ranierean
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…and it goes hand in hand with me being physically repulsive, I don't want to be such a… stain on this cursed planet…
I care too much to virtue signal, I don't believe in cruelty and torture… I'm never going to pretend like "MF DOOM" or "Nas" or such and such are impressive lyricists…
I don't believe in soup kitchens or working in the hospice, death and hunger are THE compassionate answers, charity should only be dealt in lead.
I'm not even that gay to be honest? My deal was always “I see the glimpses of precursor light in you, I see the things that weren't stamped out by the ugliness of life, I just wish that I was someone that you could want, because nothing about you is repulsive to me. I'm weathered. I'm raped.”
And it's just some clinically insane autistic schizophrenic guy who smells and doesn't see me as human. Not that he should, but still… I think that's my hubris. No one fucking cares. No one can say, I love you all the same. No one is going to have the same consideration for me and that is… fine. I'm done mourning things that were never even there.
I care too much to virtue signal, I don't believe in cruelty and torture… I'm never going to pretend like "MF DOOM" or "Nas" or such and such are impressive lyricists…
I don't believe in soup kitchens or working in the hospice, death and hunger are THE compassionate answers, charity should only be dealt in lead.
I'm not even that gay to be honest? My deal was always “I see the glimpses of precursor light in you, I see the things that weren't stamped out by the ugliness of life, I just wish that I was someone that you could want, because nothing about you is repulsive to me. I'm weathered. I'm raped.”
And it's just some clinically insane autistic schizophrenic guy who smells and doesn't see me as human. Not that he should, but still… I think that's my hubris. No one fucking cares. No one can say, I love you all the same. No one is going to have the same consideration for me and that is… fine. I'm done mourning things that were never even there.
