My mom and brother yelled at me

[toolateforme]

I was suicidal for months and told them but they dont talk to me, I haven't talked to them for week already.
Mother doesnt care if I starve.
They yelled at my room because i was having cat with loud music volume which are my only copes.
My brother sweared at me and I almost committed beating the fuck out of him and if mother bothers I wouldve beat the fuck out of her too.
But eventually my mother doesnt love me so shes gonna kick me out of the house and I will be stuck in my body still so I didnt.
I got 20 bucks I might take a cab and go dive in the river today, it's hard to wait till the day for overdose or gun.

 

[MajinBuu]

then why don't you get a low level job and pay rent

you like to swallow in misery and complain on some obscure forum don't you

 

[toolateforme]

then why don't you get a low level job and pay rent

you like to swallow in misery and complain on some obscure forum don't you

I dont have rent
I just accept and realise I am miserable and not cope with bullshit like personality or there will be a girl love me somewhere

 

[rockndogs]

JFL they know you only want attention. If you really wanted to kys you would have done it

 

[toolateforme]

JFL they know you only want attention. If you really wanted to kys you would have done it

They might be thinking like that.
And I dont think having attitude like you is ideal. You have never been in my shoes and you dont really know what's going on.
I just dont wanna die in painful way which are only allowed to me at the moment.

 

[Thushespokeofit]

JFL they know you only want attention. If you really wanted to kys you would have done it

People who commit suicide often say they are going to do it before hand but people think they are just saying it for attention

 

[rockndogs]

I just dont wanna die in painful way which are only allowed to me at the moment.

i'm ded right jfl

 

[toolateforme]

I just dont wanna die in painful way which are only allowed to me at the moment.

i'm ded right jfl

What I've always dreamt of is gun to my head or overdose. They are all impossible to get in my country.

 

[rockndogs]

What I've always dreamt of is gun to my head or overdose. They are all impossible to get in my country.

all i want is euthanasia ded srs. If it was legal i would definetely do it

 

[toolateforme]

all i want is euthanasia ded srs. If it was legal i would definetely do it

I dont think there is really a difference between blowing the head off and euthanasia. Blowing head will feel no single pain. But there will be a fear of body part breaking. I dont want shotgun suicide because of that. I fear of my face getting destroyed, even those are the reason I would die.

 

[rockndogs]

I dont think there is really a difference between blowing the head off and euthanasia. Blowing head will feel no single pain. But there will be a fear of body part breaking. I dont want shotgun suicide because of that. I fear of my face getting destroyed, even those are the reason I would die.

imagine your family seeing the scene. no no i would travel to some country, euthanasia and make it look like an accident so my parents wouldn't feel so guilty or other shit

 

[toolateforme]

imagine your family seeing the scene. no no i would travel to some country, euthanasia and make it look like an accident so my parents wouldn't feel so guilty or other shit

Maybe this is just instant feelings but for now,
I really wish they feel guilty, guilty for their whole life. because they halfway made me to do it.
I'm just sad I cant do it right now. If I'm doing it I gotta move to states and rob the house to get it or something.

 

[Thushespokeofit]

Are you not afraid where you will go when you die?

 

[Festrunk]

Where do you live?

 

[Peachy]

Stop being an angsty Asian cunt

 

[toolateforme]

Are you not afraid where you will go when you die?

I'm definitely not afraid of hell.. I'm afraid of extinction. Not now but when I was the most suicidal I didnt even give fuck about extinction. I felt glad I can finally be released from my body.

Where do you live?

I live in korea

 

[Petsmart]

 

[Vitruvian]

Ur family doesn't like u because u are a pan faced Asian who failed to status max and behave like the good dog ur shitty mother wants u to be. U are literally not human to her but a white person is their god. They treat u bad because of the way you look. Literally you could be swimming in chink pussy and ur mother proud of u had it been for mm of bone. I'd be sad if u left but ur family wouldn't

 

[Thushespokeofit]

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[Festrunk]

What's your favorite food, buddy?

 

[toolateforme]

What's your favorite food, buddy?

Amatriciana pasta
I remember I had this with bunch of people that I've met that day. It was the best pasta I've ever had in my life.

 

[crosshold]

Amatriciana pasta
I remember I had this with bunch of people that I've met that day. It was the best pasta I've ever had in my life.

if you kill yourself you cant travel to italy with friends to try even better pasta. dont give up man, i wish you the best

 

[toolateforme]

if you kill yourself you cant travel to italy with friends to try even better pasta. dont give up man, i wish you the best

You make me cry

 

[ISIS=Sissies]

 

[rockndogs]

Maybe this is just instant feelings but for now,
I really wish they feel guilty, guilty for their whole life. because they halfway made me to do it.
I'm just sad I cant do it right now. If I'm doing it I gotta move to states and rob the house to get it or something.

for me its the completely opposite: my parents are very very nice. They are everything i have tbh ngl. But i always felt like a failure. Like i'm not capable of return to them what they have done to me. Im a 22 virgin with no friends and mentally ill jfl. And they only have me. It might suck knowing that their genes will die with me

 

[toolateforme]

Th

for me its the completely opposite: my parents are very very nice. They are everything i have tbh ngl. But i always felt like a failure. Like i'm not capable of return to them what they have done to me. Im a 22 virgin with no friends and mentally ill jfl. And they only have me. It might suck knowing that their genes will die with me

I'm sorry to hear that.
Yeah if parents were nice I would feel really bad too.
Idk should I feel good that i can hate my parents..

 

[Deleted member 2756]

go out in a bang and take your bro and your mum with you, that'll show em!

 

[RAITEIII]

I'm scared of death, of extinction, of afterlife... It just blows my mind that after living a certain way and find no other solution than killing yourself, you might end up facing judgment, whilst someone who lived happily, is furthermore compensated. And no, it's not only about your mindset.

We humans give ourselves much value, that maybe in the overall scheme of things we have not.

I'd like to live more than anything, but sometimes there are just so many things that we couldn't ever change... so, more often than not, you end up finding yourself welcoming death, just so you stop the emotional pain.

 

[xit]

Plz dont rope
Plz dont rope

 

[crosshold]

You make me cry

<3

honestly i've been in a pretty dark place myself, i get it, its awful. keep pushing through, one day you will be free from your mom and brother and living a good life. consider going on medicine too because that helped me a lot

good luck man

 

[Deleted member 2933]

Surgeries are thr only cope, i told u

 

[sadakiyo]

Buy very good headphone and enjoy without bothering your family

 

[Deleted member 1560]

all i want is euthanasia ded srs. If it was legal i would definetely do it

Cope you wouldn't do it

 

[rockndogs]

Cope you wouldn't do it

copes me

 

[Deleted member 1560]

copes me

pussys me

 

[pisslord]

jfl stop being a sissy