My life is over.

[gavin_x3]

i just need to get this out i dont care about the quality of this thread and i dont care if people say "tldr" or some bs like that. do as u please.
All i want in life is to just experience any type of connection with a girl.
(I'm the first person in my grade to have a license) anytime i girl even interacts with me it is only if they need or want a ride somewhere. i have SFS and my self esteem is so low and it is gut wrenching to know that no matter what i do i will be forever nerfed by my sfs. my phone is so fucking dry i have no girls i talk to, the last time i had a gf was January 2023, and i cant even tell u the last time i would even say i was in a talking stage. i want a minimum of 5 different surgeries/procedures to even have a chance at experiencing life. I do not know what i want to do in life, I'm 16 i hate myself i hate my body so much, I'm barely 5'7 125lbs 20bmi. All my friends brutally fucking height mog me.
i have no guidance no role models no one to talk to nothing. i am about to order 3 different drugs (pregabalin, baclofen, and mematine, maybe cialis because why not.)
oh yeah also i have gyno so i dont even remember the last time i took my shirt off around anyone.
I have been smoking weed the past 3 months everyday before school alone in my car crying to myself having to fucking try and get through the day. My friends kicked me out of the friend group a couple months ago just before summer break, so i spent my summer alone. I did not hangout with 1 person my age for 6 months. I got my license august 28th and just so happened to be when school started again. im friends with them again now but i feel like its only for rides and at their convivence. im in therapy but thats only because i have adhd so i guess my mom thinks i need it, thats only once a month and every session is useless, i can not talk about my feeling especially with a therapist who is only fucking treating you non even human.

No one is going to save me.
I can't save myself.
I'm going to be fucking stuck at 5'7
I want to nutrition max but i nor my parents can afford for me to be buying meat and eggs and all this good food that ur supposed to eat. i ate mcdonalds twice in the last 24 hours because they just get it for me.

I feel so bad for my parents i wish i could make them proud but i dont do anything except go to the gym, but even that im fucking weak at.

I wish i could just fucking die and not not have anyone grieve over me. I know no one would except my family anyways. My grandparents are getting old my parents are getting old i think its over for me when they pass.
I am so fucking mentally weak no one will ever understand.
I wish i could be happy i wish i could not care about looks or anything. I want to be normal i dont want my parents to see me like this.

i dont know how long i can do this for.

 

[BlackFag]

i get you dude, living the same
5'8 and ugly as shit
although i don't have friends and never dated
i get you

would lie and tell you it gets better or tell you to go to therapy
just want you to know that you ain't the only one living life that

looksmaxxing is really our only answer

 

[gavin_x3]

i get you dude, living the same
5'8 and ugly as shit
although i don't have friends and never dated
i get you

would lie and tell you it gets better or tell you to go to therapy
just want you to know that you ain't the only one living life that

looksmaxxing is really our only answer

yeah or rope

 

[BlackFag]

yeah or rope

the world truly is perfection or death

 

[xzylecrey]

All i want in life is to just experience any type of connection with a girl.

Same bro and to be beautiful

anytime i girl even interacts with me it is only if they need or want a ride somewhere.

dont offer rides anymore fuck them

my phone is so fucking dry i have no girls i talk to, the last time i had a gf was January 2023,

At least you had a gf a lot of us are khhv and will be for a long time

i want a minimum of 5 different surgeries/procedures to even have a chance at experiencing life.

I also gotta get heaps of surgeries some of us will have to wageslave for a while

I do not know what i want to do in life, I'm 16 i hate myself i hate my body so much, I'm barely 5'7 125lbs 20bmi. All my friends brutally fucking height mog me.
i have no guidance no role models no one to talk to nothing.

Your 16 have a liscense and have had a gf. Im 18 no liscense never had a gf. Im 5 8 and get heightmogged the small amount of times i go out aswell so i relate to everything including having no guidance in life or with my specific hardmaxxes. No one to talk to either its brutal.

