King_Schnitzel
Sub-Chad existence is ropefuel.
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Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
The ones that do so mostly hate me;
I always get made fun of.
This is my manifesto, my last message to all of you.
This does not mean I shoot up my school or strip bombs to a vest and run into a mall - no, I have fantasized and thought about those methods of relief severly and came to the conclusion that this is what the jews really want - chaos and insecurity.
I will quitely do it as the degenerate I am; thy who no one loves; no one ever will.
I have had one real friend I made from school when I was like 10 - 13 years old or whatever, until I have messed it up.
Besides him I never had a friend, genuiely.
No one ever really liked me, let alone really loved me.
I always got bullied and made fun of, let it be being choked in my new school starting at 5th grade or getting beat up regularly in the later classes.
Now it's just mostly that I get told to rope because they mog me and it's over for me - which a lot of .org users agree on.
They tell me I'm subhuman and that it's over - that my existence is not worth anything purely because of the mixxing of genetics of my - atleast biological parents - being not anything close to ideal.
I want to die, I simply want to be dead.
I know most would make fun of me and shortly forget about it, keeping it in mind while making jokes about suicide or a loser.
Maybe someone would care.
[The harsh truth is no one would.
It just seems nice imagining I'd mean something to someone and that they'd cry or whatever, no one would.
I don't want to do all of this.
This waking up, going to the jewish drill class altering my brains function;
putting up with fluroide fried retards;
all of that just to one day have good looking chains being trapped in a system of jewish penetration.
I get told I shall not buy 6€ steaks because I'd be not worth it - not because it would be expensive but because I would not be worthy of it.
If I'd have to diagnose myself in jewish terms which just adresses me different drugs that will alter my brain chemistry, which will sound absolutely gay as usually only dumb leftist faggots speak like that, to the extent of my limited knowledge I'd say I have
- schizophrenia
- depression /persistent depressive disorder
- narcissisim [covert, malignant, communal, somatic, cerebral]
- bipolar disorder
- generalised anxiety disorder
- severe paranoia
- panic disorder
- social anxiety disorder
- many phobias
- obsessive-compulsive disorder
- obsessive-compulsive personality disorder
- some variant of autism
-...
just to somewhat paint a picture.
@Rothschild told me to not rope, as if he'd care though.
Every time I tried making friends in my life, whether it was through discord or real life, school or .org, no one really cared about me.
I always got left on read - on standby - on never to be returned.
I always got left out - as I'm just a genetic failure to a new degree getting mogged by everyone here - even those greycell 13 year olds.
I get called a grey myself because I never got to fixx my post : rep ratio - just another reason to never be a part of something apparently.
I can not do it anymore.
I can not handle it anymore.
1st of July arrived, she celebrates the date of her birth while I don't even know her age.
I always feel shame in my confession as I remember it every day - imagining what could've been if I were neurotypical, good looking, had a good voice and be rich [she only wants IPhone and Ralph Lauren guys].
Life is not worth living.
Every pill there is fucks me up - whether it is familypill, housepill, agepill, whatever.
It's so fucking over without it ever beginning.
"You're gonna die anyways so just live it till the end and do shit."
That's not going to change up my day to day suffering.
This will not change me.
I want everyone to die.
Not because I'd say "leftist are trash", "men deserve death", "jews are the devil", no.
I will treat everyone right by wishing for everyones death, as no one here deserves to live.
We all are horrible living beings.
Religion is all just a hoax.
The elites believe in higher form of life, as they essentiall exist, enslaving all of us.
They do all the weird shit, ifykyk.
Ultimately, there can not be a god, why would he have favourites of people that have not brought any better upon the humans?
Why would he let so many people die, everyone suffer?
They harvest our negative energy; it's fuel.
Anyways, I don't need a skydaddy I have to thank everything for that I have achieved through willpower and dedication.
I am not here to care about "DNRD" or "Water" anymore, so I couldn't care less what you idiots say.
I will now share a poem I like which reminds me of our love [really just mine being unanswered, simply ghosted.]
When You Are Old
by William Butler Yeats (13 June 1865 – 28 January 1939)
When you are old and grey and full of sleep,
And nodding by the fire, take down this book,
And slowly read, and dream of the soft look
Your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep;
How many loved your moments of glad grace,
And loved your beauty with love false or true,
But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you,
And loved the sorrows of your changing face;
And bending down beside the glowing bars,
Murmur, a little sadly, how Love fled
And paced upon the mountains overhead
And hid his face amid a crowd of stars
I don't even really know what she looks like.
She has manipulated me and just treated me like Chad does to just another one of his unimportant low quality chicks,
I have no SMV, nor appeal or PSL.
I am not rich enough for her nor is my voice masculine enough; I'm not tall enough nor am I talented enough to live this life.
Being left alone multiple times during one day on a class trip is just wild.
It can not get any worse from here.
I am at rock bottom, this is ropefuel.
I can not do it anymore, I can not take it anymore.
No one will even care; they will barely notice.
It's just that I am the one everyone compares themselves to, as it makes them seem like a god; the one who always gets made fun of or bullied.
In real life they will make fun of me and be sad that I'm not here anymore to be bullied by them, on here people will comment shit to make fun of me, aswell as my profile, if someone even cares.
Maybe this also gets like two views and no one will ever really read all of it.
This is the end dear so called looksmaxxers.
I can't even call you incels because you all pull, get compliments, get laid, slay, have a good life.
I always have been special, never really in a good sense.
Goodbye
I don't know how to do Spoiler Buttons, especially on phone JFL.
HM:
@Сигма Бой - being somewhat funny and braindead, lets me atleast let me rot my time being happy.
