My motivation to looksmax underlined my escortcelling experience

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Before escortcelling I was content with what I could get and didn’t care so much about looks. I got sexually satisfied with an average girl. But escortcelling opened a new world to me: I got a taste of that extreme ecstasy and a plain Jane can never get me off. At one point I thought I wouldn’t need a girlfriend anymore. All that I’d need was moneymaxx and fuck different hot escorts. But after some time it made me feel empty, and I realized I still long for that validation- something that paid sex can never give me.

That’s my primary motivation for looksmaxing and it’s my darkest secret. Nobody irl knows I ever escortmaxxed.