I am so fucking mentally weak no one will ever understand.
I wish i could be happy i wish i could not care about looks or anything. I want to be normal i dont want my parents to see me like this.
i dont know how long i can do this for.

Same bro this is like a reflection from my own mind
I really hope you get through it via one step at a time

 

[lalalanotlistening]

Stopped reading when I saw gf

 

[BlackFag]

Same bro and to be beautiful

dont offer rides anymore fuck them

At least you had a gf a lot of us are khhv and will be for a long time

I also gotta get heaps of surgeries some of us will have to wageslave for a while

Your 16 have a liscense and have had a gf. Im 18 no liscense never had a gf. Im 5 8 and get heightmogged the small amount of times i go out aswell so i relate to everything including having no guidance in life or with my specific hardmaxxes. No one to talk to either its brutal.

Same bro this is like a reflection from my own mind
I really hope you get through it via one step at a time

this lowkey hurt to read, knowing you both are so much like me


planning on taking a few surgery and already preping to buy some reta for weight
got my liscense a few weeks ago
never talked to a girl for longer then 30 minutes

never held hands
never even kissed one before
just being a virgin is my greatest shame

 

[gavin_x3]

Same bro and to be beautiful

dont offer rides anymore fuck them

At least you had a gf a lot of us are khhv and will be for a long time

I also gotta get heaps of surgeries some of us will have to wageslave for a while

Your 16 have a liscense and have had a gf. Im 18 no liscense never had a gf. Im 5 8 and get heightmogged the small amount of times i go out aswell so i relate to everything including having no guidance in life or with my specific hardmaxxes. No one to talk to either its brutal.

Same bro this is like a reflection from my own mind
I really hope you get through it via one step at a time

thanks bro, (dk how u replied to each line like that)

fuck them they get no rides. doesnt matter anyways everyone is getting their licenses soon so i wont mean shit to anyone anymore.

i really dk if i would even count my gfs ive had, never kissed even. and it was in middle school.


im not trying to play pity tho. it is so bad tho how polar opposite peoples lives are.


it does help to know other people have it the same way or worse.

 

[gavin_x3]

Stopped reading when I saw gf

haha. i shouldn't even count it. it was middle school and never even kissed.

 

[xzylecrey]

this lowkey hurt to read, knowing you both are so much like me


planning on taking a few surgery and already preping to buy some reta for weight
got my liscense a few weeks ago
never talked to a girl for longer then 30 minutes

never held hands
never even kissed one before
just being a virgin is my greatest shame

Im gonna be honest when i would hang around my friends being the only virgin was the most humiliating soul crushing thing but now i literally just want to look good thats all i care about and my only goal in life besides making more money. You and his story sound so similar to mine aswell lol albeit a few tweaks and experiences.
I would get reta if i could but im just gonna try omad and maybe get like a exercise bike.
Ill also go for my liscense once i can get a job. And for surgeries, same i plan to get a lot.

 

[gavin_x3]

this lowkey hurt to read, knowing you both are so much like me


planning on taking a few surgery and already preping to buy some reta for weight
got my liscense a few weeks ago
never talked to a girl for longer then 30 minutes

never held hands
never even kissed one before
just being a virgin is my greatest shame

well at least we know we are suffering together

im sorry bro

 

[gavin_x3]

Im gonna be honest when i would hang around my friends being the only virgin was the most humiliating soul crushing thing but now i literally just want to look good thats all i care about and my only goal in life besides making more money. You and his story sound so similar to mine aswell lol albeit a few tweaks and experiences.
I would get reta if i could but im just gonna try omad and maybe get like a exercise bike.
Ill also go for my liscense once i can get a job. And for surgeries, same i plan to get a lot.

it hurts me that i have to get surgeries. my parents dont know not even a little bit of what i am going through.
i dont want my mom to see her son getting all of these surgeries to look better,
god i dont deserve anyone.

