my life is getting worse and worse

[MulletM1chas]

( sorry for my english its not my first language) i was always a weird child maybe the reason is that my mom isolated me as a child my only time when i had contact with someone no-scholl was when a guy from my class came to his grandparents bcs they are my neighbors so we were playing and talking over the fence so i never had a chance to develop social skills and my whole prehigh scholl life i was considere a funny guy like the class clown everyone liked me but when i was 12 i fell in love with a girl in my class and there it started i colected her photos and i was constantly looking at her i started texting her weir messages that i want her to fuck with me or if she dosen't i will rape her and she told everyone and my opinion got destroyed by one stupid foid after that i started to have mental breakdowns in scholl and i was hearing that back then i was cool kind smart guy but now i am fucking psycho and no one wanted to talk to me then covid started. i always was obssed with medieval wariors like aragorn from lord of the rings and he has a long hair so i decided that i what to be a great warior like him so i started growing hair and when covid ended everyone started to make fun of me i was public enemy number 1 i was short skinny with 150cm height i was 36kg everone made fun of me so i was forced to cut my hair bcs everyone thoud i was gay or trans when i was 13-14 my opinion was just neutral 2 months after turning 13 i started going to the gym and i became stronger and bigger realy fast and i was doing armwrestling a lot with my classmates and i was deafeating everyone so i gained some respect but still i had few mental breakdowns. one time in pe i got angry and started screaming i will kill everyone and that they will pay for what they did. no one took it serious but i made a poison and tried to put it in everyone drink but i was stopped at 14 i got crush again on ukrainian girl and then total psychosis started i was runing at a time and ofc i colected her photos and i was trying to get as close to her as i can in scholl and i found her home by just knowing the area where she lives and the color of her wall and started being much around her home and i started texting her on tt and she didnt know who i was and also it was my nazi phase im which i am still but it was the bomm so i shawed my head so when i revealed myself she laughed at me and said that i am too short and i am bald ( i was 167cm at the time) and i had a breakdown again writing some thing again that i will rape her and lock in a cage she was realy scared when i revealed that i know where she lives she contacted her male friends and my scholl opinion was ruined again i had to beg them not to tell anyone after 2 moths i ended scholl and graduated to high scholl and it was a year ago and around that time i started looksmaxing like the bp bcs i can i started looksmaxing at 13 when i started going to the gym,mewing trying to get taller and i was doing some jaw exercise but year ago i started total looksmaxing and around february i got crush again on a girl and i was doing this stuff again stalking,colecting photos and more but i tried to be nice dont i looksmaxed a bit so i was confident but she was gosting me not anwserign to my messages me only meet once and we didnt even touch she rejceted me but i never give up until i fuck up myself so i was still obbsed with her i started drawing her in wplace like massive drawing around 124kpixels+ and i had half done when yesterday she randomly messaged me and i realised she KNOWS but not that i still love her or smtng SHE KNOW EVERYTHING the drawing that i mesaged on ngl ig that i will chopp of hand of her male friends THAT I HAVE HER EVERY PHOTO SAVED ON MY PC THAT I STALKED HER IRL EVERYTHING i realised why bcs someone snitched i dont have real friends just 5, 4 from them are scholl fake friends and one lives far away and we dont meet much like 10 times a year but he could be my friend bcs he knows like 75% of me that i looksmax that i am psycho stalker but he dosent care he acts like he dosent know but someone and i know who from my scholl ''friend'' group was a spy he was my home saw my wallpaper with her i told him that i have a collection of phots of every girl i fell in love too he saw the wplace drawing he is a fucking traitor and now she threatens me that i have to delete everything and admit that i am a psycho or she will tell everyone but not everyone in scholl but parents teachers LITERALY EVERYONE my whole life as older i get is more ruined by females they are evil creatures that they deceive guys like me and destroy them woman are evil from the birth they are unstable emotional creatures machine to destroy lives look at this the world started to get worse and worse when women got voting right and rights in general every major religon limits them ( christianity,islam for example) they deserve to die to live in pain thats why they have period bcs they are evil and if god exist he is punishing them for they evil thats why they have painful childbirth if you even look at animals the femals are more agresive more evil everywhere you look females are evil they need to be ruced to sex toys and child machines they need to be punished for what they did to me and for what they are doing to males out there in the world i wish every woman will meat guy like ted bundy in they life cya guys.

 

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