My Lore: how i became non-nt

[blackrockjewmanlet]

i wasnt “strange” or “edgy” or “weirdo” till my 15th birthday
I was zero inhib and very social active, especially with girls. I lost my virginity at 13 with girl older than me. I was quietly popular in my city among others teens

But at 14 random crackhead beated the shit out of me. I had severe brain damages. All i remember that he was knocking my head into the rocks.

After rehabilitation i dont know, my personality changed. I am very social awkward and autisctic+schizoid. I changed my schools because of bullying. Now i dont know how to found mutual language with foid. Im rotting home everyday.

That random crackhead changed my life, maybe this 2 events are not connected. But i see this pattern

Also i dont have dreams frok childhood. (Funfact)

 

[IncelJihadist]

i wasnt “strange” or “edgy” or “weirdo” till my 15th birthday
I was zero inhib and very social active, especially with girls. I lost my virginity at 13 with girl older than me. I was quietly popular in my city among others teens

But at 14 random crackhead beated the shit out of me. I had severe brain damages. All i remember that he was knocking my head into the rocks.

After rehabilitation i dont know, my personality changed. I am very social awkward and autisctic+schizoid. I changed my schools because of bullying. Now i dont know how to found mutual language with foid. Im rotting home everyday.

That random crackhead changed my life, maybe this 2 events are not connected. But i see this pattern

Also i dont have dreams frok childhood. (Funfact)

Bro i dont really care

 

[blackrockjewmanlet]

Bro i dont really care

Jihad is for pigs

 

[Seba]

That crackhead was sent by the jews to keep you from succeeding

 

[IncelJihadist]

Jihad is for pigs

Im not muslim the name is sarcasm nigga i only worship Hashem

 

[blackrockjewmanlet]

That crackhead was sent by the jews to keep you from succeeding

Yes. There is no coincidence

 

[blackrockjewmanlet]

Im not muslim the name is sarcasm nigga i only worship Hashem

Sorry! Have a good day!

 

[War_In_Chiraq]

How old are you now?

 

[blackrockjewmanlet]

How old are you now?

Almost 17

 

[playxiing]

i would have killed this fag for detroying my life if i were you

 

[blackrockjewmanlet]

i would have killed this fag for detroying my life if i were you

He is already dead. He was sentenced to 1 year of prison for me. All i know that he is dead, maybe someone killed him or overdose. His life was not great

 

[War_In_Chiraq]

He is already dead. He was sentenced to 1 year of prison for me. All i know that he is dead, maybe someone killed him or overdose. His life was not great

why don't you force out the low inhib behaviour to try to fix yourself. The more stressed I am the more low inhib I get and it works

 

[shia.jihadist]

yeah mirin nigger you got attacked by a mossad agent

 

[blackrockjewmanlet]

why don't you force out the low inhib behaviour to try to fix yourself. The more stressed I am the more low inhib I get and it works

I am trying, before accident idgaf abt inhib

 

[lykoris]

Sexhaver ramblings dnr

 

[GreekGenes]

i dont give a flying fuck, bro

 

[psl_god4]

lowkey sad how something so dumb like a crackhead beating you up can mess up your life

 

[T_T]

did u get traumatic brain injury or some shit
howd your iq/concentration change

 

[blackrockjewmanlet]

did u get traumatic brain injury or some shit
howd your iq/concentration change

Yes, very bad injuries. My iq is the same, i real a lot of books, good at math etc. but my concentration is quietly low. My social skills changed with my perception of reality

 

[T_T]

Yes, very bad injuries. My iq is the same, i real a lot of books, good at math etc. but my concentration is quietly low. My social skills changed with my perception of reality

did your writing skills and coherence get worse? howd your grades change

 

[blackrockjewmanlet]

did your writing skills and coherence get worse? howd your grades change

Grades went definitely lower. Im still doing all tasks and homework, but it is what it is. About writing skills, i NEVER noticed this, but all teachers saying that i put wrong letters or dont write some letters at all sometimes