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elcrusader
maybe one bright day
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I was masturbating almost naked watching something embarrasing on my computer and my mother caught me. I didn't even realize she was behind me and she left.
I just noticed that my door was open, even though I had closed it. I also heard someone going down the stairs. I freaked out and lost control. I was so ashamed of myself. I literally fell off my bed and my heartbeat was high. I started running around my room and hurting myself. First I fucking scratched my arm, then I started beating myself with the metallic part of the belt and now my back is red. I then started CUTTING my thigh. (I haven't cut myself in months). I teared up a bit.
Idk how I lost control over myself. Idk if I can ever beat my meat ever again. I'm so fucking embarrased. And she didn't even tell me anything, she just left the room without me ever noticing her.
Will my mother ever look at me the same? I am left in shambles. WHAT DO I DO GUYS??
I just noticed that my door was open, even though I had closed it. I also heard someone going down the stairs. I freaked out and lost control. I was so ashamed of myself. I literally fell off my bed and my heartbeat was high. I started running around my room and hurting myself. First I fucking scratched my arm, then I started beating myself with the metallic part of the belt and now my back is red. I then started CUTTING my thigh. (I haven't cut myself in months). I teared up a bit.
Idk how I lost control over myself. Idk if I can ever beat my meat ever again. I'm so fucking embarrased. And she didn't even tell me anything, she just left the room without me ever noticing her.
Will my mother ever look at me the same? I am left in shambles. WHAT DO I DO GUYS??