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She was my crush in mid school I don't even know why, she was below average and hopefully I stopped crushing on her but yesterday she was my girlfriend in my dream. It was in my house and were kissing, playing, dancing she looked good just like my preferences I smiled at her and I like genuinely loved he. But I noticed that I am about to wake up and I started to realize something is wrong. The illusion went away, immediately I started questioning everything as if my self-consciousness had awakened why is she my girlfriend and why is she ugly lol I got immediately disgusted by her because my brain made her fit my preferences that's why she looked weird her skin was pale but neck and the skin closer to clothes were swarthy wtf? I asked her why is her skin like that did she bleach her skin? I left the house and made a thought for some time, then returned and I picked her up, I don't know why, and started looking at her skin. The skin really was strange. I took her to the exit on my arms lol and asked her to leave. She left. My head was spinning from kissing her on the mouth. To feel less disgusted, I started think about kissing and hugging the the girl I actually like and actually looks good. I woke up and couldn't believe it. I don't even like that girl anymore why was she my girlfriend I'm traumatized tbh.
Herkes güzelleşme yollarını arar, "Nasıl yakışıklı olurum?" diye sorar. 
Çoğu üye "Gym mi, yoksa skincare mi?" tartışması yapar; botoks mu yoksa doğal mı? diye düşünürler. Her gün yeni bir "rutine" başlarlar, sonuçlar gelince fotoğraf paylaşırlar, feedback beklerler. 
Herkes birbirine tips verir ama sonuçta herkes kendi yolunu bulur.