 

[xzylecrey]

thanks bro, (dk how u replied to each line like that)

You gotta space each line and it seperates it

fuck them they get no rides. doesnt matter anyways everyone is getting their licenses soon so i wont mean shit to anyone anymore.

i really dk if i would even count my gfs ive had, never kissed even. and it was in middle school.

Yeah in that case it doesnt really count likr you said haha

im not trying to play pity tho. it is so bad tho how polar opposite peoples lives are.

Its good to vent and stuff and it really sucks. At the end of the day tho we gotta work, get surgeries and go from there

it does help to know other people have it the same way or worse.

Same. Js knowing other people can relate with me and that we could get through this together yk

 

[BlackFag]

Im gonna be honest when i would hang around my friends being the only virgin was the most humiliating soul crushing thing but now i literally just want to look good thats all i care about and my only goal in life besides making more money. You and his story sound so similar to mine aswell lol albeit a few tweaks and experiences.
I would get reta if i could but im just gonna try omad and maybe get like a exercise bike.
Ill also go for my liscense once i can get a job. And for surgeries, same i plan to get a lot.

again same fucking thing
was so obsessed over losing my truecell status
then started getting looksmaxxing and i just want to mog now


like both my parents are so normie pilled
but their also liars
constantly saying "i look good" or sum shit

if i looked good would not be a KHHV at 17

 

[xzylecrey]

it hurts me that i have to get surgeries. my parents dont know not even a little bit of what i am going through.
i dont want my mom to see her son getting all of these surgeries to look better,
god i dont deserve anyone.

I know what your saying but you gotta do it for you because the reality is nothing changes if nothing changes But try everything naturally first as in softmaxxes.
It only hurts me cause it costs so much and it will take a long time. W thinking of your parents tho

 

[xzylecrey]

again same fucking thing
was so obsessed over losing my truecell status
then started getting looksmaxxing and i just want to mog now


like both my parents are so normie pilled
but their also liars
constantly saying "i look good" or sum shit

if i looked good would not be a KHHV at 17

YUp

YOOO they say the same thing omfg if i looked good id be outside everyday instead im a neet truecel

 

[BlackFag]

it hurts me that i have to get surgeries. my parents dont know not even a little bit of what i am going through.
i dont want my mom to see her son getting all of these surgeries to look better,
god i dont deserve anyone.

neither of us we're born deserving someone

but we can if we look good
we can fight our genetics until victory

and if we fail, it means nothing really changed

 

[BlackFag]

YUp

YOOO they say the same thing omfg if i looked good id be outside everyday instead im a neet truecel

ONG BRO
if i looked would be an actual fucking whore, and go outside 24/7
like i got school in a few days and i lowkey feel like a cuck when walking the halls with so many people taller and better looking then me

 

[xzylecrey]

ONG BRO
if i looked would be an actual fucking whore, and go outside 24/7
like i got school in a few days and i lowkey feel like a cuck when walking the halls with so many people taller and better looking then me

Do u look at the ground when walking

 

[xzylecrey]

neither of us we're born deserving someone

but we can if we look good
we can fight our genetics until victory

and if we fail, it means nothing really changed

 

[BlackFag]

Do u look at the ground when walking

fuck yeah, memorised my shoes and floor patern

even do it at home

 

[mongmongoose]

Im so sorry, praying a miracle can save us all

 

[BlackFag]

Im so sorry, praying a miracle can save us all

we live in the 21st century
we can make our own miracles

 

[gavin_x3]

ONG BRO
if i looked would be an actual fucking whore, and go outside 24/7
like i got school in a few days and i lowkey feel like a cuck when walking the halls with so many people taller and better looking then me

my parents are the same way. saying i could be a model LOL thats funny

mom if i looked like a model i wouldnt be a fucking virgin incel son sitting on org for hours on end a day.