While others may have also tried to help me in one way or another they did not really.
The ones that do so mostly hate me;
I always get made fun of.
This is my manifesto, my last message to all of you.
This does not mean I shoot up my school or strip bombs to a vest and run into a mall - no, I have fantasized and thought about those methods of relief severly and came to the conclusion that this is what the jews really want - chaos and insecurity.
I will quitely do it as the degenerate I am; thy who no one loves; no one ever will.
I have had one real friend I made from school when I was like 10 - 13 years old or whatever, until I have messed it up.
Besides him I never had a friend, genuiely.
No one ever really liked me, let alone really loved me.
I always got bullied and made fun of, let it be being choked in my new school starting at 5th grade or getting beat up regularly in the later classes.
Now it's just mostly that I get told to rope because they mog me and it's over for me - which a lot of .org users agree on.
They tell me I'm subhuman and that it's over - that my existence is not worth anything purely because of the mixxing of genetics of my - atleast biological parents - being not anything close to ideal.
I want to die, I simply want to be dead.
I know most would make fun of me and shortly forget about it, keeping it in mind while making jokes about suicide or a loser.
Maybe someone would care.
[The harsh truth is no one would.
It just seems nice imagining I'd mean something to someone and that they'd cry or whatever, no one would.
I don't want to do all of this.
This waking up, going to the jewish drill class altering my brains function;
putting up with fluroide fried retards;
all of that just to one day have good looking chains being trapped in a system of jewish penetration.
I get told I shall not buy 6€ steaks because I'd be not worth it - not because it would be expensive but because I would not be worthy of it.
If I'd have to diagnose myself in jewish terms which just adresses me different drugs that will alter my brain chemistry, which will sound absolutely gay as usually only dumb leftist faggots speak like that, to the extent of my limited knowledge I'd say I have
- schizophrenia
- depression /persistent depressive disorder
- narcissisim [covert, malignant, communal, somatic, cerebral]
- bipolar disorder
- generalised anxiety disorder
- severe paranoia
- panic disorder
- social anxiety disorder
- many phobias
- obsessive-compulsive disorder
- obsessive-compulsive personality disorder
- some variant of autism
-...
just to somewhat paint a picture.
@Rothschild told me to not rope, as if he'd care though.
Every time I tried making friends in my life, whether it was through discord or real life, school or .org, no one really cared about me.
I always got left on read - on standby - on never to be returned.
I always got left out - as I'm just a genetic failure to a new degree getting mogged by everyone here - even those greycell 13 year olds.
I get called a grey myself because I never got to fixx my post : rep ratio - just another reason to never be a part of something apparently.
I can not do it anymore.
I can not handle it anymore.
1st of July arrived, she celebrates the date of her birth while I don't even know her age.
I always feel shame in my confession as I remember it every day - imagining what could've been if I were neurotypical, good looking, had a good voice and be rich [she only wants IPhone and Ralph Lauren guys].
Life is not worth living.
Every pill there is fucks me up - whether it is familypill, housepill, agepill, whatever.
It's so fucking over without it ever beginning.
"You're gonna die anyways so just live it till the end and do shit."
That's not going to change up my day to day suffering.
This will not change me.
I want everyone to die.
Not because I'd say "leftist are trash", "men deserve death", "jews are the devil", no.
I will treat everyone right by wishing for everyones death, as no one here deserves to live.
We all are horrible living beings.
Religion is all just a hoax.
The elites believe in higher form of life, as they essentiall exist, enslaving all of us.
They do all the weird shit, ifykyk.
Ultimately, there can not be a god, why would he have favourites of people that have not brought any better upon the humans?
Why would he let so many people die, everyone suffer?
They harvest our negative energy; it's fuel.
Anyways, I don't need a skydaddy I have to thank everything for that I have achieved through willpower and dedication.
I am not here to care about "DNRD" or "Water" anymore, so I couldn't care less what you idiots say.
I will now share a poem I like which reminds me of our love [really just mine being unanswered, simply ghosted.]
When You Are Old
by William Butler Yeats (13 June 1865 – 28 January 1939)
When you are old and grey and full of sleep,
And nodding by the fire, take down this book,
And slowly read, and dream of the soft look
Your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep;
How many loved your moments of glad grace,
And loved your beauty with love false or true,
But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you,
And loved the sorrows of your changing face;
And bending down beside the glowing bars,
Murmur, a little sadly, how Love fled
And paced upon the mountains overhead
And hid his face amid a crowd of stars
I don't even really know what she looks like.
She has manipulated me and just treated me like Chad does to just another one of his unimportant low quality chicks,
I have no SMV, nor appeal or PSL.
I am not rich enough for her nor is my voice masculine enough; I'm not tall enough nor am I talented enough to live this life.
Being left alone multiple times during one day on a class trip is just wild.
It can not get any worse from here.
I am at rock bottom, this is ropefuel.
I can not do it anymore, I can not take it anymore.
No one will even care; they will barely notice.
It's just that I am the one everyone compares themselves to, as it makes them seem like a god; the one who always gets made fun of or bullied.
In real life they will make fun of me and be sad that I'm not here anymore to be bullied by them, on here people will comment shit to make fun of me, aswell as my profile, if someone even cares.
Maybe this also gets like two views and no one will ever really read all of it.
This is the end dear so called looksmaxxers.
I can't even call you incels because you all pull, get compliments, get laid, slay, have a good life.
I always have been special, never really in a good sense.
Goodbye
I don't know how to do Spoiler Buttons, especially on phone JFL.
HM:
@Сигма Бой - being somewhat funny and braindead, lets me atleast let me rot my time being happy.
While others may have also tried to help me in one way or another they did not really.
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