mortis
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sometimes this fear bothers me the whole day and its the fear of things ending, the idea of ending and limited stuff makes me go insane like when i think about my life ending i get panic attacks, when i think about my perfumes that i can't find an older version of them ending i get nervous, when i finish a tv series i get anxious at the ending episode because its gonna finish and it will be done, when i think a marriage can end or people/pets can separate makes me wanna drink acid. the thought of something coming to end is the brootal thing in my mind.
imagine having a cute pet cat, he is your world, you know him and he knows you for your whole lives. that cat can die at any moment, and nobody would care about him but you, you will remember him for ever in your mind but he is gone from this existence. soon you will die too and would be forgotten from everyone. as time passes the thoughts and the love you felt for him will be erased, your existence will get erased and in future nobody will remember you, everything will come to end and will be for nothing, you working your ass off to achieve sth, gone when you are dead. you spending good times with your partner, gone within a few years, you visiting and traveling places you liked will come to an end, now you have plans like next wek ill visit a mall, next day i gonna go elsewhere, all will come to an end when you are dead. even earth will come to an end and all the places you enjoyed, visited and made beautiful memories will get erased too. your mother or father that you loved the most will die and other than you, nobody would care, and your memory of them will get erased by you dying. depressing stuff.
imagine having a cute pet cat, he is your world, you know him and he knows you for your whole lives. that cat can die at any moment, and nobody would care about him but you, you will remember him for ever in your mind but he is gone from this existence. soon you will die too and would be forgotten from everyone. as time passes the thoughts and the love you felt for him will be erased, your existence will get erased and in future nobody will remember you, everything will come to end and will be for nothing, you working your ass off to achieve sth, gone when you are dead. you spending good times with your partner, gone within a few years, you visiting and traveling places you liked will come to an end, now you have plans like next wek ill visit a mall, next day i gonna go elsewhere, all will come to an end when you are dead. even earth will come to an end and all the places you enjoyed, visited and made beautiful memories will get erased too. your mother or father that you loved the most will die and other than you, nobody would care, and your memory of them will get erased by you dying. depressing stuff.