 

[BlackFag]

my parents are the same way. saying i could be a model LOL thats funny

mom if i looked like a model i wouldnt be a fucking virgin incel son sitting on org for hours on end a day.

i think most moms have this clouded image of their sons
still seeing the cute kid we once were ignoring that others don't see it

only good thing my parents is that their honest about me being short
which is nice to have that honesty

 

[gavin_x3]

fuck yeah, memorised my shoes and floor patern

even do it at home

Hell yeah i do the same thing.

 

[.hk7k]

im in same boat in every aspect but im 6”2 sound good to you guys maybe but it honestly changes nothing but if i was shorter id definitely rope (not in a rude indirect way to u guys, what i mean is itd lower my chances even more that it is now ) ive come to accept theres plenty of happy ugly guys so why not happymax but heads up brother yeah

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

SFS

Tf is SFS?

Fuck bro.
Brutal read

 

[GonnaRope]

i just need to get this out i dont care about the quality of this thread and i dont care if people say "tldr" or some bs like that. do as u please.
All i want in life is to just experience any type of connection with a girl.
(I'm the first person in my grade to have a license) anytime i girl even interacts with me it is only if they need or want a ride somewhere. i have SFS and my self esteem is so low and it is gut wrenching to know that no matter what i do i will be forever nerfed by my sfs. my phone is so fucking dry i have no girls i talk to, the last time i had a gf was January 2023, and i cant even tell u the last time i would even say i was in a talking stage. i want a minimum of 5 different surgeries/procedures to even have a chance at experiencing life. I do not know what i want to do in life, I'm 16 i hate myself i hate my body so much, I'm barely 5'7 125lbs 20bmi. All my friends brutally fucking height mog me.
i have no guidance no role models no one to talk to nothing. i am about to order 3 different drugs (pregabalin, baclofen, and mematine, maybe cialis because why not.)
oh yeah also i have gyno so i dont even remember the last time i took my shirt off around anyone.
I have been smoking weed the past 3 months everyday before school alone in my car crying to myself having to fucking try and get through the day. My friends kicked me out of the friend group a couple months ago just before summer break, so i spent my summer alone. I did not hangout with 1 person my age for 6 months. I got my license august 28th and just so happened to be when school started again. im friends with them again now but i feel like its only for rides and at their convivence. im in therapy but thats only because i have adhd so i guess my mom thinks i need it, thats only once a month and every session is useless, i can not talk about my feeling especially with a therapist who is only fucking treating you non even human.

No one is going to save me.
I can't save myself.
I'm going to be fucking stuck at 5'7
I want to nutrition max but i nor my parents can afford for me to be buying meat and eggs and all this good food that ur supposed to eat. i ate mcdonalds twice in the last 24 hours because they just get it for me.

I feel so bad for my parents i wish i could make them proud but i dont do anything except go to the gym, but even that im fucking weak at.

I wish i could just fucking die and not not have anyone grieve over me. I know no one would except my family anyways. My grandparents are getting old my parents are getting old i think its over for me when they pass.
I am so fucking mentally weak no one will ever understand.
I wish i could be happy i wish i could not care about looks or anything. I want to be normal i dont want my parents to see me like this.

i dont know how long i can do this for.

Don't use them, they can shit your skin quality, try getting surgery, or just fraud 2 inches, then do surgery, women care abt face, and the way you talk, not by height. If you sesrch for a woman that's 5'1 and you're 5'7 it's all good, search for shorter women

 

[BlackFag]

Don't use them, they can shit your skin quality, try getting surgery, or just fraud 2 inches, then do surgery, women care abt face, and the way you talk, not by height. If you sesrch for a woman that's 5'1 and you're 5'7 it's all good, search for shorter women

And if you have a son he will end up being like
5’5

Only go for taller women
Save your sons guys

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Eat your grits young lad

 

[GonnaRope]

And if you have a son he will end up being like
5’5

Only go for taller women
Save your sons guys

Go for taller woman or just use protection with a short one, life's short no need to spend it raising kids

