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My life was absolutly DOGSHIT,
I dont even know how the fuck i didnt fell in a deep depression or something cus holy shit.
I remember i had no friends at school, no friends outside, no ones to talk with, i only had to go to school while my mom screams at me, kicks me out her house, my dad annoys me right when he get homes.
i remember the best part of my day was going back to my home when the school ended, not when i got home but just the way to my home.
cus i finally felt i didnt needed to stay on that absolutly shit ass school and at the same time i didnt have to stay at home while my parents screaming at me.
I could js chill outside without feeling judged for being alone and js chilling my way to home.
My life was basically waking up, going to school, being isolated from my other school mates, getting home and scrolling tiktok the whole day.
I remember i used to hate the school the most, i remember the worst parts were the group lessons.
I remember i hated when my teacher said make a group of 4 and i was left alone, in the middle of the class while everyone made a group and i told the teacher i wanted do it alone.
Or when the break came and i had to stay alone like a npc with no one near by and looking at the sky wishing that shit ass break to end.
After starting looksmaxxing like a year ago i had a few interactions because of my looks and finally started building a social circle, finally finding some people to talk with, finally feeling worthy.
i started skipping school, started coming late everyday on school, sleeping till 10 am even if the school started 8 am , and finally quited that shithole of place.
Now my cortisol is finally dicreased, finally chilling at home, finally with friends, finally hobbys.
I dont even know how the fuck i didnt fell in a deep depression or something cus holy shit.
I remember i had no friends at school, no friends outside, no ones to talk with, i only had to go to school while my mom screams at me, kicks me out her house, my dad annoys me right when he get homes.
i remember the best part of my day was going back to my home when the school ended, not when i got home but just the way to my home.
cus i finally felt i didnt needed to stay on that absolutly shit ass school and at the same time i didnt have to stay at home while my parents screaming at me.
I could js chill outside without feeling judged for being alone and js chilling my way to home.
My life was basically waking up, going to school, being isolated from my other school mates, getting home and scrolling tiktok the whole day.
I remember i used to hate the school the most, i remember the worst parts were the group lessons.
I remember i hated when my teacher said make a group of 4 and i was left alone, in the middle of the class while everyone made a group and i told the teacher i wanted do it alone.
Or when the break came and i had to stay alone like a npc with no one near by and looking at the sky wishing that shit ass break to end.
After starting looksmaxxing like a year ago i had a few interactions because of my looks and finally started building a social circle, finally finding some people to talk with, finally feeling worthy.
i started skipping school, started coming late everyday on school, sleeping till 10 am even if the school started 8 am , and finally quited that shithole of place.
Now my cortisol is finally dicreased, finally chilling at home, finally with friends, finally hobbys.
