My loneliness is mostly self inflicted

choppedshyt

choppedshyt

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I don't really have "friends" in the traditional sense. I have some guys who talk to me in footy practice gym or school but they're not really people I'd wanna talk to outside of that.

Infact they try to reach out to me via text but I usually air them or take hours to respond.. which is retarded on my part because my lack of social circle is the reason why I'm so depressed most days, yet I dodge every opportunity to hang out with people :forcedsmile:

I guess it just stems from the fear of being left out, ignored, or slipping up and saying something hella autistic at the function. Normie humor doesn't really resonate with me either.
 
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I don't really have "friends" in the traditional sense. I have some guys who talk to me in footy practice gym or school but they're not really people I'd wanna talk to outside of that.

Infact they try to reach out to me via text but I usually air them or take hours to respond.. which is retarded on my part because my lack of social circle is the reason why I'm so depressed most days, yet I dodge every opportunity to hang out with people :forcedsmile:

I guess it just stems from the fear of being left out, ignored, or slipping up and saying something hella autistic at the function. Normie humor doesn't really resonate with me either.
lmao brutal no reply pill wrote this whole essay just to get dnred by a entire forum
 
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lmao brutal no reply pill wrote this whole essay just to get dnred by a entire forum
Good ragebait attempt, I don't really care about getting traction on threads where I'm just ranting
 
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at school i have friend groups i could go to if I wanted to hang out. but I literally judt prefer to sit somewhere quiet and peaceful by myself. some people call me loner for this but idgaf, I prefer it:feelsautistic:
 
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at school i have friend groups i could go to if I wanted to hang out. but I literally judt prefer to sit somewhere quiet and peaceful by myself. some people call me loner for this but idgaf, I prefer it:feelsautistic:
and I guess im in the same situation as you. everywhere I go im pretty friendly with everyone but not close enough to be invited to hang outs outside
 
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Good ragebait attempt, I don't really care about getting traction on threads where I'm just ranting
still wrote a whole essay about how your lonely just to get dnred :ogre: let me read it ight so read ur thing and ur prob nd asf if you do this people don't stick around trying to set up shit if u js dnr them all the time go interact with them and go do something before they stop messaging you in general
 
I don't really have "friends" in the traditional sense. I have some guys who talk to me in footy practice gym or school but they're not really people I'd wanna talk to outside of that.

Infact they try to reach out to me via text but I usually air them or take hours to respond.. which is retarded on my part because my lack of social circle is the reason why I'm so depressed most days, yet I dodge every opportunity to hang out with people :forcedsmile:

I guess it just stems from the fear of being left out, ignored, or slipping up and saying something hella autistic at the function. Normie humor doesn't really resonate with me either.
Honeslty the only reason i would want friends is to get drugs easier + partys
 
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at school i have friend groups i could go to if I wanted to hang out. but I literally judt prefer to sit somewhere quiet and peaceful by myself. some people call me loner for this but idgaf, I prefer it:feelsautistic:
I truly am a loner at heart but I guess at school I just force myself to stick by people just so that I don't have to look back at it in 20 years and think I wasted my teenage years :forcedsmile:
 
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I truly am a loner at heart but I guess at school I just force myself to stick by people just so that I don't have to look back at it in 20 years and think I wasted my teenage years :forcedsmile:
I don't ever forget about this memory. I was chilling by myself as usual during break time, I was just sitting in some hallway on my phone. then randomly some popular foids walked in on me sitting all alone and shit on my phone. they probably said some shit about me being a loner after :pepefrown:
 
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I don't really have "friends" in the traditional sense. I have some guys who talk to me in footy practice gym or school but they're not really people I'd wanna talk to outside of that.

Infact they try to reach out to me via text but I usually air them or take hours to respond.. which is retarded on my part because my lack of social circle is the reason why I'm so depressed most days, yet I dodge every opportunity to hang out with people :forcedsmile:

I guess it just stems from the fear of being left out, ignored, or slipping up and saying something hella autistic at the function. Normie humor doesn't really resonate with me either.
schizotypal🔥
 
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I have like 5 good friends, rest people hate me
 
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schizotypal🔥
Nah I generally don't suffer from social anxiety when I'm around people, I just know that most people in my life are proven assholes and the rest are cornballs who I would just rather not hang out with
 

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