 

[user1374893383663]

Read the whole thing, idk if it’s what u wanna hear but finding a hobby that u enjoy would improve your mood. Maybe u find a group of people online to play video games with or whatever idk, but something like that will distract u from spiraling like this as often and will improve ur quality of life

 

[Whiteboard7]

i just need to get this out i dont care about the quality of this thread and i dont care if people say "tldr" or some bs like that. do as u please.
All i want in life is to just experience any type of connection with a girl.
(I'm the first person in my grade to have a license) anytime i girl even interacts with me it is only if they need or want a ride somewhere. i have SFS and my self esteem is so low and it is gut wrenching to know that no matter what i do i will be forever nerfed by my sfs. my phone is so fucking dry i have no girls i talk to, the last time i had a gf was January 2023, and i cant even tell u the last time i would even say i was in a talking stage. i want a minimum of 5 different surgeries/procedures to even have a chance at experiencing life. I do not know what i want to do in life, I'm 16 i hate myself i hate my body so much, I'm barely 5'7 125lbs 20bmi. All my friends brutally fucking height mog me.
i have no guidance no role models no one to talk to nothing. i am about to order 3 different drugs (pregabalin, baclofen, and mematine, maybe cialis because why not.)
oh yeah also i have gyno so i dont even remember the last time i took my shirt off around anyone.
I have been smoking weed the past 3 months everyday before school alone in my car crying to myself having to fucking try and get through the day. My friends kicked me out of the friend group a couple months ago just before summer break, so i spent my summer alone. I did not hangout with 1 person my age for 6 months. I got my license august 28th and just so happened to be when school started again. im friends with them again now but i feel like its only for rides and at their convivence. im in therapy but thats only because i have adhd so i guess my mom thinks i need it, thats only once a month and every session is useless, i can not talk about my feeling especially with a therapist who is only fucking treating you non even human.

No one is going to save me.
I can't save myself.
I'm going to be fucking stuck at 5'7
I want to nutrition max but i nor my parents can afford for me to be buying meat and eggs and all this good food that ur supposed to eat. i ate mcdonalds twice in the last 24 hours because they just get it for me.

I feel so bad for my parents i wish i could make them proud but i dont do anything except go to the gym, but even that im fucking weak at.

I wish i could just fucking die and not not have anyone grieve over me. I know no one would except my family anyways. My grandparents are getting old my parents are getting old i think its over for me when they pass.
I am so fucking mentally weak no one will ever understand.
I wish i could be happy i wish i could not care about looks or anything. I want to be normal i dont want my parents to see me like this.

i dont know how long i can do this for.

It will get better bhai. You need to be the change you want in life though, everyone has cards felt to them but it's up to you to play them right. I know things will get better

 

[Prøphet]

i just need to get this out i dont care about the quality of this thread and i dont care if people say "tldr" or some bs like that. do as u please.
All i want in life is to just experience any type of connection with a girl.
(I'm the first person in my grade to have a license) anytime i girl even interacts with me it is only if they need or want a ride somewhere. i have SFS and my self esteem is so low and it is gut wrenching to know that no matter what i do i will be forever nerfed by my sfs. my phone is so fucking dry i have no girls i talk to, the last time i had a gf was January 2023, and i cant even tell u the last time i would even say i was in a talking stage. i want a minimum of 5 different surgeries/procedures to even have a chance at experiencing life. I do not know what i want to do in life, I'm 16 i hate myself i hate my body so much, I'm barely 5'7 125lbs 20bmi. All my friends brutally fucking height mog me.
i have no guidance no role models no one to talk to nothing. i am about to order 3 different drugs (pregabalin, baclofen, and mematine, maybe cialis because why not.)
oh yeah also i have gyno so i dont even remember the last time i took my shirt off around anyone.
I have been smoking weed the past 3 months everyday before school alone in my car crying to myself having to fucking try and get through the day. My friends kicked me out of the friend group a couple months ago just before summer break, so i spent my summer alone. I did not hangout with 1 person my age for 6 months. I got my license august 28th and just so happened to be when school started again. im friends with them again now but i feel like its only for rides and at their convivence. im in therapy but thats only because i have adhd so i guess my mom thinks i need it, thats only once a month and every session is useless, i can not talk about my feeling especially with a therapist who is only fucking treating you non even human.

