Deleted member 39
The Inferior
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I'm depressed the past few days. Like I have no reason to smile. I stalked a few girls from my ex-school since my school has an Insta page and I saw all the cute girls have good social life. I see what I missed out on. I did not have a social life when I was in school and now I realize that I was so dumb to not even try. Now I'm out of school and feel lonely, no girls I can talk to anymore. I see girls on the streets that I would love to just talk to, I wouldn't mind friendzone at that point. I just need their touch.
I go outside everyday recently in the hope to get to know people but I'm very high inhib so I end up going home feeling very lonely, because when I go out I see sooo cute girls and just think about how they're going home to their gigachad bf and cuddle with him.
I went to the cinema alone, walk through parks alone, through Christmas markets but when I go home without having said a word I feel depressed as fuck. I feel better when I rot all day and don't go out because there's no comparison and therefore no feeling inadequate.
I wish I acted differently in school and socialized. I regret it. School is the best time to meet cute girls that have genuine affection for a guy.
I've been invited to a date by 3 different girls in my school time and declined all of them because of high inhib and because of the fear of stinking (ded srs), also I thought they were pranking me.
High inhib autistic monotone personality is killing me as much as my looks (short, small frame and dick and ugly face)
I go outside everyday recently in the hope to get to know people but I'm very high inhib so I end up going home feeling very lonely, because when I go out I see sooo cute girls and just think about how they're going home to their gigachad bf and cuddle with him.
I went to the cinema alone, walk through parks alone, through Christmas markets but when I go home without having said a word I feel depressed as fuck. I feel better when I rot all day and don't go out because there's no comparison and therefore no feeling inadequate.
I wish I acted differently in school and socialized. I regret it. School is the best time to meet cute girls that have genuine affection for a guy.
I've been invited to a date by 3 different girls in my school time and declined all of them because of high inhib and because of the fear of stinking (ded srs), also I thought they were pranking me.
High inhib autistic monotone personality is killing me as much as my looks (short, small frame and dick and ugly face)
