope.
the internet is an indirect selection pressure. for those without ideal genes associated with delayed gratification and productivity in the age of technology, they become completely ensnared by the internet, vidya gaems, shitposting, anime. they are rendered passive consumers instead of productive creators, due to technology offering ease of dopamine never before seen in history.

such losers, unable to attain resources in such an environment, will sink down the social and economic hierarchy, as class divergence increases, becoming increasingly poor and desperate, where they are mass mobilized by elites to mindlessly consume (stabilize the velocity of money) and then die of impending famine, disease and war, where there genes will be selected out of the gene pool.

 

[Poisonpunk3]

Why do I have the feeling this may be a paste? If it's not, then you have my empathy.
I hope the tables do turn for you, if not, then I hope you finally come to the realization, that life doesn't owe you shit. Besides your dancing-class teacher, reality is your worst hater.

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Barely

 

[nofap]

the thing is regret doing the most for the rest of my life, legit ruined my life in every way possible and made me end up on here