No one is going to save me.
I can't save myself.
I'm going to be fucking stuck at 5'7
I want to nutrition max but i nor my parents can afford for me to be buying meat and eggs and all this good food that ur supposed to eat. i ate mcdonalds twice in the last 24 hours because they just get it for me.

I feel so bad for my parents i wish i could make them proud but i dont do anything except go to the gym, but even that im fucking weak at.

I wish i could just fucking die and not not have anyone grieve over me. I know no one would except my family anyways. My grandparents are getting old my parents are getting old i think its over for me when they pass.
I am so fucking mentally weak no one will ever understand.
I wish i could be happy i wish i could not care about looks or anything. I want to be normal i dont want my parents to see me like this.

i dont know how long i can do this for.

I could’ve wrote this

And sfs is fucking ropefuel, even jutting isn’t enough for me to look normal, fucking over

 

[austrianpsycho]

yeah or rope

dont rope, get surgery and forget your old life

 

[chudboy12]

i just need to get this out i dont care about the quality of this thread and i dont care if people say "tldr" or some bs like that. do as u please.
All i want in life is to just experience any type of connection with a girl.
(I'm the first person in my grade to have a license) anytime i girl even interacts with me it is only if they need or want a ride somewhere. i have SFS and my self esteem is so low and it is gut wrenching to know that no matter what i do i will be forever nerfed by my sfs. my phone is so fucking dry i have no girls i talk to, the last time i had a gf was January 2023, and i cant even tell u the last time i would even say i was in a talking stage. i want a minimum of 5 different surgeries/procedures to even have a chance at experiencing life. I do not know what i want to do in life, I'm 16 i hate myself i hate my body so much, I'm barely 5'7 125lbs 20bmi. All my friends brutally fucking height mog me.
i have no guidance no role models no one to talk to nothing. i am about to order 3 different drugs (pregabalin, baclofen, and mematine, maybe cialis because why not.)
oh yeah also i have gyno so i dont even remember the last time i took my shirt off around anyone.
I have been smoking weed the past 3 months everyday before school alone in my car crying to myself having to fucking try and get through the day. My friends kicked me out of the friend group a couple months ago just before summer break, so i spent my summer alone. I did not hangout with 1 person my age for 6 months. I got my license august 28th and just so happened to be when school started again. im friends with them again now but i feel like its only for rides and at their convivence. im in therapy but thats only because i have adhd so i guess my mom thinks i need it, thats only once a month and every session is useless, i can not talk about my feeling especially with a therapist who is only fucking treating you non even human.

No one is going to save me.
I can't save myself.
I'm going to be fucking stuck at 5'7
I want to nutrition max but i nor my parents can afford for me to be buying meat and eggs and all this good food that ur supposed to eat. i ate mcdonalds twice in the last 24 hours because they just get it for me.

I feel so bad for my parents i wish i could make them proud but i dont do anything except go to the gym, but even that im fucking weak at.

I wish i could just fucking die and not not have anyone grieve over me. I know no one would except my family anyways. My grandparents are getting old my parents are getting old i think its over for me when they pass.
I am so fucking mentally weak no one will ever understand.
I wish i could be happy i wish i could not care about looks or anything. I want to be normal i dont want my parents to see me like this.

i dont know how long i can do this for.

lwk bro just put all attention into looksmaxxing and actually try in school in hopes of a better future im a 5.7 mid to high man and get a good amount of females attention at 16 so being 5.7 sucks but its not over.

 

[McSkziofren]

Nov 21 bus gyros